A lost love

Writen by: ssj Lynx

Chapter four



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(2 months later...)

Pan plopped her purse on the table with Rosie following suit right after.

"We're back!" Pan yelled. She sighed. It had been two months since Pan had first moved there. Last Monday had been the last day of both their senior years.

Rosie and Pan had gotten very close quickly, and were good friends. Eric and Rosie had helped her out a lot, explaining things to her, and helping her with her English work. The good thing was that she was very good at English, and her language that she had been told to take was easy. She had taken Japanese. The principal had said it was only fair, since she had to take English. She had gotten only one 'B' or 'A' in all of her grades. She didn't think about Trunks very much now, only at night, and at quiet moments during the day.

Rosie had tried to talk to her, but every time Pan kept changing the subject, pretending not to know what she had been talking about. Rosie had contacted Eric for the job also, and they had tried to talk to her about it, but she refused to mention anything about her life before meeting Eric. Mary had tried, but she had failed miserably too. They seemed to give up, they decided to leave her alone and Pan had been very grateful. She just didn't want to remember Trunks; she wanted to forget she loved him. But it was hard. It was nine in the morning, and Pan and Rosie had gone to the local bakery to get donuts.

Mary came out of the kitchen. "Great! We get donuts for breakfast. Thank you both for getting them."

Pan smiled and Rosie made a face. "We didn't have much choice when you threatened us with death if we didn't go get them," Rosie complained, and Pan started to laugh.

Mary pretended to get mad. "You both get your butts in to your seats, you hear me?"

They were chased into the dining room, and fell into their chairs laughing loudly. Eric rolled his eyes at them. He was used to having them act crazy. As Eric had told Pan, he didn't live there, he had his own apartment that he shared with some buddies, but he stopped by all the time to eat and talk. Eric had come over for breakfast, even though he could buy the donuts with his own money. He smiled at Pan and Rosie, grinning at their ridiculous actions. Pan felt like one of the family. She missed her family and her friends but she wondered could ever go back home?

Mary walked into the room, holding a plate full of donuts from the local bakery, Mammy's Cakes and Stuff, which were homemade, and very famous in the small town. Pan and Rosie, and sometimes even Eric were called upon to go by and get some to eat for breakfast.

Pan smiled and looked at the sight of the delicious treats, but then a familiar sensation developed. Pan felt sick. She gasped and her stomach dizzy. She knew she going to throw up. She jumped up from her seat, and covered her mouth, while running to the bathroom. The second she reached the toilet, she threw up violently. For the next couple of minutes she sat in front of the toilet, puking her guts up. When the sickness vanished, she was aware of Mary rubbing her back for her.

"Thanks Mary. I'm not sure what's wrong with me. I've been getting sick for the past week on and off." She gave Mary a weak smile.

Mary gave Pan a half-smile. "I'm not sure if I should mention this, but promise you won't get mad if I'm wrong, okay?"

Pan was a little confused. She nodded. "Sure."

Mary looked unsure, but she plunged on. "Could you be pregnant?"

Pan blinked and froze. Trunks and she had. . .oh no... It is can't be! But she had missed, and morning sickness . . . She swallowed hard. She was trembling.

"Yes, but we- I. . . I just can't be pregnant. It's not possible. This wasn't supposed to happen. Mary, what am I going to do?"

Mary looked sad now, but somehow happy. "We'll take you to the doctor first thing, right after we eat. You've went before, when you had that check-up, so it should be no problem. Promise!"

Pan nodded but she was scared. "Oh, but what if I am? What will I do? What if he will mad at me or something? My family will freak out. My dad going to kill him..." Pan started cry and Mary hugged her few seconds, she pulled away. Mary shook her head and smiled at Pan.

'I shouldn’t cry front of her... but I guess it is okay,' Pan thought.

"We. What will we do. All of us think of you as a family. You won't be alone. You're part of our family, whether you like it or not," said Mary.

Pan blinked back tears. "Thank you." Her voice broke; she was so sad and happy at the same time. She had left one family, heartbreak and hopelessness, to find another family. She had been given a new start.

But Pan was a little scared because of Trunks. Mary shook her head again. "No, thank you for having us." And she meant it. With all her heart. Pan smiled hugged her, carefully not hard, it could break rib and Mary hugged back. Rosie and Eric stand out of the bathroom door watched and smiled.

Rosie said, "We will always be there with you!"

Eric nodded agreed.

Pan turned her head to them and smiled.

"Thank you..."

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Pan sat with Rosie and Mary in the doctor's office. Eric had waited at home. The doctor had gone to get the results from the test, and would be back any second.

"I'm scared," Pan whispered. "What would I do with a baby? My family will kill me if they found- ah, never mind." Mary gave her a hug.

"You'll be a wonderful mother. You have the biggest heart I've ever seen, you love without reservation. And if you aren't sure, there is always adoption." She held her breath until she heard Pan's vehement answer.

"NO!! If I were pregnant, I would NEVER give it up. Never. I already love the idea. Me, a mother! But I'm still scared," cried Pan.

Pan wouldn’t tell them about Trunks. If Trunks found out about it, he would freak out and would leave her and her baby.

Mary looked anxious, but excited. She had said she loved babies. Mary was about to talk but the doctor knocked on the door, then walked in.

"Pan? I have the results," he announced. She started to tremble.

"What are they?"

He smiled at her proudly. "You, Pan Son, are going to a mother!"

All her nervousness about the future, and everything else, all came together in happiness. No matter that she and Trunks had broken up, she loved him, and at this moment, she was so happy she couldn't focus on problems. That was her moment, and she was overjoyed.

"Wow," was all she could get out. Mary and Rosie laughed and swept her up in big bear hugs, laughing hysterically, her laughter joining theirs. They looked like fools, but Dr. Kevil, was smiling at them, and laughing at their antics.

"I'm going to be a mother...," said Pan.

She smiled, very happy about it, but Trunks? Will the child only have a mother without a father? She wondered, should she go back home or not?

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Trunks sat the rock under the waterfall. This was Pan’s and Trunks' favorite place.

He looked his picture of Pan and himself. In the picture Trunks hugged Pan from behind and Pan was holding his hands.

He touched the image of Pan's face. "Why, why did you done that?"

His heart ached for Pan. He hoped that Pan would come back soon...

Pan was been gone for about 2 months.

Trunks wanted to find Pan but Bra wouldn’t let him and wanted to leave Pan alone for while. Bra believed that Pan would be back very soon...

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