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Untitled (Lauraly's Song)

Sing To Me
©Heather McPherson

First Rights: Heather McPherson
Date: November 20, 2003
******************

I wanna know
What you got to say
Strummin your guitar
Giving me a play-by-play
Every note, Every beat
Carries me away
The sound lingers in the air
And you take me there...
Where you wanna go

ch-
Sing to me
Bout who you wanna meet
Where you'd like to be
What you'd like to see
Hold Me
With you voice
In your dreams
In your arms
Everything we'll see
Just you and me
Sing to me...


Its the sound of Heaven
They're not just words
Those sweet things you say
Chord after chord
I see the dance
Of the colours of your life
Show me more
Tell me more,
I wanna go...back

Repeat ch.
 
 
Since Yesterday
©Heather McPherson

First Rights:Heather McPherson
Date:December 7, 2003

*******************

I never knew
I loved you
Till that fateful day
Another car swerved
Yours was in the way
Now you're gone
It all feels so wrong
How could it all change
Since yesterday?

ch-
Since yesterday
All I've been doin is cryin
Since yesterday
That part of me's been dying
My heart's
Been gone with you to a better place
Since yesterday

I close my eyes
To hide the tears
I see your face
Your comin near
Your warm embrace
You know I wish you were
Still here

repeat ch.

Bridge-
I wish it
Wasn't real
I wish it was just a dream
Im fallin apart
I want to scream
They say
It'll be okay
But without you
I can't go on
Since Yesterday I
Cant
Go
On

repeat ch.
 
She Loves the Whiskey More
©Heather McPherson

First Rights: Me
Date:July 30, 2004

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She's been out every night
Drinkin' away her life
Dancin' with the flames
And flirtin' with the bottle
Tryin to put out of her mind
Every word he said
He was so right about her
She seemed to prefer
The feeling of nothing
To the feeling of pain
She had laughed at him then
Sayin "who wouldn't?"
But he wouldn't let up
He loved her too much
So she took off
Off to her Heaven
Off to his Hell

ch-
She's losin herself a little more each day
And she's losin him
Pushin him away
Just one glass
Turns to just one bottle
And still that's not enough
And its just not the same as before
These days she loves the whiskey more

She wonders why he's holdin on
Doesn't understand his love
Only a fool would be with her still
Knowin the state she's in
She was never careful with his heart
But she was always so careful not to spill a drop
It was always more precious than him
That stuff will kill her one of these days
With the way she drinks it down
He's knows this as he's prayin
Prayin that she'll finally come around

repeat ch

Maybe if he left
She'd come to her senses
She'd come home
But its been days
And its been months
And he still ain't heard from her
Until one year later
That letter in the mail
Had no good news to tell
He cried himself to sleep for days
They both knew she'd drink herself to the grave

last ch-
Well she lost herself a little more each day
And she lost him
Pushed him away
Just one glass
Turned to just one bottle
And finally she'd had enough
It'll never be the same as before
Cause she always loved the whiskey more
 
She Cries
©Heather McPherson
 
First Rights: Me
*******************************
 
It's amazing how well
She can pretend
Like nothing's going on
Keepin her smile on
But if you took
A Look inside
You would find
All the hurt
And the pain
He put her through...
 
ch-
"Why,"she cries
"Why me?
Everybody thinks I'm someone different,
They don't know
There's more to me,
Than what they see"
And late into the night...
She cries
 
She struggles through
Another day
Another night
Lookin like
She's keepin up
When she's really fallin behind
She misses him
She can't stand him
She wants him
to feel the same for her
She doesn't know how she feels
She's like a leaf
Blowin in the wind
Changin her colours
As she tries to heal...
 
ch-
"See," she cries
"See me,
It's easy to see
You can read my heart
You can see the pain
The hurt, the scar
If only I had someone who could see.."
And late into the night
She Cries
 
(fade)
 
Stone and Ice
©Heather McPherson
 
First Rights: Me
Date: June 10, 2003
*****************************
 
We met that day
Didnt even look my way
Till I said "I do"
When you were tryin to find
Someone like you.
I knew right then
I had a good friend
Never knew the pain
You could put me through
 
ch-
It's written in stone
Carved in ice
Where you were
When you were actin so nice
Where did you go
The you that I know
That guy I met in the red shirt
Where did you go?
 
Everything said
We could never be
but I harboured hope
that someday, maybe...
But "someday" never came
cause to you its all a game
us girls are all the same
do you even know my name?
 
repeat ch.
 
