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If I only have one wish…
Nothing more I ever wanted than you…
Dread…
Rush, to tell you that …
I love you so much…
Many times I`ve been
Around…
Right soul I`m searching for…
Dark is no longer…
I found you in my emptyness…
A gift from heaven above…
Now I know…
The answer must be you…
Indri…
Jatinangor, 28 Juli 2000
17.00 wib
sepi batinku dini hari
untuk menggapai tahun demi tahun
tak ada yang menunggu atau kutunggu
kepasrahan bagai tembikar yang pecah
habis juga guna
dan selamat tinggal
KONTRA MITOS
andai segera tahu sukur sadar
yang dalam adanya hanya kekosongan
semacam senyum manis wanita menggoda .....
karang - karang menacap tajam
oleskan mimpi kelam
sisakan kebebasan berjeruji
meski hati terbalut keji
saat ketapel mesiu menghantam
iringi nyanyian malam
kelopak senapan datang
butiran panas menghadang
kedipan bulan makin temaram
seolah sadar bisikan setan
lolongan darah menentang kelam
derapkan langkat berseragam
tiba - itba
buliran hening terenggut kejam
hiraukan angin tersedu sedan
todongkan panas membara
luapkan sumpah serapah
jantung - jantung putih dikebiri
perut - perut lapar tercabik berang
luka - luka kalbu letih menganga
borok - borok lalat mati berdiri
wahai sang laknat,
tak adakah kerling menyapa ?
tak adakah hasrat menegur lara ?
meski dalam jiwa baja ?
teriakan pilu,
jeritan kelu,
dendam memburu
menggugat sang keparat
kegelapan seperti cakar elang
yang merampas apa saja
selain ketakutan
yogya, 3 mei 2000
Pernah kurasakan tangan-tangan cinta mengelusku
Dan membuaiku sampai ke puncak cita
Pernah pula kurasakan bunga-bunga indah
Menari-nari dalam kalbuku
Sambil mendendangkan lagu-lagu mimpi
Tapi, pernah pula kurasakan
Jari-jari cinta itu mengoyak dan mengupas merahnya relungku
Membuatku lumpuh dan tersayat
Andai kutahu cinta ini akan mengocokku
Dan menghujamkanku sampai ke dasar mimipiku
Takkan pernah kubiarkan hati ini memerah
Takkan pernah kubiarkan hasratku menggapai
Andai aku mempunyai keteguhan
Akan kuikat tarian yang mengikat panggung hatiku ini
Akan kubunuh lagu-lagu mimpi yang meneriakkan anganku
Dan takkan kubiarkan rasa ini meretakkan gelas rapuh hatiku
senja melangkah mengitari purnama gundah,
bayangan kabut menjengkal, bara merambah
ada tonggak hitam menghitung waktu,
sedangkan rumah-rumah bertumpuk di ujung bambu,
diterjang airmata yang terus memburu;
karena hidup ini digerus musim menjadi butiran debu
sebuah pistol tiba-tiba berayun di angkasa,
melahirkan kembang api dalam dada,
lalu cita-cita pun ditembakkan membabi-buta,
memecahkan buih usia dalam kepundan mata
di manakah saudara-saudaraku bersembunyi,
sementara cakrawala tenggelam dalam kuali,
di haribaan hutan belantara atau gunung tinggi,
atau memadat di sela-sela gigi?
akhirnya berkumpul juga dalam timbunan limbah.
Bandung, 2000
Terabaring dalam bilik sempit
Menunggu jadwal eksekusi
Aku hanya sebatang korek api
Yang menangisi bakal kematianku
Menanti
Sendiri
Tak pernah diziarahi
Kalau tiba waktuku nanti
Ketika aku meregang
Ketika wajah sang Syiwa terbakar kodratnya
Aku hanya tinggal batang
Dengan gundul legam
Takkan ada kesaksian
Takkan ada pembelaan
Bingakaian kasih di taman hati,
Bunga menyebar harum mewangi,
Mentari selalu setia meninari,
Alami merekah bunga bersemi,
Dunia tersenyum jadikan saksi,
Tapak waktu pun bergeser ke hari,
Bayangan hitam takutkan insani,
Kala surya tinggalkan dumi.
