This time
I am coming to you with a heavy heart.
I even regret having to write these words to you
because I was so hoping that you would
miss your time with Me as much as I have
missed My time with you.
I have
made every attempt to reach you though
acts of My love, Mercy and Grace, but they have
not been enough to draw you closer to Me.
Will you tell Me what else is left for Me to do for
those that I so love after having died for you?
Can you
comprehend that I gave My life to
be close to you? All I ever wanted was people
to love Me of their own free wills. That is why you were given free wills – to love and to choose
not to love. I have showered you with knowledge
of who I Am so that you can be drawn; for with
loving-kindness have you been drawn.
I MISS MY TIME WITH YOU.
Many of
you have experienced the pain of
loving someone so much and not having that
love returned; or having someone tell you how
much they love you but never show it.
I Am in both of these places as I write this to you.
Sometimes
it seems as though the more
I reach out, the further people distance
themselves from Me. The more I Bless people
the less they think of Me. Many of the Blessings
are more honored than
Me the One Who gave
the Blessings. Do you not know how much it
breaks My heart when those who I love more
than life want to spend more time with the
“things” I gave them rather than Me?
I become
torn because I don't want to stop
the Blessings but sometimes I have to so you
will regain your focus. The worse thing that
happens to My people, which so often does, is
that they become backslidden in heart.
My people worship Me with their mouths but
their hearts are far from Me. They don’t even
know that I am not present in their daily lives
because they have pushed Me away and I will
not infringe upon the will of those that I love.
Who would
want love from those they have
to beg and force? You would not want it and
neither do I. Does what I am saying to you
burn within you at all? Can you feel My heart
at all? Can you hear what I am saying to you at all?
I MISS MY TIME WITH YOU.
Everyone
wants to be loved and I am no
exception. Just as Faith without works is
dead Love without action is dead. When words
that are spoken to Me, I look past the words and
look at the heart. It is not so much what comes out
of the mouth but what comes out of the heart.
What the
hearts speak to Me is what really
hurts. If you could hear the words of many of the
hearts, the words would be denied because they
are so far from Me. Hearts speak such hurting
words as, “I have not thought about My God today;”
I will go
to this place or do this thing now and spend time
with God later, “I will read the Word after this
television program goes off.” Another day that I did
not spend with God, I will do better tomorrow and the
next day, and the next day, and the next but those days never come. The later never comes. The after
this or that never comes.
So I am
left all day waiting for you…all day
hoping for you…. I wait for the sun to rise to
wake you hoping that your first thoughts will be
of Me and your first breath will be to thank Me
for waking you. I watch the sun set and the moon
come out in the darkness hoping that you will think
of Me as the day ends…think of how I carried you
through the day and be so very grateful that we
will commune together.
I dream of you telling Me
how thankful you are for all the things I do for you
and I dream of telling you that it is My pleasure to
do them. I MISS MY TIME WITH YOU.
What does
spending time with Me mean?
What are the results of spending time with Me?
You will have My mind as you are instructed to do
”having the mind of Christ”… you would walk in My
ways…You would know and feel My heart…
You would
have unending revelation of My Word
because I am the Word…You would have Peace
that the world does not know You would have Joy
because I would make your Joy full…You would
have wisdom because you would be Full of
God’s Spirit.
Your paths would be directed by Me
because you would not be able to help but to acknowledge Me in all of your ways You would be
the light of the world because I Am the Light of
The World. You would bask in love because I Am Love.
Your
words would be My Words because God’s
Spirit would give you the things that you should
say…We would walk and talk together, and
fellowship together. I want for us to cry together; I
want to share pain together. I died for these things.
I deserve this type of relationship because I suffered
and died for every one of the things that you would
never have to endure and even for the things you
may never have to endure.
I want to
hold you and rock you to sleep when you
need comfort…I want to wipe away the tears when
they are released from your souls…I want to
experience joy with you and be able to laugh
together, smile together, enjoy the full abundant
life that I have given you together. I want you to
know that I am listening to your every heartbeat
and I want you to feel Mine. You can only do this if
you are close to Me.
You can
only be close to Me if we spend personal
quality, and desired time together. You have to
desire Me and I will always be there waiting for you.
You have to need Me and I will always be there to
fulfill your needs. You have to want Me and I will
always be there to fulfill your wants. I have always
been here, waiting, hoping, hurting, crying, lonely very lonely.
There was
a time when you used to say, “Who
Have I in Heaven but Thee” and I delighted in those
words. Now the words have faded away. Come back
to Me My loved Ones…Let this be the first day of the
rest of our lives. Let not another moment pass where
we are distanced. Let us get to know each other in so
many ways…so intimately. There is nothing more
intimate than a relationship between The Creator
and His creation…between A Potter and His clay.
It does
not get any deeper than that.
I Am asking You, I Am provoking you, I Am
Waiting for you to come to Me this moment in
every way. You belong to Me because I bought you
with a price. You are Mine and I say to My own…
My very own….
I MISS MY TIME WITH YOU.
Love
Jesus
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