Course you know my name
Like i said, its just a game
you laugh like its a joke
thinking its funny
But it makes you a jerk
sorry hunny
Where did you go
That sweet boy I knew
I'm all alone here
Don't know what to do
 
repeat ch.
 
Shadow of the Past
©Heather McPherson
 
First Rights: Me
******************************
 
I remember a time
We were walking hand-in-hand
the air was full of midsumer's light
who could withstand?
I forgot about him
for a little bit of time
You caught me offguard with you charm
How could I have been so blind?
 
ch-
I know I meant it then
But now i'm not so sure
Whether or not my feelings for you are
A shadow of the past
 
I thought I loved you
Was I right?
But when I saw him
I saw the light
And what I felt for you disappeared
I know I had to tell you
And tell him about us
I knew that I would
Break his trust
But its him I really love
 
repeat ch.
 
See
©Heather McPherson
 
First Rights: Me
**************************
 
Its always the same
"How are you?
How've ya been?
I'm doin great,
better now,
If ya know what i mean
you should come to supper
Maybe we could chat."
But it doesnt usually happen like that.
And i still dont know where we're at.
 
ch-
Tell me
You've been thinkin of me
Constantly 
All this time
That it wasnt wasted
Is this just another stupid rhyme?
You gotta tell me
I just gotta know
And then,
We'll see
 
"I only see you
what? once a month?
To me that seems,
Well..not enough
Remember when you
Always used to
come around?"
That where these feeling of mine,
First were found
 
repeat ch
 
Sunrise
©Heather McPherson
 
First Rights: Me
*****************************
 
He's my escape
When just thinking is tough
He sets me free
When I've had about enough
When its all too confusing
When im crying inside
He takes me away
Lets me know
There is a better side
 
ch-
He's my support   
He's that lifeline I needed
He's every note
In that all-too-familiar tune   
He's the dawn breakin through
He's my sunrise
 
 
Just clear my head
Think about what he said
If I only had the chance to tell him
That there's somethin special here
And that
I'll always love him
Long after we're
 
Apart, gone
Havent talked in years
I'll still feel the same
After all those tears
Cause I'll still be singing
That old song tonight
The same one he hummed
Until the dawn's first light 
 
repeat ch.
 
Sweet Summer Wine
©Heather McPherson

First Rights: Me
Date: December 9/04
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It wasn't supposed to be this way
This wasn't supposed to happen
I thought I had it
All figured out, until then
Its like I saw him for the first time
Though I've seen him time & time before
Its like my eyes suddenly opened
When he walked in through that door

ch-
Well my heart skips a beat
Everytime I see him now
I try to forget him
But I just don't know how
I try not to think
But he's fillin up my mind
He's taking over my every thought
He's like some sweet summer wine

Every little thing
Brings me back to before
And I wonder why I was never left
Wanting any more
He's all I can think about
I can't seem concentrate
Everything is blurry now
I've gone from eight to eighty-eight

repeat ch

Bridge-
It happened so fast
I still can't believe it
Its intoxicating
And just plain frustrating
He's nothing but trouble
And I keep on denying

repeat ch x 2 & fade
 
St. Louis Blues
(C)Heather McPherson

First Rights: Me
Date: July 23, 2006
************************

We met in London, England
Tourin & wandering around
He was a history major
I was startin school in the fall
We were from two different worlds
Two separate lives
It wasn't love at first sight
But we sure did collide

ch-
Met a guy from St. Louis
He was twenty one
I was seventeen
We were a thousand miles from home
In places we'd never been
And I loved that guy from St Louis
But I'll never see him again

In Paris, we sure had fun
Getting to know each other,
Laughing around
We moved through that city
Takin baby steps
Not sure what was happening
Scared for the sun to set
Cruising on the river
And watchin fireworks
From our spot on the grass
Same place, same thing in mind
Too bad it we didn't have more time

repeat ch

In Venice sparks began to fly
A stolen glance, a wistful sigh
A smile here, a whisper there
Reading each other's minds
A romantic dinner
A moonlit gondola ride
Our hands brushed softly
And I fell for him that night

repeat ch

Conversation deepened in Rome
So much in common,
But in three days
We were both headed home
We toasted to us
Fell even more in love
Stole a kiss in the Garden of Eden
But in the end,
He. Still. Left. Me

repeat ch x 2

...and I loved that guy from St Louis
And all he left me with
Was the St Louis blues...

