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Poisonedanghel's Poems
 
Romeo and Juliet
 
You say you love me
You look deeply into my eyes
I'm sitting on my window
You are my Romeo
And I try to be your Juliet
 
We both know we can't be together
We know well why
But nothing can't change our love
 
You say you love me
You look deeply into my eyes
I'm sitting on my window
You are my Romeo
And I try to be your Juliet
 
I jump down of my window
You take me gently into your arms
But that moment doesn't last
We start to run away
That's the only way for us to be together
 
You say you love me
You look deeply into my eyes
I'm sitting on my window
You are my Romeo
And I try to be your Juliet
 
Love is stronger than this world
At least it is so for us... 
 
 

How could you do it to me?
 
I was going there to see you
I was going there to be with you
Why you had to do it with me?
I have always thought I can't hate you
I can't believe I was such a fool
I couldn't think I love you so much
And there you were coming out from that room
But you weren't alone
There was somebody being with you
That somebody wasn't me
It wouldn't hurt me so much
If that girl wouldn't hug you
I was upset that this girl could hug you like I should
Did you notice that I was there?
Did you notice if you passed me with that girl?
Why you even didn't take a look at me?
I thought I'd never forgive you
I thought it couldn't be you
I didn't want to believe my eyes
And then in next day.....
You were clapping your hands
How could you do something like that?
Did you know I was watching you?
I have never thought you could move like I
And there you were clapping your hands like I
One moment, one look and I forgave you
I forgave you because you were clapping your hands
I forgave you because you were looking so sweet
Although I can't be with you
I still love you more I should
Thank you for coming to miy life
Thank you for bringing sunshine light
I know we'll never be together
I know it's just impossible
But I know in my dreams....
In my dreams we are in love.....
 
 
Your eyes
 
There's something in your eyes
That something makes me smile
But sometimes...
But sometimes it makes me cry and feel that I want to run away
What's so special about these green eyes?
So special in these little, deep eyes?
Why I can't watch into your eyes?
Why they make me feel so wild?
I love your eyes they're so beautiful
But I'm scared to watch them
I'm afraid to break my heart
When you should break my heart, I couldn't see them anymore
These sweet, green eyes
They would be empty and without life when I'm gone
I don't want it would happen to you
I don't want because I love you.....
 
Here we are
 
I have always dreamed myself to be here
And now that dream has come true
Here I am safe in here
You are here with me so I'm not afraid
Are you afraid to hurt me?
You are so tender and warm
I would like that moment to last forever
I would like to be always in here
Are you afraid to lose me?
Don't think about it anymore
You are like hot summer day in cold winter
I feel how ice under me is breaking
I know there are just you and me
You and Me, nobody else that We
We are together until death comes between us
We are together here
I wish you would never say goodbye
I kow you won't
Because you don't know how to fly.
       
Love
 
Love is a word with truth
Love is a word with light
Love is a word with happiness
Love is a word with cruelty
But it's not only a word for you or me
It's a feeling created for us
It's a feeling that makes a connection between us
It's a feeling for you and me
Please, don't let it go
Be always filled with this love
Please, know, my darling, we'll never lose our love
 
We want to be angels
 
They are running to finish
They are running to fade away
They have never wanted to be with us
They have always been so far away
Many of us would like to join them
Why people want to die?
Is the world of death souls so good?
Will the death souls be angels?
Maybe that's the reason why we want to die
We just want to be angels
We want to be like them
But we weren't created to be angels
We were created to be humans
But we don't want to be who we are
 
 
Dream or reality?
 
We are apart more than ever
You are with another
I'm still alone
But I feel that we are closer
We are closer than never before
I don't understand what's going on
I start to think I won't
I don't know is this true?
But it feels you love me more than never before
Is this true that she made you to love me?
I would like to ask this question from you
But I won't do it, at least not now
I'm afraid of you
I know you won't hurt me
I know you're not that kind
But is there somebody who knows the answers for me?
I would like to ask from that somebody so much
Even if there isn't such person
I know once I will have the answers
Once I will have answers to all my questions
We are still apart
Maybe I will find another like you did
Maybe you weren't right for me
But maybe once we are together
We are together and forever in love
 
How I tried to die...
 
