"And as we wind on down the road,
Our shadows taller than our souls,
There walks a lady we all know,
Who shines white light and wants to show
How everything still turns to gold."
-Stairway to Heaven, Led Zeppelin

I'm 6' even, and only weigh 145 pounds. That's right, I'm a god damned skeleton. And frankly I don't give a damn, I'm happy with my body. I have a pic if you'd like, just click here and hit back when you're done. My hair's short now though. My religious beliefs can be found elsewhere on this site, but it should suffice that I am pagan. I have been for a few years now, and only haven't been when I was five and younger. I was Christian at that time. I haven't been christened yet, though I may have to be to get married. Some people think I'm atheist, agnostic, or satanist, but I more or less despise those "religions." I've kept the same friends most of my life, and I stick with things to the bitter end (things never end sweetly, there is always pain and suffering at the end). You should know that how I talk and how I write are completely different. Why should I talk how I think and write after all? I'm still affected by rules of society in that respect. I have a false exterior just like everyone else. Most people see me as very quiet and shy when they don't know me, and I'm too fearful to walk up to people and start the conversation with them if I don't know them. I really have no idea what the hell they think of me. I usually hide what I'm thinking, and will smile or laugh at something that inside makes me want to vomit. As to what I think will happen to me in the future, well I plan to write The Great American Novel (I've started on it actually). If I could, I would love to marry someone famous, and maybe earn enough money off royalties and sponging off the wife to help the poor and perhaps set up shelters better than the abominations they call shelters now. If all those plans fall through, then I will simply become a pathologist or another profession in the medical field. Most of all though, I want to be married to someone I truly love. My favorite bands are: Blue Öyster Cult, U2, The Rolling Stones, and London After Midnight, and my favorite songs are Don't Fear the Reaper by Blue Öyster Cult, Beautiful Day by U2, and Tainted Love by Soft Cell. Most of you have probably not heard of Blue Öyster Cult. They were around in the 70's to the late-80's. Actually they just put out an album called Heaven Forbid last year. London After Midnight is a Goth band that started around 1990 and still is active. My favorite book is Silence of the Lambs, by Thomas Harris. Hannibal Lecter is the most amazing villain in history. He's so evil, and still so smart. He can see what people really are so well in a matter of minutes. Fear and awe at the same time. My (tied for) favorite movie is HELLRAISER. It is a well done movie for its budget, and some of the themes presented in it are intruiging. My favorite scene in it is when Kirsty Cotton first meets the cenobites and strikes a deal with them. It's a beautifully done scene, and some of the quotes in the scene are memorible. For example "And if you cross us, we'll tear your soul apart." and "No tears, please. It's a waste of good suffering." The lighting is beautiful, and throughout the whole movie the orchestra playing in the background is very intense. My other favorite is Se7en. It's just an awesome movie. Sloth was the most freakish thing I have ever seen. Yeah, Bed Man's a freak. Well, enough of me and on to my friends.

Angel, my best friend. He's damn fun to be around. He likes Vampire, he's into ancient Egypt and old cultures like that too. He doesn't really fit into any social category, though he thinks a bit gothy. Then again, his way of dress is kinda preppy. At times. Others it's just different. Can't really describe that. His musical tastes rock. Rolling Stones, Elton John, Toto, Nine Inch Nails, everything. He seems a bit bisexual with what seems like flirting, but it might just be playful fun. To most people his humor might seem a bit off-color, but that's what makes him Angel! I guess with most religious codes (excluding Islam) he's pretty good, but by law, heheheheh not even close. At least, with drugs. Though he's still pretty smart, so it's not like it affects him that much. I give him two thumbs up.

Pat the polymorphed orc. He might be the most like me emotionally, but he's still someone completely different. He's a bit more social than me, but that's only because he's less afraid. Sometimes I think me and him pity ourselves more than we'd like to. Many times our conversations are a bit depressing, with each of us killing our self esteem just a little more each time. He likes music along the same lines as I do, Zeppelin, Korn, Mettalica, and a few others not metal. He's an average guy, though he can't stick to one person for long.

Tom is goofy. He's rarely serious, though he's very pessimistic. He enjoys learning about wars and the like, and owns a couple guns with his dad. He goes paintballing and things like that, and talks about bombs and things sometimes. I don't actually think he'd do anything though considering he's very law-abiding. He's alright to be around, holding some similar interests as I do. If only he didn't vomit on people ;)

Alex. He'd like to live forever, but knows that he won't be able to. But he wants to prolong his life for as long as possible, and puts so many vitamins in his body I'm surprised he doesn't burst at the seams. He's very quiet, until you get him started on something, then he'll talk your head off. He's probably the nicest of my friends when you first meet him. He's really into computers, and reads a lot of military and theological books. He's supposed to be Jewish, but he seems Atheist to me. Considering he thinks there is no afterlife and time will just recycle and repeat. There's something evil in him, I can tell. Ironic that at the same time he resemebles Christ. and that vomit, ungh. . .

