I don't care what is outside of what I have right now, it doesn't matter anymore...the whole world could crumble but I know the people who love me and I know the people who care. I am completely happy and I love my little circle, they are the best and nothing less.

I ain't know

I have everything I've ever wanted, needed and dreamed of, so why wouldn't I be happy?

"Because I'm fucked up because you are...need attention, attention you couldn't give. I sit here locked inside my head remembering everyting you said."-Staind(can't have fucked up kids without fucked up parents right?)


"It's been awhile since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do, its been awhile but all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you..and everything I can remember it's fucked up as it always seemed, the consequences that are rendered...I've gone and fucked things up again-why must I feel this way? Just make this go away."-Staind (funny enough, during that song I feel so free and I guess well just the best feeling in the world)

"I want to thank you for giving me the best day of my life
Oh just to be with you is having the best day of my life."-Dido


"Love be still, love be sweet, don't you dare change a thing. I want to photograph you with my mind. To feel how I feel now all the time. Say that you'll stay forever this way, forever and forever that we'll never have to change, it feels so good inside your arms, home is everywhere that you are."-Jewel(I sing it to my boyfwiend and he says "pretty" and I wike it)


"Father into your hands, I commend my spirit
Father into your hands
Why have you forsaken me
In your eyes, forsaken me
In your thoughts, forsaken me
In your heart, forsaken me
Oh, trust in my self-righteous suicide
I cry when angles deserve to die in my self-righteous suicide"-System of a Down


"Lying here with you, listening to the rain
smiling just to see a smile upon your face,
and these are the moments I thank God that I'm
alive and these are the moments I'll remember
all my life. I've found all I've waited for
and I could not ask for more."-Sara Evans


"you are a part of me.
I know you better than I know myself.
I know you best,
better than anyone.
I know you better than I know myself."-TOOL

"I feel my brain swell and I can't think...my heart is a hammer that pounds through my chest, so I cry inside."-20 Dead


"A firend is always good to have, but a lovers kiss is better than angels raining down at me."-Dave Matthews

"It's too late to fall asleep, so I just lie here and watch you breathe, in the morning you'll be gone...just like everything I've ever loved."-Stabbing Westward("I know you've said you lost everything in your past, but Amy..this isn't the past." Do you really know how much those words meant to me??)