this is a place where i can put the song that is in my heart right now. tori songs switch at different frequencies on me. sometimes, i'll be very very spark, and sometimes i'm just totally marianne. but there is always a tori song that stays in my head, and certain lines of it that come through loud and clear.
*upside down*
god i love to turn my little blue world upside down
god i love to turn my little blue world upside down
inside my head the noise chatter chatter chatter chatter chatter
you see i'm afraid i'll always be
still comin' out of my mother
upside down
don't you love to turn this little blue girl upside down
oh i know you love to turn this little blue girl baby upside down
but my heart it says you've been shatter shatter shatter
shatter shattered
and i know you're still a boy
still comin' out of your mother
but when you gonna stand on your own
i say the world is sick
you say tell me what that makes us darlin'
you see you always find my faults
faster than you find your own
you say the world is getting rid of her demons
i say baby what have you been smokin'
well i dreamed i dreamed i dreamed i loved a black boy
my daddy would scream ooh yeah
don't you love to turn this little blue girl upside down
any kind of touch i think is better than none even upside down
but you see i'm tangled up got a kitten
kitten kitten kitten in my hair
cincinnati i like the word
it's the only thing we can't seem to turn upside down
well i found the secret to life
i found the secret to life
i'm o.k. when everything is not o.k.
i said i found the secret to life
i found the secret to life
i'm o.k. when everything is not o.k
is not o.k
god i love to turn this little blue girl upside down
said don't you love to turn our little blue world baby upside down
inside my head a voice it says chatter chatter chatter chatter chatter
and it says girl you're all the same
still comin' out of your mother
still comin' out of your mother
upside down
* * * *
this song speaks to me the truth. i found the secret to life, i'm okay when everything is not okay. that's me. i pretend that everything is okay in my life or with a person, when in actuality, it's not. i'm upside down, and the voices say i'm all the same.
past songs:
way down
baker baker