Bumi sendiri laksana malam,
Langit hitam tertutup awan,
Angin bertiup sinarkan kegelapan,
Bumi berharap pagi kan datang.
Tangerang, 13th January 1996
But when I blow her a kiss
she lowers her gaze
red in the face.
The giant tidal wave has risen,
a blue green swirl of threatening crystal
with a thunderous rumble and a frightening roar
as angry crests reach to swallow the sun
hurling day into darkness.
It comes from the west,
with seeds of globalisation,
and waves from the skies
entering homes and bending minds,
destroying structures of cultures,
happiness of once simple people.
Trees sway and bend
to the strong invading currents
that no boundaries can hold.
Those that do not comply
break from the trunk and die.
Till at the end
there is no land
nor island of resistance
to the new world order
of the star spangled banner
How many
did the heat waves take
last year in Orissa?
Lost between
the news
of numbers of supporters
to make a majority
is the figure of
three thousand.
Aku tulis sajak ini di bulan gelap raja-raja
Bangkai-bangkai tergeletak lengket di aspal jalan
Amarah merajalela tanpa alamat
Kelakuan muncul dari sampah kehidupan
Pikiran kusut membentur simpul-simpul sejarah
O, zaman edan!
O, malam kelam pikiran insan!
Koyak moyak sudah keteduhan tenda kepercayaan
Kitab undang-undang tergeletak di selokan
Kepastian hidup terhuyung-huyung dalam comberan
O, tatawarna fatamorgana kekuasaan!
O, sihir berkilauan dari mahkota raja-raja!
Dari sejak zaman Ibrahim dan Musa
Allah selalu mengingatkan
bahwa hukum harus lebih tinggi
dari ketinggian para politisi, raja-raja, dan tentara
O, kebingungan yang muncul dari kabut ketakutan!
O, rasa putus asa yang terbentur sangkur!
Berhentilah mencari Ratu Adil!
Ratu Adil itu tidak ada.
Ratu Adil itu tipu daya!
Apa yang harus kita tegakkan bersama
adalah Hukum Adil
Hukum Adil adalah bintang pedoman di dalam prahara
Bau anyir darah yang kini memenuhi udara
menjadi saksi yang akan berkata:
Apabila pemerintah sudah menjarah Daulat Rakyat
apabila cukong-cukong sudah menjarah ekonomi bangsa
apabila aparat keamanan sudah menjarah keamanan
maka rakyat yang tertekan akan mencontoh penguasa
lalu menjadi penjarah di pasar dan jalan raya
Wahai, penguasa dunia yang fana!
Wahai, jiwa yang tertenung sihir tahta!
Apakah masih buta dan tuli di dalam hati?
Apakah masih akan menipu diri sendiri?
Apabila saran akal sehat kamu remehkan
berarti pintu untuk pikiran-pikiran kalap
yang akan muncul dari sudut-sudut gelap
telah kamu bukakan!
Cadar kabut duka cita menutup wajah Ibu Pertiwi
Airmata mengalir dari sajakku ini.
Sajak ini dibuat di Jakarta pada tanggal 17 Mei 1998 dan
dibacakan Rendra di DPR pada tanggal 18 Mei 1998
Life is pure passion
You have to fill
Your cup of love to life
You have to fight a heart to win
Like Cain and Abel
It's a cruel game
You have to fight for a star
To gain with honor
To cup of love
To survive and to fight for it
Fight for it (Yes!!)
Fight for it (Yes!!)
You and me!! Ale, ale, ale
Go, go, goal!! Ale, ale, ale
Up we go!! The world on its feet
Go, go, goal!! Ale, ale, ale
Life is competition
You have to dream
To be a champion
The cup is blessing
You will win it
Go, go, goal !!
Your natural instinct
To be your opponent
You have to fight for a star
To gain with honor
The cup of love
To survive and to fight for it
Fight for it (Yes!!)
Fight for it (Yes!!)
Forgiveness is letting go of the pain
and accepting what has happened,
because it will not change.
Forgiveness is dismissing the blame.
