The thought kept nagging at me. Ask Darien? To a dance? Sure, we've been friends for a while, but we've never really done anything together. And then there's the name- calling thing. I have yet to give him a good name, something to back at him for 'meatball head'. How am I going to ask him? I have to come up with a really cool plan, something he won't be able to turn down. "Mom, can you help me with something?" She sat down at the table with a plate of warm cookies and two glasses of milk. "Sure, honey. What do you need?" "You have to promise not to tell Dad or Sammy. Especially Dad. He'll kill me if he finds out." Mom looked a little concerned. "What did you do, Serena?" "Nothing yet. Remember the dance I told you about? Well, my friends and I are planning to go." "That sounds like fun, dear. So why are you so against telling your father?" Mom asked. I was surprised she hadn't realized it yet. "Mom, we're going to be with guys. Unless Dad's changed his mind, I thought he still had something against me hanging out with guys." "Oh," she said, understanding now. "Well, you know I don't like keeping things from your father, but I'll do my best to keep this a secret. I can't promise anything, though." I jumped up and gave her a tight hug. "Thanks, Mom, you're the best." Friday came quicker than I expected. I met Mina outside the arcade after school. "Are you ready to do this?" she asked me. I smiled nervously. "It's now or never." We walked in the door together. Sure enough, Andrew was behind the counter, working as usual. I mouthed a 'good luck' to Mina, and watched her go talk to him. I scanned the arcade, and spotted Darien at the crane game. I walked over, and stood next to the machine. "Hi, Darien," I said as casually as I could. Would he find it strange for me to be hanging around him? "Hey, meatball head," he replied without looking up. Ooh, that stupid name. It shouldn't make me mad, but it always does. I pushed my anger back down, and watched him instead. His fingers swiftly punched the control buttons, as he tried to guide the claw towards the closest toy. Just as the metal hand was about to grab the prize, it suddenly closed and retracted back to the top. I had a feeling that the machine was rigged. No one could ever get a toy out of it, except for Game Machine Joe, that is. But that's another story. . . Darien slammed the side of the machine with his fist, and started muttering under his breath. Maybe this wasn't the best time to bring up the subject of the dance. But if I didn't do it now, I'd never find the courage to do it again. "Um, Darien?" I started. "What do you want, meatball head?" he barked. I jumped back, startled by his sudden outburst. Would he ever stop calling me that? "Take it easy, Darien. I just wanted to ask you a question." His face softened. "Sorry. Guess I'm just a little overworked. What's up?" It would be so like him to be easy-going about this. But then again, he had no idea what was about to hit him. "Serena? Are you okay?" He looked at me, concern all over those dark blue eyes of his. Oh, how my heart nearly melted every time he glanced at me. I looked down at the floor. "I-was-just-wondering-if-you-wanted-to-go-to-a-dance- with-me." He placed a hand on my shoulder. His warm touch gave me the tingles all over, and I was very close to becoming a big Serena-puddle right then. "Say that again?" he replied. I took a deep breath, and looked up. "I was wondering if you'd go to a dance with me." There. I said it. So much for a cool plan. He just looked at me, amusement written on his face. I sighed in despair. "I don't know why I even bothered to ask. Why would you want to go to a dinky school dance with someone like me?" I started to turn around to leave, but a warm, firm hand stopped me. "Is that what you think?" he said, standing behind me. I tried to pull out of his grasp, but he held on and turned me around so I was facing him again. "C'mon, meatball head, give me a little credit. I'm flattered that you would even ask me. I think this is a great idea. Maybe we can get to know each other better." I stared at him, losing myself in his eyes again. "You--you think it's a good idea?" He nodded. "Yes, I do. When is it?" "Next Friday." I couldn't believe this was happening. The other girls were so sure I couldn't pull it off. Wouldn't they be surprised! I waved at Darien as I walked out the door. Everything was going my way. The weekend was here, I had no homework, and best of all, I was going to the dance with Darien. Who cared if he called me names? It didn't seem as bad any more. Suddenly, the thought hit me like a ton of bricks. The reason I'd never gone to a dance was because I didn't know *how* to dance. And slow dancing was an entirely different subject! I couldn't go now. What would Darien and everyone else think of me? I never did like Monday mornings, but this one topped them all. The countdown had begun. Five more days until the dance. Five more days until I humiliated myself in front of the entire school, and worst of all, Darien. The dance was on my mind so much, that I even woke up early, shocking my family, and especially Luna. For the first time in a long time, I actually sat at the table to eat breakfast, and walked, not ran to school. I wouldn't have exactly called it walking, however. It was more like trudging through mud. It was pretty impossible to keep a happy expression on my face, too. Nothing could brighten up my day, not even the warmest sun. My problem got worse when I bumped into someone. At least this time, it wasn't full force, and I didn't fall down. "Sorry," I mumbled, and started to walk away again, when I heard the voice. Oh, that voice. How it could make any bad day seem better. But not today. "Meatball head? Early to school? Something *must* be wrong," Darien chuckled. I tried to smile, but I just couldn't get it to be sincere. Not even for him. Even his calling me 'meatball head' didn't anger me like it should. He stopped when he saw my face. He could always tell when something was bothering me. That was just one of the things that made him so. . . so likeable. I don't remember when I started liking him more than a friend, but one day, it just happened. One day, I noticed how handsome his face was, his adorable smile, his warm touch. . . Oops. There I go again, off into my little dream world. I guess I've been prone to doing that these days. It's certainly a better place to be than the real world. At least there nothing ever goes wrong. "Serena? What's wrong? You certainly don't seem very cheerful today." I sighed, and started walking again. Darien fell into step beside me. "It's nothing, really. Just a small problem I have to work out." He shrugged. "Maybe I can help." For a moment, I considered that option, but how could I tell him that my problem was *him*? That I was afraid he'd laugh at me because I couldn't dance? I shook my head. "Probably not, Darien. But thanks for caring." He smiled that cute little grin of his again. "Anytime. Mind if I walk you to school?" I don't know how he did it, but it worked again. Slowly, he was bringing my spirits up. All I could do was nod, and I could feel the blush creeping up my neck. I just prayed that he wouldn't notice. Hopefully it would be gone by the time we got to the school. The rest of the week was a blur. Thursday I went shopping with Lita, Mina, and Rei for dresses. It didn't take me long to spot my dress. I saw it hanging in the window of the first shop we entered. It was a white sleeveless with a high waist, and fell just above my ankles. There was a delicate floral embroidery covering the top. It was absolutely perfect. Lita found a stunning green one that complemented her hair and features perfectly. Mina chose a short yellow dress that enhanced her flawless complexion, and Rei finally found a plum colored dress that really brought out her eyes. Ami already had a dress she liked and preferred it over buying a new one. It was a light blue with a scoop neck, soft against her skin and complemented the highlights in her hair. That night, we had a party at Rei's temple, and threw a fashion show for each other. We spent hours deciding how to do our hair, and where we were going to eat. Everyone finally agreed on a picnic in the park, since it was the only thing we could afford, and no one could pass up Lita's cooking. My little dancing problem still loomed over my head, but I couldn't let it ruin the fun we were having. I wish I could confide in someone about it, but I just don't think anyone would understand. And there's no way I'd even tell Luna, because I know she'd waste no time in blabbing it to Artemis, who would in turn tell Mina, and then everyone else would know. No, it was better to keep this to myself, no matter how difficult it was to deal with.