Chapter 7: Shopping, Breakfast, and the nonexistent Bball game
~Emilys POV~
8am this morning...We hada free day untill tonight whne they hada signing. So AJ and Nck would get Melissa outta my hair and I could talk to Bri.
I was up first as usual, took a shower and readyed myself. I wore a white tank top w/ a blue skirt [like the one in baby one more time] and wore my hair down. When I was done I started to make breakfast which would be biscuits, hash browns, and bacon.
The guys and Melissa awoke before it was done. Everyone was happy except Brian who refused to make eye contact with me. Nick and AJ convinced Melissa to go shopping with them while Kev and Howie wanted to check out soe book store, I got Brian to reluctanly agree to play bball with me.
~Brians POV~
It was as if it was planned, Its okay though I can concentrate on the game...
~Emilys POV~
After everyone left I diddishes while Bri changed into a white tank and blue shorts{we matched..lol...}
"You ready?'he asked as I finshed dishes.
"Not unless you want me to play in a skirt"I said, while he just realized I was wearing one.
"I think we should talk first anyway"I said, he nodded and we sat down.
"What do you wanna talk about?" he asked, acting like he didn't know but he's never been good at lying.
"Well... Possibly why you were avoiding me this morning...and the whole Melissa thing, your not the same Bri and the guys agree"at least part of the statement formed tears in his eyes. Eventually he broke down, I scooted next to him and pulled him into my arms, I held him while he cried.
When he finished he looked up from his spot of my shoulder and I leant down and kissed him. It was slow at first but then I couldn't resist, I slipped my tongue in and he followed. We played around in each others mouths and I felt something, a definite something, he couldn't deny it, at least I hoped he couldn't deny it. I had to breathe so I pulled away. Suddenly forgetting everything but the kiss we started to tickle each other.
"Bri..stop" I yelled finally getting out of his reach I ran to the entertainment area and sat on the couch thingy, he ran after tackling me on it and leant in for a kiss. This one filled with more desire and I couldn't help but wrap my arms around him, pulling him closer.
We rolled over so I was on top and I went up for air while wrapping my legs around him in a straddle postion, but he pulled me down again. We continued to make out like that for about an hour even though it seemed so much longer. I getting into it took off his shirt but careful not to brake the kiss. he managed to get off mine too.
For awhile we stopped, I laid on his bare chest feeling him breathe with his arms around me, I could feel the nmuscle evertime he moved them. I practically fell asleep but the phone rang. It was John [remember him] and he told Brian everything. Brian was calm and hung up the phone.
"Why didn't you tell me?"he asked in an equally calm voice.
"Tell you what?" I asked.
"What John did!"He said getting a little loud. I sat up and put my shirt back on.
"I never had the chance you have been with Melissa all of the time I've been here" I replied in th same tone he used.
"Em I can't leave her, did you know her dad left her at Christmas when she was four"he said as if that explained everything.
"Where do you think my parents went, HUH
BRIAN? Do you have any idea how it is to live with someone who
doesn't care about you cuz once mom and dad left I had to cope by
MYSELF"I practically screamed while tears ran down my
face but I didn't leave yet.
"I love her and she loves me, I'd think you of all people would let that be"he said sadly.
"The you can live Happily Ever After becuz I'm not dealing with anybodys crap but my own!"I yelled before storming out into Nick, AJ, and Melissa.
Melissa ran in, Nick gave me a hug and AJ stood there. I cried on Nick for awhile before going back in and packing. It was only 2pm, I could be home by 6pm. I hugged everyone but Brian and Melissa goodbye.
Nick walked me out where my taxi would soon be.
"I'll call you"he said.I smiled and gave him another hug.
"I'll miss you guys but I have to move on,get a job, you know the works" I said, he nodded and I left and didn't cry again until I got home.
~Brian's POV~
Emily left. Emily Left because of me. Well what I did was wrong, I had a girlfriend, I cheated on her and Emily left. Now Melissa will have to leave too. Great all alone with the guys. And they all are gona be pissed at me or already are.
What am I gonna do..Emily or Melissa...Melissa's my girl..but Emily was my best friend...Teahs had to live a life without her dad..but Emily's parents are dead...MY GOD I can still feel her on me..but thats only cause I haven't kissed Melissa, right? Of coarse it'll pass.
~Back to Em's POV~
I eventually fell asleep but I awoke around midnight becuz Nick called.
"Just making sure you're not suicidal"he joked
"Nick, no offense but a Backstreet Boy isn't worth my life"I said
"You sure your alright"he asked.
"Yeah but i can't help but wonder whats going on there"
"Well..Melissa left, Brian isn't talking not even to me. We all miss you though especially AJ and Kevin but Howie complained alot around inner time, Its really weird evryones on edge but won't talk about it."he said.
"Great, now I feel bad"I said meaning it.
"Em, its okay you know its not your fault as do we"
"And that didn't help at all, you should know I got morals"
"AOkay I get ya so what happened exactly"
"We kissed and stuff but then he talked about how he can't leave Melissa and I cracked. he claimed he loved her, I personally don't believe him but if he can't admit theres something there, then I'm not gonna push it."I said.
"Okay.gotcha I'll try and talk to Brian but don't give up on him he'll see the light, you know Frick"he reassured me.
Soon after we hung up and I went back to bed hoping Nick was right.Thank god I had him to talk to.
I woke up around 6 am and called Nick.
"You better be a beatiful woman or Im hanging up" he sid
"Of coarse I am!" I said
"Em what are you doing calling me so early"he siad
"Well I just wanted to talk to you" I said.
"Fine" he said realizing I was more important than his sleep anyway.
"I was thinking since Melissa is gone I could visit sometime on the weekends or a breaks since I deserted you guys...Oh and I made a decsion to become a dancer"I said.
"Well at least you're happy, maybe when your worthy enough me and Fatima can help you out"he said.
"Well its nice to know your still cocky in the morning but I've already passed you on the dancing circuit, sorry Nick" I said laughing he seemed offeneded.
"We'll see Em you just wait until I see you again"
"Where are you right now"
"Somewhere in Maine but we'll be in Vermont by tonight"
"Ok then I'm in New York so we'll meet in Vermont in a club, I call up and find out a good one and you call me back around 2pm alright?"I said.
"Great I'm looking forward to it"he said.
"Yeah me too. love ya,bye"
"Love you? what's that all about"he asked.
"I say it to all my good friends"
"oh okay..love you too..I guess"He said.
I was happy, I was extremely happy considering what happened yesterday, I missed the boys terribly but I knew what to do with my life and I'll be clubbin' with Nick tonight, which made everything better for some strange reason. Of coarse I still wanted Brian but I had to think positively.
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