Jade sighed loudly as she starred at the building in front of her.

"tell him now,or dont tell him at all"Jade's mind echoed through her head.

"tell him now"she murmered as she pulled open the door and walked off to the information desk.

"excuse me". A lady who looked to be in her mid thirtys looked up at Jade.

"yes young lady may I help you?"

Jade took a deep breath.

"yes,Im supose to meet the Backstreet Boys here,and I dont have the room number"Jade said unfolding the pass of some sort.

After scanning it the lady smiled at her.

"room 207" Jade smiled and walked to the elevator.

Asoon as the elevator closed Jade shut her eyes brefly.

"where to miss"

Jade's eyes flew open,"um 207"

The man nodded and the elevator began moving.

Ding

Jade's stomach tighten and the doors slide open.

"oh god,oh lord"her mind screamed as she searched down the hallway.

"207"she read the sign on the door.

"do it now"her mind screamed.

She knocked on the door.

"hey Jaddy"Brian said opening the door.

He leaned over and gave her a hug.

"pregnancy test?"he whispered

Jade scowled.

"negative"she replyed.

"that a girl"he said patting her on the shoulder.

Jade walked farther into the room and saw the guys.

A chorus of "hey Jade" and "whats up woman" flew at her.

She smiled nervously.

"hey hun"Howie said getting up and leading her to a couch.

"hey,anywaz,whats with this"she asked.

"with what?"Kevin asked.

"the whole office building"

AJ smiled "more grown up"

Jade's eye brow shot up.

"you grown up,thats a miricale"

Everybody laughed as AJ smiled.

"more grown up than you are,little woman"

Jade shook her head,and looked around.

Asoon as her eyes hit Howie's,she had another sinking feeling.

"um,Howie,I need to talk to you,right now"

Howie smiled."me too'

He pulled her up and led her into another room.

"Howie I-"

"Jade I-"

They looked at eachother.

Howie grinned

"for once Jade,I gotta talk first"

Jade nodded getting a bad feeling.

"Jade we've been together for 3 years now,you're the love of my life,hell,you are the reason I get up in the morning,Jade I love you"

Jade's eyes began to water.

"theres something else"Howie said taking her hands.

Jade watched as he got down on one knee.

"oh my god"her head screamed.

"Jade,you own my heart,will you honor me by being my wife?"

Jade's world seemed to stop.

Half of her wanted to scream for joy,but the other half,the bigger half was in pain.

"oh my god"Jade said covering her mouth.

Howie stood up with a look of concern.

"honey?"

Jade turned on her heal and ran out of the room crying.

She ignored the others as they called her name over and over again.

She threw open the door and ran to the elevator.

Asoon as she got in she burst into tears,and sunk down to the ground.

"tough time miss?"

She looked up at the elevator operator sadly.

"he asked me to marry him"