Stefan. He enjoys games, walking, talking, and all that good stuff. I believe he likes kinky sex all night long, but I don't know it might just be a rumor going around (*lol*). He's into that whole macho image thing, trying to be hardcore and what not. There's a really sensitive guy under that facade of his. All you have to do is get to know him. He invites us to go places with him (like Paris), which is incredible, and he's nice about it. But the best thing, he let me kill Santa (put the n at the end and you get Satan). And he lets us party at his house (YIPEE!). His catch phrase is "Shut the fuck up."

Sam, well, he's my nigga! Don't see him much anymore without his girlfriend, but it's still alright. Sure he thinks I'm insane, and he's probably right, but at the same time, he's damn goofy. He's very aggressive, hates video games, and loves guns and war and the like. He wrestles and lifts, but I doubt he'll keep wrestling next year. He wants to go to college with Al, who he talks to about wars and guns and that evil stuff all the time about. Still, Sam's well enough for me.

Hehheheheh BRETT. I love ya man! Bring in the girls he's ready. The streets will flow with the blood of the nonbelievers, right Brett? Brett is umm I guess what you'd call stonerus maximus. But that makes him all the more fun. He and I are "blood brothers," and like a lot of the same things. He's got that whole yo-yo thing going. Sometimes he even scares me, and that's hard to do. Watch out for the moving chairs Brett, and those damn sidewalks. Treacherous. Brett is king hippie, and he's into meditation, eastern philosophy and things like that. Plus, like me, he enjoys hippie music, so huzzah!

Hannah. Well, that's a bit shaky right now. I don't think she really minds me right now, but the fact she can't be monogomous makes me sick. I feel horribly sorry for her boyfriend. I'm a bit disgusted at times with her, but she won't change. I don't think anyone can change her without removing her tongue and hands. But hey hey hey, that's what I say.

Mike. Well, he's damn social, and stuff like that. Anyways, he's kewl like that, considering he helps me with the ass monkeys (inside joke, so shut up). Mike is a happy man. Yay. He has goatee (sometimes). If he could only get rid of Grode then we'd all be a lot happier. Mike's a good guy though, and he's nice too. He's serious about lots of things, but then again, well, there's that whole ass monkey thing again . . .

Bryan also is a fan of the Lecter series. He loves computers and can find almost anything you ask for informationwise on the net. Like me, he can stomach some raunchy stuff (scat for example. . . if you don't know, don't ask). The only really bad thing with Bryan is when he messes with you when you're messed up. Throwing cards at you and telling you the cops are right outside for example. Luckily he stopped after I went Vampyre on his ass :) He still messes with other people, and can be REALLY spooky a lot of times..

Mollie. It's been so damn long. I miss talking to her, but hey, what can you do, ya know? I remember her being funny and crazy though and so nice too. Got to love looking back on the past don't ya?

Amy, the sad monkey. Why's she sad you ask? Well she's got her reasons. She pretty good to talk to though. She understands sometimes and is just generally fun. Haven't talked to her for a little while now, though I'd like to. I've just been too busy. I hope she finds someone to make her happy, because that's really killing her in my opinion. She deserves someone too. I mean, she's one hell of a gal. If people weren't so ignorant, then I'm sure she'd be happy right now with someone.

Jennie, she's just . . .wow.

Brie. Well, she be crazy. That's all I can say about her. Well there is more, but you know. . .

Carl (fiddlestix) is definately one of my friendlier male friends. Lately I've been hanging out with him a lot, and we've been having too much fun. But that's what makes life worth living, now doesn't it? He likes a ton of different musical styles (some of which *cough*rap*cough* I can't stand, but others are pretty good, like Jefferson Airplane, etc. He introduced me to some other people, so that's even better.

Vonder, ex-captain of our high school football team (he graduated this year). Him and Abbie used to be together (maybe they still are, they do that sort of thing). Vonder is a friggen animal (in more ways than one). Most of you have never seen a man put down 45 pancakes all but themselves in one sitting. Well, that's Vonder for you! Thing is, he's definately more muscle than anything else. I've known him for a little while now, and he's got to be one of the kewlest people I've ever known.

Kate. Kate rocks. She's just so freakin kewl about things it's painful. She's the kind of person that everyone falls for just since they're so rockin'. She's going to be in college next year, so I won't see her for a while. I'm wondering if I'll see her again. It was fun while it lasted though. I really don't know what else to say about her. There's just some people that can't really be put into words, you'd have to meet Kate to really get a grasp on what she's like.

ROB! Rob's the man. He's just so GD chillin'! Just, man even his presence is so calming. He's really easy-going and fun to talk to. He's all smiley and what not too. He listens to a lot of rap, but his general attitude reflects nothing of that. I couldn't see anyone being angry at Rob. I don't think he'd ever try to screw anybody over, it just doesn't seem anything like him. He's hilarious too, and I'm kinda sad that he's also getting shipped off after this summer. Ahh well, it was fun.

Abbie. Abbie's fun. She was homecoming queen (or so I think), and she says that most females don't like her. She's fun though. She's good to talk to, at least semi-seriously. Another one getting shipped off for college soon she is. Didn't get that much time to talk with her though. Ahh well, what can you do?

If you feel that you should be on here, then don't hesitate to tell me. I'll see whether or not you should be on here. I can't put everyone on here after all, I have limited space. So please, unless we know each other well, don't ask.