(fade)

 The World Knows
©Heather McPherson
 
First Rights: Me
****************************
 
I've heard everything there is to hear
"He's a jerk,
He's a loser
You dont stand a chance"
They say
"After that last dance
Dont ya think it was a sign?
Get over him
stop letting him play with your mind"
 
ch-
I try
And I try
And the world knows I try
But im just too stubborn
To change
 
I see them
Not a word from me
Bout the guy they chose
Cause for them a guy'll come
Then we'll watch as he goes
Well I find it a big deal,
I'd like to keep it real
But I can only see
What I want to see
And I can't change it
Even though i know
 
repeat ch.
 
 
The Eyes (of someone in love)
©Heather McPherson
 
First Rights: Me
*********************************
 
Everything's fine
Everything's nice
Everything shines
Everything's goin right
Everyday's a blessing
Some new good thing's happening
They wouldn't trade the way they feel
For anything in the world
 
ch-
Everything looks better
All the world looks great
You can tell exactly
What they're thinking of
Everything's fine
From the eyes
Of someone in love
 
It's all so sweet
There's no good-byes
All you see is gold
When you look in their eyes
All they see
Is the reflection of you
When they look in my eyes
Cause mine,
Are the eyes
of someone in love
 
repeat ch.
 
Two Can Play At This Game
©Heather McPherson

First Rights: Me
Date:June 10, 2004

*************************

Yah you hate chicks like that
That are just tryin to have fun
Its just somethin innocent
But you take it too hard
You take it out on me
Well I hate guys like that
Comin on, like they're
some sort of god
or King of the world
Thinkin they got powers
got control of this girl

ch-
Well screw you boy
I'm getting sick and tired
You make me so annoyed
I'm gettin too frustrated
You won't last
I'll kick your ass
Cause two can play
At this game

What goes around comes around
You should know that by now
Hold your horses cowboy
I'm not finished with you yet
You got what you wanted
Got me to care
You better be happy
Cause I sure ain't
True or false hun
All's fair in love and war.
Should I forgive you?
Um, no I dont think so

repeat ch

Yah I hate how you do that
Act like I'm invisible
Like I'm not even there
Well I hate how you can pretend
Like its alright
Like you actually care
Like you actually said you're sorry
Don't expect me to come
running back to forgive you
Cause if that's the best apology you got
I'd be wastin my time
And I'm through with you

repeat ch
 
 
That Girl is Me (Lily's Song)
©Heather McPherson
 
First Rights: Me
*******************************
 
I take a look at you
sittin in the grass
over there
You're thinkin you're cool
Messin up your hair 
All showin off
In front of your friends
Always glancing over
checking if us girls are looking
Oh when's it gonna end?
You think you're funny
buggin the little kids
But you're just a bully
No matter how great the stuff you did is
 
ch-What you need
     Is a Girl
     That'll get your head out of the clouds
     Bring ya back down to earth
     What you need is a Girl
     And i hate to say it but
     That girl is me
 
Now, Just dont get me started
on your friends
You're the worst of them all
But only one comes close.
There's your best friend
He's that handsome-looking one
Yah, thats right
He's better looking than you
Cept, he's a trouble-maker too
There's your good little friend
great in school
And well behaved to boot!
Making sure you and that
handsome one dont get kicked out
Too bad he couldn't keep
your feet on the ground
 
repeat ch
 
wow, Well now I'm proud of you
You've changed so much
You've stopped showing off
you make me proud
Just by not trying to
Now i dont gotta yell at you :P
You're now a good little boy
Just like your friends
Even your best
Seemed to smarten up
He's so good looking
its a wonder he never got
hooked up
I'm so happy the way you turned out
The way we worked out
Now you know what ive been yelling about
Glad to say
You're no longer an
"arrogant, bullying toerag!"
 
repeat ch.
 
(that last line is for you jess! like it? i knew you would! LOL)
 
 
That Way
 
You never knew how i felt
When it all started out
But i knew
I would have to smarten up
By the end,
You could tell
just by the way I looked you
You started wonderin
Who's foolin who
 
ch-
I've been gone
I've been down
Had time to turn my head around
Now im back
And i can say
I'll always look at you
That Way
 
I'd hear your voice
My tongue would get tied
I'd be wonderin if you've ever lied
Now i hear
And it soothes
Knowing im not made the fool
Cause you can see
its different from    
the way i used to close my eyes
And listen to what you had to say
 
repeat chorus changing last lines to-
I'll always hear you
That Way
 
Now i see
I'm proud of me
I used to be so dependant
I took time to cool off
I came back
got back on track
And i know,
The way i think of you
Is the same as it was before
But now its changed
In the slightest way
I just want you to know
 
repeat chorus changing last lines to-
I'll always think of you
That Way
 
That way
I'll always see you...
That Way.
I'll always hear you..
That Way...
I'll Always
think of you
That way..
I'll always need you....
That
Way
 
