Title: An Unsuitable Match Part: 2 Author: W.bymeeh Rating: PG E-mail: jhyunl@aol.com Website: http://members.tripod.com/jayhyun/sm/ *Author's Note: Chapter 2 coming at you! Hmm, and now I'm getting writer's block. However, I'd love to hear (positive) feedback and comments...please! I need encouragement to keep writing, so e-mail! =) I really ought to do more of my physics homework. =P *Disclaimer: These characters aren't mine, so don't sue me! I have nothing worth suing for anyways. Also, the story in this form is mine, so please don't take it without permission! Thanks. Chapter 2 [5 years have passed] Serena smiled at the pure joy of being in a garden. It was rare that she had any spare time to herself, but Lady Beryl was napping at the moment. She missed her palace gardens so much, it felt as if her heart ached for lack of being with the flowers. She bent and sniffed a red rose. She looked around, and couldn't help but keep smiling. A real, genuine smile, one that lit up her eyes and her face. Not the fake one that she plastered on at balls where she was forced to attend to Lady Beryl, and act simperingly sweet to her. Lady Beryl knew very well how Serena felt toward her, but she also knew that Serena would act the perfect lady-in-waiting, and keep her seething inside. After five years of waiting on Lady Beryl, Serena's strong spirit was still not broken. It was obscured, hidden usually by the internal struggle that Serena went through. The battle against herself, to remain in control when dealing with Lady Beryl, or with some of the disgusting servants on the grounds. Serena shuddered inwardly. The male servants and guards on the grounds of the family Beryl viewed her as free game. She had suffered through their lecherous looks and put up with the lust in their eyes since she had turned fourteen, and had suddenly blossomed into a striking young lady from the unusual looking child she had been. It had turned out to be more of a curse than a blessing, and she often bolted her door at night in fear of drunken servants. More than once a drunken youth had tried to pull her into a balcony at night after dinner, and Serena had been forced, out of necessity, to learn how to defend herself in a few quick blows. But every time she was caught in a situation like that, she somehow knew that there was something inside her that could help her, if she asked. But she never did. Lady Beryl had become even more jealous of her lady-in- waiting as the years passed. She ordered Serena around as a personal servant, not as her companion, in an effort to feel superior to the young girl's beauty, which by far outshined her own. She ordered her dressed in cheap material, so thin that they made Serena shiver when even the slightest wind brushed by. At every opportunity, she blamed Serena for any mishap. To her infinite disgust, even the occasional beatings she gave her did not make Serena lose the light in her eyes, although Serena had learned to avert her proud gaze away so as to not anger the noble family. But, all of that was going to over soon. Serena breathed a sigh of happiness. Any future would be better than that which she would have here. She couldn't stand it anymore...it was slowly killing her inside to be here, far from the people that she loved, with no one here who would be her friend. It was different here; there was an air of coldness. Serena had learned to build a wall up against the cold, so that it wouldn't sneak in on her. She didn't want to become one of them, a heartless, barely living servant who found no joy in the day. She had to be strong. That was practically her mantra now. Serena, in the five years that she been gone, had written as many letters possible to home. To Amy, Lita, Mina, Raye, and her beloved parents, she had written words of comfort. She told them that she had a wonderful life, and she was happy where she was. She didn't want any of them to feel guilty that she was miserable. Amy, especially, would be upset, and Serena didn't want her quiet friend to take on such a burden. Nothing that had happened had been her fault. However, in a day they would be visiting the royal family. Serena had tried to banish the thought of Darien to the farthest corner of her mind, but to her annoyance, his image appeared in her mind continually. His eyes, with a look of need in them, locking her in his gaze. Foolish, Serena thought, trying to brush her thoughts aside. Why would the Crown Prince ever need a girl like me? Especially considering how young I was then...what a silly girlhood crush I've carried these years... The prince would be twenty-one now...five years older than her. She'd heard wild rumors about him. A new mistress every month...or was it every week? It seemed to Serena, though, that