ÿþ<html> <head> <title>CauTiON...CauTiON...CauTiON... {the poems of kyoko sagaki</title> <STYLE><!-- A:link {text-decoration: none; font-weight: bold; color: FFFFFF} A:visited {text-decoration: none; font-weight: bold; color: FFFFFF} A:active {text-decoration: none; font-weight: bold; color: FFFFFF} A:hover {text-decoration: overline; font-weight: bold; color: FFFFFF} --></STYLE> <style type="text/css"> body {scrollbar-face-color:FFF200; scrollbar-arrow-color:001FBB; scrollbar-shadow-color:FFF200; scrollbar-darkshadow-color:FFF200;} </style> <style text="text/css"> body,tr,td {font-size:7pt; font-family:Trebuchet MS; letter-spacing:0pt; line-height:8pt; color:#FFF200;} </style> </head><noscript><BODY></noscript> <BODY bgcolor="FFF200" background="ca06.jpg" marginheight="0" marginwidth="0" topmargin="0" leftmargin="0" rightmargin="0"> <div align="top"> <table border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0" valign="top"> <tr><td width="80" bgcolor="FFF200" valign="top"><img src="ca01.jpg" border="0"></td><td width="273" bgcolor="FFF200" valign="top"><img src="ca02.jpg" border="0"></td><td width="134" bgcolor="FFF200" valign="top"><img src="ca03.jpg" border="0"></td></tr><tr><td width="80" background="ca04.jpg" valign="top"></td><td width="273" height="400" bgcolor="001FBB" valign="top"><p>This is the comprehensive list of my poems, divided by "eras," combining all of the 100 in 100 poems as well as those written outside of them. There are some notes included, but it's pretty sporadic (if it was written in a 100 in 100 its notes are included in their respective 100 in 100 pages). There are some lost/missing poems -- some probably won't ever be found and others will be found eventually.</p> <p><b>This will be a work in progress getting all the links up and getting everything correct. I need one of those Angelfire construction worker gifs.</b></p> <p><b>100 IN 100</b><br> #001. <a href="poem001.html">Gutterpunk</a> (2003.05.18)<br> #002. <a href="poem002.html">Let's Get Out of This Town</a> (2003.05.19)<br> #003. <a href="poem003.html">Surreal</a> (2003.05.20)<br> #004. <a href="poem004.html">Knight of Abyss</a> (2003.05.21)<br> #005. <a href="poem005.html">Late Night Drive</a> (2003.05.24)<br> #006. <a href="poem006.html">I'm Still Here</a> (2003.05.25)<br> #007. <a href="poem007.html">The Road Stained With Blood</a> (2003.05.26)<br> #008. <a href="poem008.html">Sheila</a> (2003.05.27)<br> #009. <a href="poem009.html">Crash</a> (2003.05.29)<br> #010. <a href="poem010.html">On Religion</a> (2003.05.30)<br> #011. <a href="poem011.html">Bad Enough</a> (2003.05.31)<br> #012. <a href="poem012.html">Man From Lancaster</a> (2003.05.31)<br> #013. <a href="poem013.html">Poison</a> (2003.06.01)<br> #014. <a href="poem014.html">Abandon</a> (2003.06.01)<br> #015. <a href="poem015.html">In Front of Her Grave</a> (2003.06.03)<br> #016. <a href="poem016.html">Plagued With Nostalgia</a> (2003.06.04)<br> #017. <a