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As a teenager, I was wild and rebellious. It had caused me some problems in my later years with an inability to relate to others well. Now, many years later, I decided to hop back in time approximately twenty years prior to the present time, to see if I could 'view' my teen age years.
I did it this way:
I created a sigil which had my name, year I wanted to travel to, and the location of the meeting.
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I drew this sigil on my forehead in my own blood, then made a sphere of energy, and surrounded myself in it. I sat in front of a mirror, with a calendar in my hand. I used it mainly as a prop for visualization. I went into an alpha state, and projected my self into the mirror, like a portal, until I felt all the sensations I have described on the pages prior to this one.
I then started flipping backwards in the calendar, faster and faster, visualizing going backwards in time, all the while holding the effect of the sigil in my mind's eye.
I purposely went to a destination where I knew I would find my younger teenage self hanging out at.
This being a Tavern I practically lived in.
The experiment worked so well I was overwhelmed emotionally. I didn't change a thing during this trip back in time, but it was mostly an observation of 'myself' in teen years.
I wanted to observe my mindframe in those prior days,...basically, what made me 'tick' and make the certain decisions I would later regret...in the future.
Some body I was speaking to back then, seated on the bar stool next to my teenaged self... seemed like a fading mist in my sight, but I wasn't focusing on them.
After I returned back to present day, I went over mentally the whole experience. I decided then to telephone my 'old friend' to see how their life "turned out".
I found out from one of their immediate family that they had died years ago.
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