it was more than sowing his royal oats. It wasn't that he went through women like tissues...it was more like he didn't want to try and keep a relationship going. He pushed all of them away. And they were mostly high-ranking ladies, too. Lady Beryl had heard of him, and was looking interestedly at the prospect of being added to the prince's list. Serena knew this, and thought it amusing. She wouldn't wish Beryl on her worst enemy. One day, she thought. One day until freedom. Serena had her own plans for her future... "One day?! What? Serena's coming here in one day?", Raye exclaimed. "Accompanying Lady Beryl, of course," Amy stated matter-of- factly, looking up from the letter she was reading as the other girls emitted a groaning sound. However, it was overridden by the excitement that surged at knowing that Serena was finally coming to visit them. Before, Lady Beryl had insisted that Serena was not ready to yet travel, wasn't polite enough, had to grow up, was sick, and basically kept her from seeing her dear friends. Serena had written, of course, to corroborate with whatever Lady Beryl had said, but the girls were still suspicious. A smile lit up on Mina's face, more often now that she was surrounded by true friends. Her blond hair was swept elegantly back from her face, and a gold band surrounded her forehead to signify her royal status. She had grown into a graceful, stunning princess, and although she bore no resemblance to the dark-haired royal couple, her manners and carriage showed the sign of true royalty. Amy continued to read, her eyes concentrating on Serena's letter. Amy had blossomed in a more subdued way. Not the pale, weak child she had been before, she had grown stronger with the healthier lifestyle she led as one of the princess' ladies-in- waiting. Her blue hair fell delicately around her shoulders; a few wisps of it covered her sweet face. Raye, staring into the fire, smiled and kept an ear open to Amy. It had become a ritual for them to sit in the library and read and talk about Serena. They tried, as much as they could, to believe that Serena was happy, and tried to be happy for her. But they all still carried a feeling of loss with them inside. Raye missed teasing her dear friend. She could hardly wait to see her. Wouldn't she be surprised at me? Raye thought. Raye had astonished everyone by growing into a polished young lady, with stunning waist-length black-violet hair and glowing dark eyes. Of course, Lita held her own as well. She had torn herself away from the kitchen to become an accomplished young lady, with her lustrous brown hair framing her face in a style that many found hard to resist. The princess and her royal court won the admiration of many. Even the Crown Prince admitted that his little sister had finally grown up, and her choice in ladies-in-waiting not too shabby. "Ohmygoodness." Amy gaped at the letter as the others looked at her in surprise. "Serena's going to be engaged." Darien walked hurriedly through the palace corriders. He was sick of them all, the insipid airheads who viewed him as a prize to be won. He was overwhelmed by his duties as Prince of the Earth, and the practices to learn to control the Golden Crystal were a heavy burden. Knowing he had such power at his fingertips, and yet knowing that it was only his control that restained the destruction it could bring, weighed heavily on his soul, with no alleviation from anyone. He had long ago learned to control his emotions, and kept his inner despair to himself. There was no one who could lighten the burden, and he would not have his family feel guilty on his behalf. He opened the door to his chamber and strode in. Walking over to his bed, he reached under his pillow and pulled out a very worn blue sash embroidered with moons. He lifted it to his head, sniffing it for that faint scent of the flowers from long ago. He held it, and felt the dark walls that threatened to close in on his heart recede. As long as he thought of her, the loneliness disappeared. She was so innocent, lovely...and pure. But when he remembered how she had left him, the void came back. He tried to stomp it back down. Goodness knows that he had tried using other women to forget a little snippet of a girl. But nothing, and no one could keep the darkness away from him for long. Serena fidgeted as she got dressed. She was nervous. She was practically trembling as she tried to button herself up. Her nerves were on edge, after having to slave away to Lady Beryl for several hours, helping her to prepare for the welcoming masquerade, a tradition or whim of some sort by Lady Beryl. Serena had been closeted away ever since they had arrived, doing odd jobs for Lady Beryl, giving her no chance to see her friends. That was