"She keeps repeating it over and over again. We've
been back to this shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now
since we started all of this", the woman told the volunteer.
" What is it she keeps asking for?" she asked.
" Puppy size!"
" We have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for."
" I know. We have seen most of them," she said in frustration. Just
then the young
child came walking in the office.
" Well, did you find one?"
" No, not this time," she said with sadness in her voice. "Can
we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook
their heads and laughed. "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately,
there's always a supply," the volunteer said.
The young child took her mother by the hand and headed to the door. "Don't
worry, I bet we'll find one this weekend," the child said.
Over the next few days both Mom and dad had long conversations with
her. They both felt she was being too particular. "It's this weekend or we're not
looking any more," dad finally said in frustration. "We don't want
to hear anything more about 'puppy size' either," Mom added.
Sure enough they were the first ones in the shelter on Saturday morning.
By now, the young child knew her way around, so she ran right for the
section
that housed the smaller dogs. Tired of the routine, Mom sat in the small waiting
room at the end of the first row of cages. There was an observation window
so you could see the animals during times when visitors weren't permitted.
The young girl walked slowly from cage to cage, kneeling periodically to take
a closer look. One by one the dogs were brought out and she held each one.
One by one she said, "Sorry, you're not the one." It was the last
cage on this last day in search of the perfect pup. The volunteer opened the
cage door and the child carefully picked up the dog and held it closely. This
time she took a little longer. "Mom, that's it! I found the right puppy!
He's the one! I know it!" she screamed with joy.
Mom,
startled by all the commotion, came running. "What? Are you
sure? How do you know?" she asked.
" It's the puppy sighs!"
" Yes, it is the same size as all the other puppies you held the last few
weeks,"
mom said.
" No, not 'size' ... 'sighs.' When I held him in my arms he sighed,"
she
said." So?"
" Don't you remember? When I asked you one day what love is, you told me "Love
depends on the sighs of your heart. The more you love, the bigger the sighs!"
The two women looked at each other for a moment. Mom didn't know whether to
laugh or cry. As she stooped down to hug her child she did a little of both.
" Mom, every time you hold me I sigh. When you and Daddy come home from
work and hug each other you both sigh. I knew I would find the right puppy if
it sighed when I held it in my arms," she said. Then holding the puppy up
close to her face she said, "Mom, he loves me. I heard the sighs of his
heart."
Close your eyes for a moment and think about the love that makes you
sigh. I not only find it in the arms of my loved ones, but in the caress
of a sunset, the kiss of the moonlight and the gentle brush of cool air
on a hot day.They are the sighs of God. |