Chapter 27: I'll be there
JC was there for me each and everyday! He helped me,
telling me that Justin didn't mean to hurt me! I didn't
listen but after awhile he gave me enough courage to talk to
Justin.. I haven't yet though because I still couldn't face him.
Justin left message after message on the answering machine. I listened to them but never called him back. For the next 4 weeks, me and JC went everywhere..well, because I was still suspended.
There were like some days where I would see something that would remind me of Justin and I would just break down and cry. He would be there to comfort me and to tell me everything would be okay. And coming from him it meant a lot because it was like I felt like he knew what he was talking about, and he wanted to make me feel better, unlike all of my friends who just say it to make me happy!! I got really close to him!! He was like my best friend!!
When I got home from my usual shopping trip with JC, I saw my mom packing up.
"Mom what's going on?" I asked her.
"We are moving honey.. I'm sorry! I've been transferred to CA.. pack your bags we only have 3 days to get out of here." she said.
"What?? What? I can't be moving.." I said.
"Well I'm so sorry Ashley! Call your friends and tell them that-" but she didn't get to finish because I was already out of the door. On instinct I drove to Justin's house.
"Justin... I'm moving, I'll be leaving in three days," I said.
"What?" he asked. "Ashley please hear me out! I was drunk I thought I was with you, I didn't know please forgive me.." he said.
"I do forgive you! But what am I going to do about you and JC? You guys have been there for me!" I said crying again.
"I'll write okay?" JC said.
"Yeah me too," Justin said.
We all talked and I finally understood that Justin didn't mean have to have sex with Mandy...but I finally have gotten my relationship together after 4 weeks of being apart from him and I have to leave?? Why Me?? It's been a question I have been asking myself for quite awhile........