probably Beryl's intent. As for the masquerade, no doubt Lady Beryl wanted to sneak up to the Prince in disguise, because if he saw her first he would most likely run, Serena thought with a giggle. Lady Beryl had become obsessed with the tales of the Prince that had drifted to their corner of the world, and although she wouldn't of admitted it, Serena had also listened with an attentive ear. Serena glanced at herself in the mirror. Serena had made her own alterations to this dress, hoping it would help her in escaping from her life. Gold thread had been used to embroider delicate stars and moons on the hem, and she had sewn tiny rosebuds on the waistline. The dress clung softly to her shapely curves, and she knew that she was more than presentable for the dance. She pinned a few small roses that she had managed to pluck into her golden hair, which she had plaited and wound around her head, letting a few tendrils loose to frame her face. She was ready. On the outside at least. Serena hoped that she wouldn't have to face HIM. She had never been able to quite forget him and his hauntingly beautiful eyes, and she knew she would not have the courage to go through with her plan for freedom if she became lost at seeing him. She was determined. She would meet the "nice, handsome young man" that her parents had arranged for her to meet tonight, impress his lights out, and accept the marriage proposal that she knew was coming from a man that she knew was to wear the mask of an eagle. He was a palace guard, but then she was only a lady- in-waiting. It would be a suitable match, and she knew that it was the only escape from the life of torture she had with Lady Beryl. She picked up her butterfly shaped mask and tied it behind her head. She was ready. Be strong, she told herself. This is your last chance... Darien fidgeted with his costume. He wasn't looking forward to this stupid ball. He hadn't even planned on a costume, but by chance it had been unluckily remedied. Darien recalled the conversation he had with one of the palace guards, who happened to be a close friend with one of his own generals. Jonathon, or John or some variation on that name. He had come down with a dreadful cold from nightwatch on a dreary night, and he was supposed to meet his betrothed tonight, some servant's daughter or something. He had begged the prince to give her a message, that he did want to marry her, and woo her...he went on blathering romantically about this girl. Darien snorted in disgust. Apparently, the guard had never even met the girl, but had become infatuated with her by hearing of her from her parents, who desired a suitable match for their daughter. She was probably another plain peasant girl, which was fitting for the nice but bland guard. Now Darien had to act as cupid and dance attendance on a little girl who was apparently a lady-in-waiting to one of the royal couples present. She was supposed to wear a butterfly mask...and Darien was now tying the strings of an eagle mask behind his head. A more inappropiate costume for the weak-spirited guard he could not imagine. Most likely, the girl was as placid as he was. Darien would not have chosen to play the part for the palace guard, but he had felt pity for the man's worrying at losing his bethrothed...and a touch of envy, too. Darien glanced out his windows and saw the full moon. He felt the old anger surge again. Even though it was arranged, at least his palace guard would be content with the young girl he was supposed to meet on his behalf tonight. It wasn't fair. Why should everyone have someone except for him? Darien sighed, and put his anger out of his mind for at least this night. Serena followed Lady Beryl demurely, with her head bowed low as a sign of respect to her mistress. She did so not because she actually held respect for Beryl, but because she wanted to hide the pure delight that shone from her eyes. At last, this was the beginning of her freedom. Serena had no doubt that she could learn to love her husband. Serena had never had any problem learning to love, and she knew that this was the only way to leave her current life behind and be with her dear friends and family. A memory of Darien in the moonlit garden emerged in her mind, taunting her with the stunning eyes that had shook her to her very soul. 'No', she told herself, banishing the image away. She shook herself. 