href="poem017.html">Holding On</a> (2003.06.06)<br> #018. <a href="poem018.html">My Deception</a> (2003.06.08)<br> #019. <a href="poem019.html">Popcorn</a> (2003.06.08)<br> #020. <a href="poem020.html">Cruel Summer II</a> (2003.06.12)<br> #021. <a href="poem021.html">Recluse</a> (2003.06.14)<br> #022. <a href="poem022.html">Mon Enfance</a> (2003.06.15)<br> #023. <a href="poem023.html">eyes</a> (2003.06.16)<br> #024. <a href="poem024.html">Just Someone</a> (2003.06.18)<br> #025. <a href="poem025.html">Untitled</a> (2003.06.20)<br> #026. <a href="poem026.html">Features</a> (2003.06.22)<br> #027. <a href="poem027.html">If I Frown</a> (2003.06.24)<br> #028. <a href="poem028.html">Fat Girls Crying</a> (2003.06.24)<br> #029. <a href="poem029.html">I Wish (I Wasn't Me)</a> (2003.06.28)<br> #030. <a href="poem030.html">Movin' On</a> (2003.07.06)<br> #031. <a href="poem031.html">All Alone (But It's Okay)</a> (2003.07.06)<br> #032. <a href="poem032.html">Father</a> (2003.07.08)<br> #033. <a href="poem033.html">Blank Disintegrates</a> (2003.07.08)<br> #034. <a href="poem034.html">Everyday</a> (2003.07.09)<br> #035. <a href="poem035.html">Going Backwards</a> (2003.07.12)<br> #036. <a href="poem036.html">I Wish I Hated Everyone</a> (2003.07.13)<br> #037. <a href="poem037.html">Route Venus II</a> (2003.07.14)<br> #038. <a href="poem038.html">Damnatio Memoriae</a> (2003.07.16)<br> #039. The Adolescent (07.18.03)<br> #040. Of Dreams That Don't Come True (07.21.03)<br> #041. Robbed (07.21.03)<br> #042. Why I'm Gone (07.21.03)<br> #043. Ode to the Sky (07.24.03)<br> #044. The Most Beautiful Secret (07.24.03)<br> #045. My Best Friend (07.29.03)<br> #046. That's Why I Love My Pain (08.02.03)<br> #047. Mistakes and Promises (08.03.03)<br> #048. The Morning Song (08.03.03)<br> #049. Fallacy's Sacrifice (08.03.03)<br> #050. The Sleeping Scorpion (08.04.03)<br> #051. This Far (08.05.03)<br> #052. I Remember (08.11.03)<br> #053. In the End We'll Have Nothing (08.12.03)<br> #054. I'm Going to Wake Up (08.13.03)<br> #055. Crucified (08.13.03)<br> #056. Swimming (08.14.03)<br> #057. Say Something Real (08.15.03)<br> #058. Unforgiving (08.15.03)<br> #059. His Darkest Love (08.16.03)<br> #060. Fragile Glass Melody (08.16.03)<br> #061. People Like You (08.17.03)<br> #062. Mighty Aphrodite (08.17.03)<br> #063. Alex (08.17.03)<br> #064. Dirty White Socks on the Bathroom Floor (08.17.03)<br> #065. It's What We're All Losing (08.22.03)<br> #066. The Sun That Waiting Bought</a> (08.22.03)<br> #067. Sine Qua Non (08.22.03)<br> <b>INTERMISSION I</b><br> #068. <a href="poem068.html">Now Is Everything</a> (2003.10.07)<br> <b>100 IN 100 II: BACK FOR MORE!