Hello Minna!!!  I'm Sailor Bluestar-more recently known as 
Crystal-san-and this is my fanfic.  On behalf of the Universe I will write 
all fanfics that so happens to be in my head and triumph over evil 
villains at the same time.  Cool ne?  I will also guard the Universe from 
evil that dares threaten the Balance.  I am the Universe's last line of 
defense.  I have trained others to battle before I do in battle.  Like I
said, 
I am the LAST line of defense against invaders.  : )  So don't be merciful 
to me when it comes to comments, they are always welcomed.  I have 
to learn sometimes.  (Hey if I can handle villains, don't you think I can 
handle comments?)
        I'm not much of a Japanese person, heck, I'm not even 
Japanese.  But I think their Japanese names are much better.  They will 
be referred to as SENSHI's not SCOUTS.  This story is about betrayal 
and love.  I myself is not clear on for whom it is for.  It could be 
between Joseph and Crystal or it could be between Usagi and Mamoru.  
It is up to you to decide.
        Disclaimer:  Sailor Moon, all the other Sailor Senshi and other 
names and terms associated with the series are copyrighted by Naoko 
Takeuchi, Kodansha, Bandai, DIC, Toei Animation, and Kodansha. and 
all the other companies (which I can't remember right at this moment).  
In other words, companies with big wallets and a collection of high-
priced lawyers who aren't to be trifled with.  The story I wrote, but 
everything else (the characters, the names) is theirs, theirs, theirs.  
Please don't sue me.  I don't have any money.  All the new characters as 
well as the story line are my own.  If any of these characters _happen_ 
to be yours, it is only a coincidence.
        Special thanks to Crystal Heart, my editor and personal favorite 
author!
        () = my personal notes/translations
        Now on with the story!! ; )
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Love?
By Sailor Bluestar aka Crystal-san
<gwchang@ibm.net>
        *-*His Point Of View*-*
        She is my heart, my soul, my life.  How could I have been so 
stupid to let her go without warning, without caring of her own 
feelings.  All I had cared about is how I am going to protect her from 
the advancing evil.  All I wanted is to hold her tightly against my body 
and escape from the impending doom which draws nearer and nearer 
as days pass.  Vivid visions dance across my eyes as I see her and I 
separated from each other.  I must protect her from the evil.  No matter 
what the cost.  Even if I must sacrifice my happiness to see her safe, if 
that is the cost.  That I will pay it.
        I can't dream of a world without her.  Now it is too late.  I have 
lost her.  Will I get her back?  Only god knows.  I pray to get her back 
each night, knowing that it is too late for that.  She will never know 
how I truly feel towards her because of my stupidity.  She will never 
know for she will never acknowledge me as someone, who is alive.  
She probably doesn't even care that I exist at all.  Not that I'd blame her, 
after what I have done to her.
        Oh, how I regret treating her unfairly.  Without a reason to my 
actions.  Now we both must pay for our separation with our happiness.  
I know she can never forgive me, for my action is unforgivable.  I only 
wish that she would care to see that I have been nothing but a blind 
fool for turning her down.  Hopefully she shall return to me.  If not, I 
hope she is happy with whomever she finds in the future.  For her, I 
will try to be happy.  I will try.  Why must I be cursed of these things 
of the heart?
        *-*Her Point Of View*-*
        How can he do this to me.  I love him so, yet he comes to me 
and says it's over between us.  How care I believe that we, destined for 
eternity and beyond, fall out of love.  I love him in this lifetime as I did 
in the last, yet he says that he doesn't feel the same for me.  He has 
given no reason as to why.  He wouldn't even look me in the eyes 
anymore.  Why must he torture me so?  He says it's over, yet he 
appears to my aid.  Does he love me?  Or is this my punishment for 
falling in love?  Why does he push me aside like another girl?  Doesn't 
he love me?  Doesn't he care about my feelings toward this?  Why are 
the fates so cruel?
        What have I done to displease him?  I have loved him in the 
Silver Millennium, I have loved him in this life, I know I will continue 
loving him 'till the end of time.  Doesn't he know that?  I consult my 
friends, non of them know why he did the things he did.  We've been 
through so much together, is this how our story ends, in bitter sorrow?  
Why is it that every time we meet, he turns away?  He turns ME away.  
So many questions unanswers for he refuses to acknowledge them as 
my need to know what is wrong.  When will he come to my breaking 
heart's aid, before it's too late?  Before I run out of time and patience.  
Will he come at all?  Will he answer my questions?
        THE END?
        Is there ever an end?  How was that?  Need a tissue break?  Go 
ahead.  If you have read my Usagi and Mamoru story and want me to 
write more like that, e-mail me.  More sappy stories like this one, 
e-mail me.  E-mail any comments to gwchang@ibm.net.  I would 
appreciate them.  Ja ne!
        Sailor Bluestar aka Crystal-san