Jay passed away October 21st, 2000
Just 2 days after his 61st birthday..
And we would have celebrated 34
years of marriage on:
October 27th, 2000
I can't imagine life without him,
but he is at peace now...
Below is a Poem from Me to Jay... :-(
God I miss him so much,
there are things I never got to say
Things I said to him and now regret
I never had a chance to say, I'm sorry Honey..

Dearest Jay,
I remember how it used to be
When I had you by my side.
I remember the nights you kept me warm
And I still feel the love that never died.

I remember the smile you wore
That always made my heart race.
I remember the smoothness of your skin,
And every single line of your face.

I remember the comfort of your presence
When I had nowhere else to go.
I remember the warm spring memories
And watching all the flowers grow.

I remember the cold winter days
When even the ice melted at your touch.
I remember the autumn drives,
And watching the leaves change...you enjoyed it so much.

I remember the long summer evenings
When your laughter filled the air.
I remember the love I have for you,
but now you're gone...and it's just not fair.
Love, Mary Nancy
I Love and Miss you Jay
There isn't a day that goes by
that I don't think of you.
I will always cherish the memories...

Song By Reba reminds me of me singing to him:
If I Had Only Known
So sad, but true..