</b><br> #069. Underworld (2003.11.20)<br> #070. Face to Face (2003.11.21)<br> #071. Summer Fling (2003.11.24)<br> #072. For Some Abstract Concept (2003.11.25)<br> #073. Will of the Heart (2003.11.27)<br> #074. Trendy Clothing Store (2003.11.28)<br> #075. Lethal Combination (2003.11.30)<br> ___#008. Everything's Fading (2003.11.30)<br> ___#009. Be So Lucky (2003.12.01)<br> ___#010. Seasons (2003.12.03)<br> ___#011. Love Never Dies(2003.12.04)<br> ___#012. Morning Ritual (2003.12.05)<br> ___#013. Suicide Girl (2003.12.06)<br> ___#014. Starring Me in a Better Life (2003.12.08)<br> ___#015. Artificial (2003.12.08)<br> ___#016. My Sad Existence (2003.12.09)<br> ___#017. I've Never Told You (2003.12.12)<br> ___#018. Nothing (2003.12.13)<br> ___#019. The First Snow (2003.12.14)<br> ___#020. Can You Love Me Anyway? (2003.12.18)<br> ___#021. Rising Up (2003.12.19)<br> #090. <a href="poem090.html">The Meaning of Life</a> (2003.12.21)<br> #023. Strong Memories, Weak People (2003.12.22)<br> #024. It's Just Impossible (2003.12.27)<br> #025. Roller Coaster Romance (2003.12.28)<br> #026. New Year's Eve (2003.12.31)<br> #027. Cold My Sanctuary (2004.01.01)<br> #028. Short Road to Nowhere (2004.01.03)<br> #029. I Hate Myself Today (2004.01.08)<br> #030. Invasion of a Smile (2004.01.08)<br> #031. Hunter Green (2004.01.13)<br> #032. pathetic genius (2004.01.17)<br> #033. lunch at the café(2004.01.19)<br> #034. The Last to Fall (2004.01.20)<br> #035. ahead on our way (2004.01.21)<br> #036. Heaven Conquered (2004.01.21)<br> #037. Heaven Conquered II</a> (2004.01.22)<br> #038. The Storm (2004.01.22)<br> #039. In the Red Fire (2004.01.23)<br> #040. The End (2004.01.25)<br> #041. i don't know any better (2004.01.29)<br> #042. Epic Escape (2004.01.29)<br> #043. Help Her (2004.01.31)<br> #044. mary and the window (2004.01.31)<br> #045. derek and the window (2004.02.01)<br> #046. Jagged Thoughts (2004.02.01)<br> #047. The Aftermath of a Poem (2004.02.02)<br> #048. Portrait of Our Lives (2004.02.02)<br> #049. I Spent My Life (2004.02.03)<br> #050. captain (a simple melody) (2004.02.04)<br> #051. finish the job (2004.02.05)<br> #120. Home in the Shadows (2004.02.06)<br> #053. Blue Flower Printed Porcelain Bowl</a> (2004.02.08)<br> #054. End Roll: Episode II (2004.02.15)<br> #055. Water Baby (2004.02.17)<br> #056. Remembering You Alone (2004.02.18)<br> #125. To Fall (2004.02.24)<br> <b>100 IN 100 III: HEARTS BREAK EVERYDAY</b><br> #126. "Suicide Manifesto" (05.13.2004)<br> #127. "Let Go" (05.13.2004)<br> #128. "All I've Ever Wanted is You" (05.14.2004)<br> #129. "Anti-Glacier" (05.15.2004)<br> #130. "To Mr. Shot Glass" (05.17.2004)<br> #131. "Therapy Culture" (05.19.2004)<br> #132. "Trying to Write a Poem in the Library" (05.20.2004)<br> #133. "Voyage" (05.22.2004)<br> #134. "The Morning Comes" (05.23.2004)<br> #135. "The Anorectic" (05.25.2004)<br> #136. "Yellow Butterfly" (05.25.2004)<br> #137. "Nights in White Satin" (05.31.2004)<br> #138. "I'll Keep My Corner" (06.01.2004)<br> #139. "Thoughts on Loneliness" (06.01.2004)<br> #140. "Turn the Light Off" (06.09.2004)<br> #141. "Heartbreak: Chapter Two" (06.16.2004)<br> #142. "Just For a Night" (06.20.2004)<br> #143. "This is What Forever Feels Like" (06.23.2004)<br> #144. "What Do I Tell