Choices were made that cause the hurt,
we could have chosen differently,
but we didn't.
Forgiveness is looking at the pain,
learning the lessons it has produced,
and understanding what we have learned.
Forgiveness allows us to move on
towards a better understanding of universal love
and our true purpose.
Forgiveness is knowing that laove
is the answer to all questions,
and that we all are in the some connected.
Forgiveness is starting over
with the knowledge that we have gained.
I forgive you, and I forgive myself.
I hope you can do the same.
Melatiku seberapa dalam lagi lukaku
terpuruk mengharap embunmu
Melatiku seberapa lama lagi penantianku
tersuruk di dingin diammu
Bertahun sudah aku menantimu
bertahun sudah aku selalu mimpikan kamu
dan bertahun sudah siksa batinku
Melatiku
andai telah tertutup pintu hatimu
pintaku
hadirlah di mimpiku
selalu
selalu
(very special to: Ida Mariana di Batam)
1
berpaling lagi aku
menggapaigapai menjauh
menguap setapaksetapak
memasang tabir gelap menjadi
b a t u
arang gulita pun ditabur menyala
singgasana kebodohan digelar menjadi
2
gundah gulana entah karena apa
mencoba menyerapi segala
tak tak ada yang terserap
semua menguap
aku sadar
aku berpaling
hingga kapan?
aku
kebodohan adalah aku
kekhlilafan adalah aku
aku bukan siapasiapa
siapasiapa pun bukan aku
aku yang hidup tergantung
di tangan gaib yang agung
dibolakbalik aku
ketika di bawah
itulah aku
ketika di atas
tak ada aku
sepi itu bocah kecil tak berbaju
sepi itu roda pedati lembu tua
sepi itu air yang menguak batu
sepi itu selimut bulan madu
sepi itu kau tanpaku
1977
I went to a party, Mom, I rembered what you said.
You told me not to drink, Mom, so I drank soda instead.
I really felt proud inside, Mom, the way you said I would.
I didn't drink and drive, Mom, even though the others said I should.
I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right.
Now the party is finally ending, Mom, as every one is driving out of sight.
As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece.
Because of the way you raised me, so responssible and sweet.
I started to drive away, Mom, but as I pulled out into the road.
The other car didn't see me, Mom, and hit me like a load.
As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say.
The other guy is drunk, Mom, and now I'm the one who will pay.
I'm lying here dying, Mom. I wish you'd get here soon.
How could this happen to me, Mom? My life burst just like a balloon.
There is blood all around me, Mom, and most of it is mine.
I hear the medic say, Mom, I'll die in a short time.
I just wanted to tell you, Mom, I swear I didn't drink.
It was the others, Mom. The others didn't think.
He was probably as the same party as I.
The only difference is, he drank and I will die.
Why do people drink, Mom? It can ruin your whole life.
I'm feeling sharp pains now. Pains just like a knife.
The guy who hit me is walking, Mom, and I don't think it's fair.
I'm lying here dying and all he can do is stare.
Tell my brother not to cry, Mom. Tell Daddy to be brave.
And when I go to heaven, Mom, put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave.
Someone should have told him, Mom, not to drink and drive.
If only they had told him, Mom, I would still be alive.
My breath is getting shorter, Mom. I'm becoming very scared.
Please don't cry for me, Mom. When I needed you, you were always there.
I have one last question, Mom, before I say good bye.
I didn't drink and drive, so why am I the one to die?
Goodbye England's rose, may you ever grow in our heart
You were the grace that placed itself where lives were torn apart
You called out to our country, and you whispered to those in pain
Now you belong to heaven, and stars spell out your name
And it seems to me you lived your life like a candle in the wind
Never fading with the sunset when the rain set in
And your footsteps will always fall here among England's greenest hills
Your candle's burned out long before your legend ever will
Loveliness we've lost, these empty days without your smile
This torch we'll always carry for our nation's golden child
And even though we try, the truth brings us to tears,
All our words cannot express the joy you brought us through the years
Goodbye England's rose, from a country lost without your soul,
Who'll miss the wings of your compassion more than you'll ever know