I'm sitting here alone
I'm just sitting and watching the sea
My fingers are playing with sand
I'm only thinking of death
I would like to die like that
Please bury me here, to this sea
You are watching me from far
You are just standing there and keeping your eyes on me
You don't do nothing more
And then you come and sit next to me
You don't say anything
I'm a bit afraid of you, but I don't afraid death
I would like to die here and today
I would like to die if you are with me
You keep on sitting with me
You keep on looking at me
And then suddenly you stand up
You look at me for a while with your sweet eyes
And then you go
Were you really here or was this just an illusion?
I look at the sea and realize how short this life is
How I would like to spend my life here, near the sea
But I know I can't
I feel myself empty and unreal
I have to stand up like you did
I have to go like you did
I never saw you after that
But like I have realized: you were really there
I saw my name that you draw on the sand
Why I didn't say a word to you or you to me???
You are this person who I love
But I know you are with other
Why you came and sat next to me???
Did I really seem so lonely this night???
I can see that place where you sat
I can see my name what you draw
I can see stars watching me
And now I know it's time to die
I'm tired of everything
I know I can't die here
I have to stand up now
But part of me has died
This part can't stand up anymore
This part of me has wrote everything she wanted on the beach
Maybe I have killed this part of me???
And now she is lying on the beach
But no one don't see her besides me
I have become new person
I have got everything I needed from the sea
I have realized everything is possible
I know now what to do
I start to run away from here
This part of what loves you didn't die
I still love you there's nothing to do...
 
We are together again
 
You hold me in your arms
We are together
I love you of all
We both have made mistakes
We have fear
We have lost
We have gave up of trust
We have learned what's true what's fake
God, how blind I have been!
How could I be so cruel?
I'm down on my knees
I'm praying
I'm wishing to be with you
I'm hoping you'll forgive me
You move your hand to hold mine
You say you are scared
You say you love me
You come closer
You are there where you belong
I'm with you that can't be true
I ask you to shake me
I want to wake up
But besides that you do something else
You know better way to wake me
You close my eyes and your own
Your sweet lips have the taste of wine
Your kiss is best thing in this world
You are my drug, nothing else
And then we close our eyes again
You kiss me again by the sweetest way
And when I open my eyes
I can still see you with me
I know that it's real
 
THANK YOU, Ingrid!!!!
 
 
 
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Here are two of my poems...
 
 
He was with me
 
He was with me
But now he's far away from here.
I need you
I need you more than ever
And I think I will forgive you never
Can I screem for you, can you come in the night?
I will wait for you, I will fight.
I will fight death, because I want to say goodbye
And then my soul will fly
It will be free, and waiting fro you and me,
For you and me to be together, forever and ever...
I feel it, my time is running out and my tears are burning...
All around me it is dark, the shadow is hurting
And I'm alone
God, I'm alone!
Where are you? Soon I'll be gone!
I don't feel the pain anymore
I forgive you... I love you even more than before
The Earth, the stars, the moon, the sky... they cry.
My eyes closed down and death's cold arms embraced my soul
And I'm alone...
But suddenly I saw your face, I touched your lips...
That was not a dream
I was so happy, that I wished to scream.
The heaven is here, right by the sea...
The sun smiles and I know the reality is the only thing I see...
Death - that was your choice,
You wanted again just to hear my voice.
And now our sous are together, forever and ever...
 
 
Why?
 
Why?
I can't stop to cry...
Why did you hurt me SO bad?
I wonder why, maybe you are mad?
But I love you so,
I will forgive you, please just don't go...
Why?
Why did I forgive your mistakes?
I knew your tears were SO fake...
You were so gentle until that night...
That night of pain and fight...
I ran away, but I came back...
Why?
Because I thought it wasn't you the one who did me that crack
I forgave you again
But you know, I don't like pain...
Again it's time to fight
But something was wrong that night...
You weren't the winner,
I was not the forgiver...
A shot woke up the moon,
I will be free... soon
You fell dead on the floor
And I was free, like never before.
 
 

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