Him?" (06.27.2004)<br> #145. <a href="poem145.html">17</a> (2004.07.02)<br> #146. <a href="poem146.html">Benefits of Beauty</a> (2004.07.07)<br> #147. <a href="poem147.html">Anticipated Meeting</a> (2004.07.09)<br> <b>INTERMISSION II</b><br> #148. <a href="poem148.html">red light</a> (2004.08.20)<br> #149. <a href="poem149.html">self-hatred</a> (2004.08.24)<br> #150. <a href="poem150.html">lessons learned</a> (2004.08.25)<br> #151. <a href="poem151.html">same</a> (2004.09.01)<br> #152. <a href="poem152.html">Fighting</a> (2004.09.07)<br> #153. <a href="poem153.html">You're Going to Leave Me Someday, Too</a> (2004.09.08)<br> #154. <a href="poem154.html">Sunday (Without You)</a> (2004.09.12)<br> #155. <a href="poem155.html">Good-bye</a> (2004.09.26)<br> #156. <a href="poem156.html">Carols II</a> (2004.10.09)<br> #157. <a href="poem157.html">Angel of My Mind</a> (2004.10.23)<br> #158-#159 MISSING<br> #160. <a href="poem160.html">Breaks Me Apart</a> (2005.02.22)<br> #161. <a href="poem161.html">The Junk Bonds of Life</a> (2005.02.24)<br> #162. <a href="poem162.html">Breakfast</a> (2005.02.26)<br> #163. <a href="poem163.html">In Between</a> (2005.02.28)<br> #164. <a href="poem164.html">Vehicular Manslaughter</a> (2005.03.01)<br> #165. <a href="poem165.html">The Garden Remains</a> (2005.03.04)<br> #166. <a href="poem166.html">Tomorrow Never Comes</a> (2005.03.08)<br> #167. <a href="poem167.html">Two Broken Hearts</a> (2005.03.10)<br> #168. <a href="poem168.html">Expectation</a> (2005.03.11)<br> #169. <a href="poem169.html">From Sorrow to Sorrow</a> (2005.03.13)<br> #170. <a href="poem170.html">The Love Below the Surface</a> (2005.03.15)<br> #171. <a href="poem171.html">The Last to Fall II</a> (2005.03.15)<br> #172. <a href="poem172.html">Has-Been (You'll Never Win)</a> (2005.03.19)<br> #173. <a href="poem173.html">Jealous</a> (2005.03.23)<br> #174. <a href="poem174.html">You've Led an Interesting Life</a> (2005.04.19)<br> #175. <a href="poem175.html">The Meaning of Moving On</a> (2005.05.29)<br> #176. <a href="poem176.html">It's Okay</a> (2005.11.20)<br> #177. <a href="poem177.html">Matt</a> (2006.01.20)<br> #178 MISSING<br> #179. <a href="poem179.html">You Have My Heart But I Have Your Zelda Game</a> (2006.05.14)<br> #180. <a href="poem180.html">failure</a> (2006.05.15)<br> #181. <a href="poem181.html">Happy Alone</a> (2006.05.17)<br> #182. <a href="poem182.html">Spirit Woods</a> (2006.05.19)<br> #183. Trouble is My Middle Name (2006.08.28)<br> #184. Itsumo Egao to (2006.08.29)<br> #185. Suddenly (2006.08.30)<br> #186. <a href="poem186.html">Don't I Know You?