WELCOME
TO
"My Thoughts"
"EYES"
As I wander aimlessly down this path of life, I come upon these two glistening objects. Do I dare to look at them? Can I trust what I may find there? Suddenly they capture my glance. I am captivated!
The warmth surrounds me, the color engulfs me. I fall further into you. Reaching the soul I find the most amazing things. And do I dare to explore the heart? Will it release me once I enter? But I must see.
Can I take this heart? Will it love me? Can I give in return the things I take from this heart and soul? I must take the chance and find out. I may be damned if I do but may be forever damned if I pass this chance.
These things come to be, all because of the eyes. I fell into your eyes that one lonely day as I aimlessly wandered. Never release me from your gaze as I cannot survive outside of your heart my love.
"TO LOVE"
Can I take you? Can I take that which may not be mine? Can you give me? Can you give me what is yours?
And if I accept, and if I don't. What is it you want in return? What is it you want of mine?
I mean to know this. I have to find out the answers. I have to, because I have traveled this way before. And the roads have been mostly rocky.
And yet you seem willing enough. Willing to give unselfishly. But my, shall we say, paranoia, keeps me from this realization.
I hope I can redeem myself. If this happens to be true. For that which you portend to give, is certainly what I portend to need.
Surely you have known this. Surely you have read the signs. But maybe, just maybe, Your eyesight is as bad as mine.
What a shame it would be. What a terrible shame. If we passed each other and never touched. When it could be as we want.
Shall we try-I may. But will you? And can I trust you-that's the key? And I'm so afraid.
But wouldn't I be twice damned If I let this opportunity pass? More so than if it fails. More so if it never happened.
So I will try.
And I will make no demands.
We shall see what happens.
And perhaps we will be happy afterall.
by:Bamababe 8/99
"WHY TWO?"
Ever wonder why God gives us two?
A right hand to show the left what to do
One ear to listen and one to hear,
the problems of others,
their laughters and their fears.
One eye to watch and one to behold
the beautiful treasures that life has to hold
One foot to travel and one to stand tall
Two feet to land on if we should fall
One man to stand by a woman's side;
One woman to cherish being his bride.
By: Bamababe 8/99
Moon Tides
'Starlight', 'Starbright'
Is he also seeing your rays tonight?
I see your sparkle..I feel your glow
He is seeing and feeling you too..I know
You shorten the distance with your light
When I know we can always share each night
Please watch over him and keep him safe
Carress his heart like the softest of lace
Take my heart and give him my love
Take my soul and spread it above
He must know with every twinkle you send
That I am there also and there is no end
Spread your glows around him, that is my wish
And keep him embraced with a soft little kiss
Even in the times that you are covered with haze
I know that somewhere above you capture his gaze
It goes unsaid....it needs never be spoken
That the moon tides we share can never be broken.
Lydia 9/15/99
And God Said..
I said, "God, I hurt."
And God said, I know."
I said, "God, I cry a lot."
And God said, "That is why I gave you tears."
I said, "God, I am so depressed."
And God said, "That is why I gave you Sunshine."
I said, "God, life is so hard."
And God said, "That is why I gave you loved ones."
I said, "God, my loved one died."
And God said, "So did mine."
I said, "God, it is such a loss."
And God said, "I saw my son nailed to a cross."
I said, "God, but your loved one lives."
And God said, "So does yours."
I said, "God, where are they now?"
And God said, "Mine is on My right and yours is in the Light."
I said, "God, it hurts."
And God said, "I know."
Posted on the wall at the
Oklahoma City bombing site
by K. C. and Myke Kuzmic
Stockton, CA
LOST LOVE
I once had a dream of a you
In it you were dreaming too
Of a time when the distance would fall
and we would be together after all
But what happened? Where did it go?
Was it all a fantasy that you let go?
I held on to that dream with all my heart
And prayed it would be there and never part
But suddenly I awaken to the real and the sad
It was only a dream that can never can be had
I will never have the chance to feel your touch
To hold and caress you as I dreamed of so much
But the reality of it all is my cross to bear
I waited and stalled and did not get there
Now you share that dream in anothers arms
And I go to sleep and pray for the dawn
I will always be damned for letting it pass
Losing my dream as the time went too fast
I held on to the thought and prayed for a hint
But all was lost when to another you went
I mustn't look back, I have to go on
Is so hard when my heart is like stone
I now only pray the dream will go away
Fade away in time like a cold winter day
It was only a dream I cry in my sorrow
One that left, never seeing tomorrow
Am I better for letting it fall from my heart
Or will it eat at my soul and tear me apart?
Just to know I let all that slip away
Never knowing or touching each other one day
I am just glad you fullfilled your part
Even if it was not me who got your heart
Bamababe 1/08/00
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