'This is an unhealthy way to begin the evening. Remember what you are supposed to do.' Darien scanned the ballroom, which had already filled with masked ladies and gentlemen dressed in their finest. He spotted his sister, her royal highness, dancing with one of his generals, Malachite. He raised an eyebrow. And yet, he was not all that possessive of his sister, and trusted her judgement, and moved his view from the pair. Apparently, the other three of his generals/guardians were enjoying themselves thoroughly with his sister's ladies-in-waiting. Raye was fiercely arguing with blond Jedeite, who looked both infuriated and fascinated by the spirited dark-haired lady. Amy was blushing from the gaze of Zoisite, who could not take his eyes from the quiet, modest girl dressed in sky-blue. Nephrite was handing a glass of champagne to Lita, who looked surprised by his gesture and stared at him strangely. Darien rolled his eyes. He wondered if they had anything better to do. Now, all he had to do was find a certain young lady, tell her the happy news, congratulate her, and quietly find a way to leave the ballroom before he was accosted by yet another silly girl. He turned as he heard yet another royal family introduced. This time, it was the Beryl family. The name tugged at his memory... there was something familiar about it. Into his gaze came the lady herself, and Darien remained bored. He had just about given up on having a remotely good time when his gaze landed on the young lady following Lady Beryl into the ballroom. Darien's jaw dropped. Here was a stunning woman, who by far outshined her mistress. Her carriage was elegant, and yet her face was turned slightly downward as to show proper respect to Lady Beryl. However, as Lady Beryl turned to socialize with a nearby gentleman, the young lady lifted her head and looked around the room. Darien was now in shock. Even across the room, her beauty was as stunning as the brightest star. Her golden hair was wound about her head, but fascinating curls framed her face and gave her an air of mystery. She wore a butterfly shaped mask that didn't do much to disguise her face and her beauty. A smile played on her beautifully shaped lips, and her gaze searched for someone as she turned about the room. She held a touch of innocence and youth, as she was completely unaware that she had captivated the eye of every man in the room, and even the respectful admiration of most of the young ladies. As Darien stared at her, unable to remove his eyes from her, she suddenly turned in his direction and saw him. And smiled. Darien's heart stopped. As she began to walk toward him, Darien suddenly remembered to close his jaw. And as he wondered at why she was heading straight for him, he realized that he was wearing the mask of an eagle...and she the mask of a butterfly. Darien decided that the loss of a single palace guard would go unnoticed. As she came within arm's length of Darien, she gracefully curtsied. He bowed in return, and on impulse, held out his arm to her for the waltz that was beginning. Her face lit up, and he felt his insides start to melt. He tightened his hold on her as they swirled around together on the dance floor, and refused to let her twirl very far from him, as if he was afraid that she would disappear. He looked down into her beaming face, and wondered if she was feeling as madly attracted to him as he was to her. I wonder if I'm dreaming, Serena thought. If so, I hope I never wake up. This mysterious man is all I've ever wanted. So handsome...with a magnetism that won't let me look away from him since the moment I saw him. I wish I could see his eyes though; they're hidden behind his eagle mask. I'm sure they're beautiful though...deep blue eyes... Darien felt like floating. Gradually though, he was pulled back to Earth by the worry that had crept into his angel's eyes. He then noticed that the waltz had drawn to a close, but he was still trying to dance with her. And also, pretty much every single eye in the ballroom had been fixated on them... Darien kept his firm grasp on her slim waist as he guided her gently to the wall. There, she tilted her head and whispered, "Could we go somewhere a bit more private?" Darien could of sworn he was in a dream. He nodded, and guided her to the balcony, which overlooked the royal gardens, as well as having a staircase that led to them. She eagerly took the lead there and walked down the stairs to the dewy lawn below. After walking in silence, she said, "There's a place that I'd like to go to talk...if that's all right." Darien could only mutely nod in agreement. After picking their way through some undergrowth, they reached a clearing flooded with moonlight. Darien was shocked. He had been here, five years ago with a young girl named Serena. Whom he had never quite forgotten. He stared at his angel...wondering... She reached up her hands to untie her mask. "Serena..." She smiled. "I know my parents haven't told you too much about me. Please, don't say anything yet. I know what it is that you were planning to ask me...but you need to hear some things first. Wait," she said, putting a hand to his arm to prevent him from untying his mask, "don't show yourself yet. I already know who you are, but I want you to listen to me before you reveal yourself...that way, you can still have a choice of walking away." 