Hi, I'm back. ^_^ Welcome to my little world, where I wish dreams would come true and Tux would be real and all mine. *sheepish grin* A girl can always dream . . . Thanks to everyone who keeps encouraging me: Sailor Walnut (yea, imouto!), Jade, Sailor November, April. All of you guys are awesome! ^_^ Insert Standard Disclaimer Here (I'm too tired, lazy, and busy to come up with a clever one anyway . . .) Cure For a Broken Heart chapter four by Sailor Elysia Serena awoke to the sounds of her mother's Christmas music filtering throughout the house. She stretched lazily, glanced at her alarm clock, and was shocked at how late it was. She was used to sleeping in, but this late on a Christmas morning was unheard of, even for her. Usually it was she and Sammy racing to be the first downstairs and investigate what gifts had left during the night. She sauntered down the stairs, and into the kitchen, where her father was reading his paper, her mother at the stove as usual, and Sammy was digging into a large stack of pancakes. He looked up from his plate at his sleepy- eyed sister. "'Bout time you showed up, Serena. I thought I was going to have to open your gifts for you," he grinned. Serena mussed his hair as she sat down, winning a cry a protest from him. "Just because you're eighteen and you think you know everything, doesn't mean you do, you little imp." "Yeah, but I come pretty close," he shot back, stuffing a forkful of pancake into his mouth. "Good morning, sweetheart," Ilene replied, quickly stopping the rivalry by setting a plate and a tall glass of juice in front of Serena. She sniffed the heavenly aroma of the pancakes. "Umm, Mom, these smell wonderful! Much better than the typical bowl of cold cereal I've been living on for the last few months." Her mother smiled. "Well, it's good to know that my pancakes can't compare to your cereal." Serena groaned. "Mom, you know what I meant. It's been so long since I had a real breakfast, with my schedule and all, I never have the time to enjoy what I eat anymore." "How could you enjoy what you eat anyway? You never take the time to notice, you inhale it so fast," Sammy quipped. She pointed her fork at her brother. "Not another word out of you, twerp, or I'll see to it personally that you won't have anything under that tree," she threatened playfully. Their father laid the paper down on the table. "Are you two finished, or are you going to continue this in the living room?" Serena and Sammy glanced at each other, then simultaneously bolted from the table and ran into the other room, racing each other to the doorway. For once, Serena stopped as she got to the arched doorway, and gazed slowly around the beautifully decorated room. Around this time of year, decorating the living room was her mother's pride and joy. The tree that Sammy and her father had picked out this year was a full noble pine, and peeked out from its corner into the large bay window. All the ornaments she remembered from her childhood, including some new ones her mother had added this year hung from the delicate branches of the tree. The tiny lights swarmed around the tree, and made each ornament sparkle and shine like crystal. Serena's eyes shined as she took everything in. As her parents entered the room from behind, she realized once again what a blessing it was to have such a caring family, even Sammy, the little nuisance he was. But she wouldn't trade them for all the presents in the world. She joined her parents on the sofa, and watched as her brother marveled over all the neatly wrapped presents placed beneath the tree. He began to sort out the gifts one by one to everyone until they all had a small pile of their own. This was a tradition her family had started when she was very young, even continuing as she and Sammy had grown older. The four of them unceremoniously unwrapped their presents, Serena's pile consisting more of clothes and basic things she needed around her apartment, compared to Sammy's hi-tech gear, like his new pair of rollerblades. "All right!" Sammy exclaimed as he unwrapped his last gift. "TombRaider III! I've been wanting this forever! Thanks Mom!" Serena grinned at his enthusiasm. She had helped her mother pick that present out while they had gone shopping for her dress two weeks ago. That trip brought all the memories back to the surface, including what had happened recently, especially the more painful memories of what had transpired between her and Darien. Why did she feel so different around him? She thought she could never think of anyone the same way after Ben, and yet . . . it didn't seem that way with Darien. But there was nothing she could really do about it, since she was returning to school soon. It was just better to put it behind her, and not pursue anything she might regret later. "Serena?" Ilene's voice snapped her out of her thoughts. "It's your turn, sweetie." "Oh," she replied, reaching for the small plain package that was the last of her pile. She turned it over, looking for a tag, but found none. "Mom? Who's this from?" Ilene's eyes brightened. "That was delivered to the house two days ago, I think. But there was no return address, so