Magne Furuholmen has always been an enigma, hiding first behind a band clown facade and then amidst physical changes - a morrisonesque beard and weight gain to cast off sex symbol chains, no longer a 'Lizard King', but a more serious persona. To many he has always been easy going, 'The Joker', while to others he has been more a brooding, fiery volcano ready to erupt at any moment. Now, he is standing forward to let everyone know how it really is and was, uncovering some dark untruths behind his involvement with a-ha and shedding light on the side of him that has brought about a successful and spirited pictoral artist. He is not so much a 'Jekyll & Hyde', but merely a man caught between his love of music and his hatred for the music business.
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Magne Furuholmen, the boy from Manglerud who dreamt of becoming a world star and became it has come to hate the pop star life.
I got little by little distinct feelings of claustrophobia and agoraphobia and became locked between the two states. It was a prison. It was intense for good and bad and hellishly strange to be in opposition with something you had created yourself. It grinds you down.
What was the worst time with a-ha?
I tackled touring activity poorly. I had two choices, one be a sour puss or begin taking drugs..I couldn't handle the thought of drugs!"
What was it like to stand in front of 200,000 people on stage in Rio?
I felt it was totally absurd. I had no right to be there and tried to forget it was me on stage.
But wasn't it what you had dreamed about?
We were focused on the Beatles model. Success shaped perfectly. We tried to gain a position from where we could develop ourselves and little prepared for the stigmatising we got as a pop band. Then came the acheivement pressures we didn't anticipate. We have since been blacklisted by the Record Company because we won't play the game their way and are considered one of the most difficultest bands. We can hardly be accused of adjusting the music to uphold a status and it has bewildered a great many people. We were never pleased trampling over the same stones and it was something underlying in the band that we have had to correct gradually.
Pål and Morten have their solo careers and Magne has his art - Furuholmen lets us know that it is something to help get a-ha on their feet again. Since Magne himself compares them to The Beatles, it is tempting to ask...
Are you likely to become a-ha's John Lennon?
That is a hopeless comparison.
What was life like on the inside?
It was a club built on success - an isolated jet set life with an extended commitment, like living in a coccoon. I got physical reactions with imaginary heart attacks, such that I thought I would die. I became a hypochondriac, a typical sign of something in your childhood that you didn't manage to absorb.
How did you live through that period?
I can merely speculate. I have always been remote and difficult at times. It got accentuated and multiplied at times. I don't think anyone gets to understand how intense the pressures were. I became defensive and introverted and gave less of myself instead of more. I believed we were on a voyage to do everything under the sun and it was anything but when we began. Instead of being busy with creative processes, we were too much a part of a machine, to such a degree that I became a hindrance to the others in the band.
Why was that?
A huge seed of disagreement was the belief that a hit was a saving. I had no belief in that method a long time ago so the motivation only existed in the others in the band. (He says subdued) The correct decision would've been for us to stop at an earlier time and go into our thinking boxes. We tore each other apart. I've thought that maybe I will continue with music, but in what way, I don't know.
EUROMAN JUNE/JULY 1995
Shall we finally put to rest the myth about the retired popstar who flipped a coin on his personality status once he discovered he could be an artist?
I have had a relation to painting and drawing since I was quite small - music too. Both these forms of expression say the same to me. When Pål and Morten and I worked and struggled in London, I tried to earn a little money by selling some pictures. Looking back, I see that they were somewhat naive. I was like a dog after learning, sneaking into the Art Academy to see what they did there and looking round all the galleries, becoming a permanent fixture in most.
Kjell Nupen became your designated teacher?
Yes, I have learned a lot from Kjell. I had certainly heard much about him, knew that he had gained much success and was referred to as an arrogant shit head. At the time I thought I was the same myself, so it worked excellently. Kjell has taught me an incredible amount about the technical sides of the field. We have found a style based on mutual respect and truth and would never dream of misusing the artistic trust.
You already had your first exhibition around six years ago?
Yes, it was in Stavanger and I debued with Paintings. Then, more and more galleries opened up to me. I wondered whether or not to take myself seriously and set out, so I just did it!! I had to take the leap. I knew I started with a handicap - a well known popstar who will make a fuss of himself and pretend to be an artist .. Nevertheless, I had to take the risk of getting massive criticism from the established art environment, but I also knew that what I had done were honest and sincere pieces of work of the standard I was at in 1989 and I stood up for it. Obviously I was scared about not being taken seriously, but fortunately I think I managed to arrange it so it didn't appear like a gimmick on my part. Naturally, I got extra publicity on the strength of a-ha, but serious art critics managed to rise above such things. I got good critics and learned a lot. I certainly had no formal art training. My forms of art range from sketches, paintings, lithographs and etchings. Now I have my own studio and will learn more about painting technique. To paint requires a whole other peace and continuity than woodcuts. This exhibition 'Kutt' is the most complete I have made. I see all the pictures in one room and they speak the same and give a collected expression for the fundemental theme of the exhibition.
If you didn't have the economic security a-ha give you, would you have became a pictoral artist anyway?
Yes, I am completely sure of that because I have had a relation with this for so long. The music and pictures are a process for me. I would also work with music - a-ha or no a-ha.
Are a-ha no longer a subject in your life?
Not necessarily. We are having a natural pause now. We have a need to be ourselves - Pål, Magne and Morten, not the unit 'a-ha'. We evolved ourselves all the time while we were identified as a-ha and if we work together again, and I believe we will, then it will defintiely be with a different expression than the one we had with the old a-ha.
Was success tough?
Not many recall how hellishly long we worked before we gained any success. I remember! It was tough! But, I learned a lot and grew up fast - maybe too fast. Afterwards it all happened at a tremendous speed where it was impossible to let all of it sink in. We travelled the world, always in fifth gear. The touring life was exciting, strenuous and fun, but obviously we felt the pressure all the time - hit number two preferably to be as big as the first and so on and it wore me down anyway. I reacted by being introverted and became little by little considered cranky and arrogant. I thought I was.
Have you any unfulfiled dreams?
I have to think about that a bit.. umm.. I certainly have fulfilled many, gradually.. the dream about succeeding with a-ha became a reality, the dream of having my own exhibition has been fulfilled. I have a beautiful wife and two great kids... err actually I don't have any unfulfilled dreams at the moment, but dreams are one thing, aims are another.
what will you be doing in ten years?
When I am 42?!! Then I will be sitting lonely and bitter in the middle of my studio and feeling sorry for myself. (He laughs heartily) I am quite sure I will do things with art and music and I am definitely gonna spend more time with my kids. I am not going to be one of these Fathers who regret all that they didn't do when it is too late. I realise I am lucky to be able to do this and work at what I do."
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