</a> (2006.08.31)<br> #187. <a href="poem187.html">How I Get Over You</a> (2006.09.02)<br> #188. <a href="poem188.html">I Like You / I'm Sorry</a> (2006.09.04)<br> #189. <a href="poem189.html">Exaggerations</a> (2006.09.05)<br> #190 MISSING<br> #191. <a href="poem191.html">My Heart is Sick</a> (2006.10.23)<br> #192. <a href="poem192.html">I End Up Laughing</a> (2007.03.30)<br> #193. <a href="poem193.html">Night at the Races</a> (2007.04.03)<br> #194. <a href="poem194.html">As Long As</a> (2007.04.05)<br> #195. <a href="poem195.html">Privately Alone</a> (2007.05.16)<br> #196. <a href="poem196.html">Yumiko e</a> (2007.06.14)<br> #197. <a href="poem197.html">CRUSH</a> (2007.08.17)<br> #198. <a href="poem198.html">The Moon and Me</a> (2007.09.27)<br> #199. <a href="poem199.html">Another Reason</a> (2007.09.28)<br> #200. <a href="poem200.html">A Life Without Wings</a> (2007.09.29)<br> #201. <a href="poem201.html">And I Am Good</a> (2007.10.15)<br> #202. <a href="poem202.html">Dear Stranger</a> (2008.02.22)<br> <b>PROLOGUE</b><br> #203. <a href="poem203.html">years of tiny scars;</a> (2009.10.18)<br> #204. <a href="poem204.html">sharp light of morning</a> (2009.10.19)<br> #205. <a href="poem205.html">weak and tired</a> (2009.10.20)<br> #206. <a href="poem206.html">don't flirt.</a> (2009.10.21)<br> #207. <a href="poem207.html">Yesterday was hard</a> (2009.10.22)<br> <b>EVERYTHING AND THEIR OPPOSITES</b><br> #208. <a href="poem208.html">It Is the Evenings</a> (2009.10.24)<br> #209. <a href="poem209.html">I Had to Have Known</a> (2009.10.25)<br> #210. <a href="poem210.html">A Spoonful of Water</a> (2009.10.26)<br> #211. <a href="poem211.html">Walking Behind</a> (2009.10.27)<br> #212. <a href="poem212.html">Birthday</a> (2009.10.28)<br> #213. <a href="poem213.html">My Peace</a> (2009.10.29)<br> #214. <a href="poem214.html">The Solitude of Autumn</a> (2009.10.30)<br> #215. <a href="poem215.html">Feather-Light Love</a> (2009.10.31)<br> #216. <a href="poem216.html">I Lost My Soul in Las Vegas</a> (2009.11.01)<br> #217. <a href="poem217.html">I Am Living</a> (2009.11.02)<br> #218. <a href="poem218.html">Autumn I Love Most</a> (2009.11.03)<br> #219. <a href="poem219.html">A Fake Smile</a> (2009.11.04)<br> #220. <a href="poem220.html">Move On (To the Next Girl)</a> (2009.11.06)<br> #221. <a href="poem221.html">Love All Alone</a> (2009.11.06)<br> #222. <a href="poem222.html">Seasonal Memories</a> (2009.11.10)<br> #223. <a href="poem223.html">Sand Dreams</a> (2009.11.11)<br> #224. <a href="poem224.html">Deta Chi ga Kurokatta</a> (2009.11.12)<br> #225. <a href="poem225.html">The Sharp Pain of Spring</a> (2010.03.24)<br> <b>100 IN 100 IV: THIS IS MY EVERY DAY</b><br> #226. <a href="poem226.html">This Is My Every Day</a> (2011.04.03)<br> #227. <a href="poem227.html">Arrested Development</a> (2011.04.04)<br> #228. <a href="poem228.html">Amnesia</a> (2011.04.05)<br> #229. <a href="poem229.html">Love Isn't Supposed to Be Forever</a> (2011.04.06)<br> #230. <a href="poem230.html">I'll Stay As Long As You Want Me To</a> (2011.04.07)<br> #231. <a href="poem231.html">suicide bomber</a> (2011.04.08)<br> #232. <a href="poem232.html">Life is Not a Gift</a> (2011.04.09)<br> #233. <a href="poem233.html">Grandpa</a> (2011.04.10)<br> #234. <a href="poem234.html">Grandpa II</a> (2011.04.14)<br> #235. <a