I just put in under the tree for you." Serena puzzled over the present's origin as she tore off the wrapping to reveal a small box. Pulling open the lid, she brushed the protective wrapping aside to find a small crystal rose encased beneath a glass dome. She gasped, for she had never seen anything more beautiful in her life. A small piece of paper was tucked inside the box, and Serena eagerly grabbed it, and opened it to find a short message scrawled in a not-so-neat handwriting: "To Serena, Just a small something to let you know I'm thinking of you. Have a wonderful Christmas. Your secret admirer." She looked up from the note, and glanced at the gift in her hand again, biting her lip to hold back the tears. She knew very well who her admirer was, and she also knew that this just complicated things for her even more. * * * * * * * "Serena, sweetheart, I thought you were going to stay at least until after New Year's. It's only been four days since Christmas. Why the sudden change of plans?" Serena looked up from her suitcase to her mother standing in the bedroom doorway. Her shoulders slumped, and she sat down on the bed. "I--I don't know, Mom. There's a few things I need to get away from right now. It's almost like I don't belong here anymore." Ilene walked further into the room, and sat next to her daughter. "Of course you belong here. This is your home, and it always will be." She paused momentarily. "Serena, is there something troubling you? Ever since you stopped seeing that guy your friend set you up with, and then with that little gift you received for Christmas, you haven't seemed the same. I haven't seen you smile nearly as much as you used to. What's the matter? You know you can tell me anything." She leaned her head on her mother's shoulder, trying to hold back the flood of tears again. "Mom . . . what was it like when you and Dad first fell in love?" Ilene was taken aback by the question, but said nothing at first. "Well . . . when I first met your father, we started out by being just good friends. But as time went by, I knew that we had much more than that, and I didn't want to live without him. The first time he took my hand, there was a certain magic between us, and I knew I'd never find it with anyone else. I didn't want to." Serena nodded, and sat up again, the tears silently running down her cheeks. "Thanks, Mom. That helped me a little, I think." Ilene decided to get to the bottom of this. "Serena, are you in love with this young man?" "Even if I knew what love really was, I still don't think I could give you a straight answer on that. Darien's different than any other guy I've ever gone out with, including and especially Ben. I actually feel comfortable with myself around him, and there have been a few times when I didn't want to leave him." "So what's the trouble?" Serena sighed deeply. "I don't know. I guess I'm scared to admit to him I have feelings for him, if I do, that is. He's the one who sent that gift. It was totally unexpected, and it's left me more confused than ever. I've had my heart shattered once, and I don't know if I could put myself in that position again." She stood up again, and closed the cover of her suitcase. "That's why I want to go back now, to see if things will be different once I leave." Ilene stood up now, and took her daughter into a warm embrace. "I love you, Serena. I'll miss you while you're gone, but I want you to be happy. Come back as often as you can, even if it is only at holidays." Serena clung to her mother, sobbing openly now, knowing it would be a long time before she would come home again. * * * * * * * Darien glanced up at the two-story home. This had to be the right place, after he had practically begged Ami to tell him where she lived. He just hoped Serena would talk to him, after his spur-of-the-moment gift he had sent her. He knocked lightly on the front door. Ilene opened the door slowly, and looked at the young man standing on the porch scrupulously. "Can I help you?" "Yes, I was wondering if this is where Serena Tsukino lives," Darien answered with a slight smile, hoping against all hope that she would be home. "Yes, she does, but she's gone back to school in Hawaii already. She left yesterday." His head dropped down and his shoulders sagged visibly. She was gone. He had missed her. By one day. One lousy day, and she was half-way across the ocean. Ilene studied him for a moment. "You wouldn't happen to be . . . Darien, by any chance, would you?" His head shot up. "Yes, I am, but how . . .?" "Serena told me a lot about you. And I saw the gift you gave her. You care for her a great deal, don't you?" He nodded meekly, somewhat embarrassed to be discussing this with Serena's mother. "I wish I had known you were going to stop by, I could have had her leave you a note or something." He shook his head, knowing that his chance was long gone. "It's quite all right. If you talk to her in the next couple of days, could you tell her I said hello?" "I can do better than that. I'll give you her address and phone number in Hawaii, and you can contact her yourself when ever you like." * * * * * * * Serena lugged her suitcase up the flight