'Walking away? Who would be insane to walk away from this beatiful creature?' Darien stared, mesmerized by the woman that Serena had become. She was even more beautiful than she was in his dreams, where he woke reaching for the sash that held her scent. He knew, that this was the one who could make his nightmares recede, and could take away the emptiness in his heart. She was the one who could make him whole. How he knew this, he didn't have an idea, but he didn't stop to ponder it. Serena looked up at him imploringly. Darien couldn't move...he was immobilized by her gaze that asked, but didn't demand. He who gave commands with the air of one that knew they would be followed. "You know that I'm a lady-in-waiting to Lady Beryl...and I've spent five years with her. I've written many letters to my parents and my friends about my life there...which I'm sure you've heard about. But what I have to tell you...what you have a right to know...is that it's not exactly true." At that moment her eyes brimmed with tears, but she bit her lip and fought them back. Darien's heart started to twist in agony...what could have happened to her? An angry feeling of protectiveness came over him, and he pulled Serena into a close embrace. She was trembling in his arms, and she slowly let out a breath to continue. "It was...very difficult there. Lady Beryl was...a strict mistress, and not the easiest to serve. It was probably my fault, I'm not a very subservient, obedient, girl. In short, I wasn't the best lady-in-waiting to my lady. And...there were these awful men at Lady Beryl's home..." Darien gently stroked her hair as she started to sob. "They were so horrible, they kept trying to...to make me..." The mental shields that Serena had built up after the long years away from her family and friends shattered as she was held by the safe, protective arms of a man she barely knew but trusted. With Serena's guard relaxed, Darien could feel the memories flowing in her mind...Serena hiding under the bed, a closet, out on a balcony...anywhere to stay away from them. Darien became caught up in the flow of her tragic adolescent years, and felt irrational anger that she had suffered so. Serena continued to sob into Darien's dress shirt, letting lose all of the tears that she held back all these years. She shuddered as one of Darien's hands traced the curve of her back, and he realized that it wasn't because she was afraid of him...but because something else had happened to her. "What happened, Serena...who hurt you?" Darien tilted her tear-stained face to look into his masked face. Serena faltered. How could she betray her mistress? But the image of Lady Beryl had come automatically into her mind, carrying a whip, and without her knowing it she had already relayed it to Darien. A fire began to burn in Darien...it seemed to consume him with anger. Anger at the people who would hurt Serena, this wonderful girl with the dazzling eyes so full of love, life, and laughter. He would protect her...he needed to protect her. He wanted to be the one she ran to, the reason why her eyes would light up at seeing...he wanted to make sure she was happy. "Does it really matter? Do...do you still want to be...my knight in shining armor?" Serena looked at Darien in the eye, begging him silently not to turn her away because of what she had revealed. Darien was in awe of her. Serena would risk her future by telling a prospective husband her painful past, a history that might scare off others, but had no effect on him. He wanted this girl like no other. "Knight in shining armor...", Darien repeated the quaint phrase. He knew what she was truly asking, and he was fully prepared to answer it. "Don't you remember, Serena?" Darien pulled off his mask and pulled out a handkerchief with his royal symbol emblazoned on it. "I already promised you that I would be your knight in shining armor a very long time ago." Darien knelt before her, placing his handkerchief in her hand, as Serena stared at him in shock. "Darien..." Like a prayer, she whispered it. In shock, she placed her hands in his larger palms. Her eyes looked at him with such a deep love that it shook him...and yet he knew that the same love was reflected in his eyes. He stood up and pulled Serena into his arms, a desperate, close embrace. "It was always...only you," he whispered as he bent his head and kissed her underneath the moonlight in the garden where they had first met, so many years ago. ************** w. bymeeh jhyunl@aol.com http://members.tripod.com/jayhyun/sm/