Frustration

I drop to the ground overcome with frustration
I've screwed myself again I fucking hate procrastination
I wanna hurt myself I wanna inject myself with pain
But I know that tomorrow will be more of the same
My head is fucking aching everything's spinning around
I feel I'm getting sick and I fall to the ground 
I don't know what to do I'm running short on time
I've got to pull myself together get back in the line

I don't wanna wait forever
What will the reward be
I'm blind to the future 
And today is all I see

I don't wanna work to hard because there's no guarantee 
That when shits all through the good life will be there for be
I have to enjoy my life today so my youth is not a waste
Don't get pissed at me cause my priorities are displaced
My head is fucking aching and the world is spinning around
I feel like sick and I fall to the ground 
I don't know what to do I'm running short on time
I've got to pull myself together get back in the line

I don't wanna wait forever
What will the reward be
I'm blind to the future 
And today is all I see