I Understand

I understand.

I think.

I assume reason and consequence.

I assess. Damage and control.

I am woman. I am computer.

I am man, I am machine.

I am me.

Simple thoughts flying through at miles per hour.

In my head. Thoughts.

Good, bad, neutral.

I hurt myself with my own thoughts.

Pain. Humanity. The need to...

Something. Yet unfound.

Unfounded.

The knowledge of understanding.

Nothing.

Nothingness.

Plain emptiness.

The simplicity.

Made so complex. Twisted and bent.

Until unrecognizable.

The true meaning of life.