of stairs in her apartment complex, and set them down at her door way. This had not been a good day. First, her flight had been late, the food was bad, and a bunch of annoying and rowdy kids had been yelling and screaming the whole flight back. Then, to make things worse, the airport had almost lost her luggage, and she had had to wait more than an hour to get it back. She unlocked the door, and pushed it open to be greeted by a dark apartment. She looked to her left, and noticed the dim light of the television was the only light in the living room. Two figures with their heads close together were silhouetted by the movie. Right away, Serena knew it to be her roommate Jill and her boyfriend, Michael. The two had been inseparable the last few months. Nothing around here had really changed, except for her. She sighed loudly, and shut the door behind her. "Jill? Michael?" she called out, informing them of her presence. "Serena? You're back already? That was a short break," Jill answered, as she jumped off the couch to hug her roommate. "Yeah, well, I guess I can never get enough of this place." She craned her neck to glance at Michael, still on the couch, and she gave him a smile and a quick wave. "So how are you two?" Jill held out her right hand excitedly to show off a ring with a good-sized diamond on it. "We've set the date, well, kind of. We decided on some time in late April, after the semester's over. And I want you to be my maid of honor." Serena was taken aback by the sudden announcement, although she had been expecting something like it for a long time. And maid of honor! She certainly hadn't expected that. "I don't know what to say, Jill," she responded, and hugged her tightly. "I'd be honored to be in your wedding." Jill had a huge grin on her face. "So, tell me everything about your trip." Serena yawned. "I'd tell you now, but you've still got Michael to entertain, and I am absolutely exhausted. I'm just lucky that my classes don't start for a couple more days. I really need some sleep right now. I'll tell you everything tomorrow." * * * * * * * Serena stumbled out from her bedroom into the kitchen around ten-thirty, her vision blurred, and her blonde hair tousled. Getting used to the time difference again was really hard on her internal clock, and she only got a few good hours of sleep in the night before. She made her customary bowl of cold cereal, and plopped down at the table. Running her fingers through her tangled hair, then resting her head on her hand, she sighed loudly. She didn't want to think about the past few weeks, even though being home for Christmas had been absolutely wonderful. She looked up at the windowsill, and her gaze fell upon the rose in the glass dome she had placed there after she had unpacked. It was everything else that had happened that saddened Serena. She admitted to herself now that she did indeed care for Darien a great deal, maybe actually love him, even though their time together had been short. All thoughts of Ben were finally beginning to disappear, and she felt like a new person, with a second chance at life. But she knew the chances of ever seeing Darien again were practically impossible. She wouldn't be going home for another four months. Who knew what could happen in that amount of time? While she finished her cereal, Jill breezed through the door from her morning class, and threw her backpack on the couch. She took one look at Serena, and her eyes widened. "Whoa, girl, you like a two-ton truck just ran you over." Serena pulled her gaze away from the window, and cracked a smile at her roommate. "I feel like it, too. I have to readjust myself to the time change, I guess." Jill straddled the other kitchen chair, and watched Serena for a moment. "So, are you going to tell me all about your adventures back in Tokyo, or should I call back that truck and drag them out of you?" she threatened playfully. "All right, all right, you convinced me," she laughed. "Was your Christmas good?" Serena nodded. "It was so nice to see my family again." "The reunion?" Another nod. Jill grinned devilishly. "Did you meet anyone?" Serena sobered immediately, and looked away. What else was there for her to talk about? "Yes," she replied, and planned to leave it at that. But Jill wouldn't be dissuaded so easily. "Well? Don't hold back on me, girl! Tell me everything! Is he good-looking? Do you like him?" She sighed deeply. " Oh, Jill, I don't know where to start. I'm still having problems determining how I feel. It's taken me a long time to realize I don't need Ben any more, and now it doesn't help me any knowing I had to leave Darien behind as well." She proceeded to tell her the rest of the story of what had happened between her and Darien. Jill leaned forward, and placed a hand on Serena's arm in sympathy. "You've got a tough situation, but I do know how you feel. It took me months before I realized how much I actually loved Michael, and knew I my life wouldn't be the same without him." Serena's head shot up. Those were like the words her mother had told her before she had left. Maybe . . . there was hope for her after all. But would she ever see Darien again?