Hope Filled Thoughts
by Takeru Takaishi
Author note - This is my first fan fic so please email me on what you think about it. Be kind I wrote it at midnight =) This takes place during the episode in which, Patamon first evolves to Angemon in and Devimon is destoryed by Angemon but deals with a few flashbacks of sorts. The narrator is well....you'll see or else check the subject line ^-^
"Don't worry I'll get him"
My voice sounds more confident than what I'm actually feeling. My feelings are mixed. Unsure. Afraid. Top the list.
Unsure because this is my real battle. The other digimon have digivolved and so have fought in a battle before. I'm still new at this. This is my first time. Angemon. That's the name of this form. Guess this solves the question of what I digivolve to. The angel digimon. My mind wanders to a memory of when TK told me what an angel actually was.
~Flashback~ Patamon: TK? What's an angel?
TK: An angel's someone who looks after you....kinda like you guys
~End Flashback~
Never thought that'll be me.
Fear grips my insides like as if it wanted to squeeze them out of me. I never let it show to the monster towering before me. I'm afraid that I will fail my friends, their friends and most of all, TK. Despite this, I can't escape the nagging feeling that I'm the only one with the power to stop Devimon. A voice inside me says that what I'm doing is suicide that by destorying him, I will use up all my energy doing so. I tell the voice that I must because everybody is counting on me. Also, that the other digimon and their partners have protected TK and I before when I was a Patamon so now, its my turn. Even so, I wander if it is worth it?
Even though no one can see me, I risk a glimpse of TK from the corner of my view. Then, I know it is. The faint almost inexistent glimmer of hope in TK's innocent eyes tell me it is. That hope gives me the strength to fight. The hope that tells me to keep fighting. The hope that I would do anything in order to keep it burning.
Inside me, the unsureness and fear is slowly going away only to be replaced by an ember of hope and the knowledge that everything is going to be all right after all.

THE END

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