href="poem235.html">Speaking French</a> (2011.04.16)<br> #236. <a href="poem236.html">Natsu no Kaze</a> (2011.04.17)<br> #237. <a href="poem237.html">Grandpa III</a> (2011.04.19)<br> #238. <a href="poem238.html">My Solitude</a> (2011.05.02)<br> <b>100 IN 100 V</b><br> #239. <a href="poem239.html">Kimi ga Inai Kara</a> (2011.07.07)<br> #240. <a href="poem240.html">The Futility of Belief</a> (2011.07.09)<br> #241. <a href="poem241.html">Broken / Empty</a> (2011.07.10)<br> #242. <a href="poem242.html">Moving Day</a> (2011.07.10)<br> #243. "Air" (2011.07.12)<br> #244. "The Best Years of My Life" (2011.07.12)<br> #245. "Forward" (2011.07.14)<br> #246. "Kawaranai Omoi" (2011.07.14)<br> #247. "You Knew My Heart" (2011.07.16)<br> #248. "The Pawn" (2011.07.18)<br> #249. "Break Free" (2011.07.19)<br> #250. "A Life in Seasons" (2011.07.20)<br> #251. "Free Will" (2011.07.23)<br> #252. "The Invincible Hope" (2011.07.24)<br> #253. "Cityscape" (2011.07.25)<br> #254. "The Words" (2011.07.27)<br> #255. "Downtown (One Last Time)" (2011.07.27)<br> #256. "To Washington, D.C." (2011.07.29)<br> #257. "Don't Look Back" (2011.07.29)<br> #258. "Vacuum" (2011.08.01)<br> #259. "Search Now the Shadows" (2011.08.02)<br> #260. "Kage wo Sagashitara" (2011.08.02)<br> #261. "How to Say Goodbye" (2011.08.03)<br> #262. "Break Out of the Box" (2011.08.04)<br> #263. "Technical Knockout" (2011.08.05)<br> #264. "Attack of the Memories" (2011.08.13)<br> #265. "Zutto Issho Dakara" (2011.08.15)<br> #266. "If You're Out There" (2011.08.16)<br> #267. "Backward" (2011.08.18)<br> #268. "Fire in the Ashes" (2011.08.18)<br> #269. "A Life Without Love" (2011.08.22)<br> #270. "Zoom Out" (2011.08.26)<br> #271. "Kyuukutsu" (2011.08.27)<br> #272. "The Other Side" (2011.08.30)<br> #273. "No More Words" (2011.09.02)<br> #274. "Seeing the Future" (2011.09.03)<br> #275. "I Don't Think I Can Change Alone" (2011.09.05)<br> #276. "I Want to Cry Now" (2011.09.08)<br> #277. "A Place I Can Cry" (2011.09.12)<br> #278. "Funeral For Another Part of My Soul" (2011.09.15)<br> #279. "Cripple" (2011.09.20)<br> #280. "Sono Tsuyosa wa Doko Kara Kuru no?" (2011.09.26)<br> #281. "Mindset" (2011.09.26)<br> #282. "World of Fantasy" (2011.09.28)<br> #283. "Requiem For a Part of My Soul" (2011.09.28)<br> #284. "On Being Different in a Different Way" (2011.09.28)<br> #285. "The Person You Think I Am" (2011.10.01)<br> #286. "Self-Honesty" (2011.10.01)<br> #287. "Self-Sustainment" (2011.10.02)<br> #288. "The Return of a New Autumn" (2011.10.07) <b>INTERMISSION III</b><br> #289. <a href="poem289.html">Gutted</a> (2011.11.18)<br> #290. <a href="poem290.html">On My Own</a> (2012.02.15)<br> #291. <a href="poem291.html">no heart</a> (2012.04.30)<br> #292. <a href="poem292.html">My Room</a> (2012.05.01)<br> #293. <a href="poem293.html">My Story</a> (2013.01.30)<br> #294. <a href="poem294.html">Where I'm From</a> (2013.01.31) </p> </td><td width="134" background="ca05.jpg" valign="top"></td></tr></table><noscript>