Turn Him Around
©Heather McPherson

First Rights:Me
Date:April 13, 2004

***********************

Don't you hate it
When nothing goes right?
You have all these plans,
All these dreams
For after summer
It'll be you and him
You'll have so much fun
Then you find out
that he'll be gone
Leavin' next year
Well what's done is done...
right?

ch-
You can try to change it
But who says it will?
You're just one voice in his head
And you're thinking
its better left not said
Cause you know
you can't turn him around
no you can't
Turn Him Around

You keep setting youself up
Just to be let down
Fuelin up on false hope
Just to go wonderin how
It happened to you
Thought this was
Another chance
To get it right
Instead you're hanging around
Crying at night

repeat ch

So you get it set in your mind
Take that chance
You try to tell him how you feel
How much he's meant to you
Add in a "remember when"
As you think back on happy times
How much his smile
Brightened your day
Tell yourself not to cry
Push back the tears
As you wait for his reply

last ch-
You can try to change it
And hey, Maybe you will
You're just one voice in his head
Maybe he care's bout
What that one voice said
And you never know
Behind those dark eyes
He might just be thinking
Bout turnin around
Yah you might just have
Turned him around

 
 
That's a Good Thing
©Heather McPherson

First Rights:Me, duh
Date:March 23, 2004

********************

Most people write
about love that goes good
Love that goes great
But as happy as I am,
Mine are always about a heartache
How I cried
How it hurt
I can't seem to write about
Anything good
Its frustrating
Its craziness
Knowing how I feel
Just won't come out

ch-
For some reason I can never
Write when I'm happy
That's why
I never wrote about you
That's saying something:
I never had a reason to be mad at you
So if in all my songs, there ain't one about you
Don't worry hunny,
That's a Good thing

I have song after song
About how it all went wrong
More than I care to admit.
I've had my share
of hit and miss
Then you came in
And changed it all
You make me happier
Than I've been in a while
And yet,
I just can't seem to show it

repeat ch

Pleas baby,
Please darlin
I hope you understand
It's not because I dont want to
I just have a lack of words
For how you make me feel
Three ain't enough
And a hundred's too much
And the past just seems
To flow out all that better

last ch-
I never wrote about you
I was never mad at you
So if in all my songs, there ain't one about you
Dont worry, hunny,
That's a good thing,
Oh, oh
Don't worry,Hunny
That's Good Thing
 
Tears to Fill My Eyes
©Heather McPherson

First Right: Me
Date: Sept 16/04

**********************

You
Are close enough to touch
All I gotta do is reach out
But evertime I do
My hand slips right through
Turns out you're further than I though

Did I push you away?
Is there something
You're waiting for me to say?

ch-
I see you
But you don't see me
That's the truth
And baby its a sad, sad thing
I try to reach you
And what do I get?
Nothin but a broken heart
And tears to fill my eyes

You
Used to be the one who kept me warm
Who helped me wait out the storm
You taught me to love those rainy nights
You showed me how to do everything
You know I'm doin now

But now,
You're drifitn away
You won't stop to hear what I have to say

repeat ch

Bridge:
One of these days
I know you'll see me again
Something will spark in your memory
Someday soon
You'll come around
And you'll hear me sing your
sad, sad songs

repeat ch
 
The Seconds Go By
©Heather McPherson

First Rights: Me
Date: August 20, 2005

*********************

You say that it's over
Then the tears start to pour
You say it's not working
What the hell do you know
You say that you love me
I melt in your arms
Well where are you now
Where are we now
Are we going anywhere
Are we turning around

I'm watching the clock
The seconds go by
You're still not here
Where the hell am I
Am I still with you
Or are you with her
Do you still love me
Do you want this to work
I'm sitting here watchin the clock
And the seconds go by


Ticking, tapping
Its driving me crazy
Waiting, wanting
Its too much for me
Knowing, fearing
I'm not ready for this yet
Well I'm scared to death
I'm too far gone
Are you coming back
Will you bring me back

I'm watching the clock
The seconds go by
You're still not here
Where the hell am I
Am I still with you
Or are you with her
Do you still love me
Do you want this to work
I'm sitting here watchin the clock
And the seconds go by


Bridge-
This clock won't stop ticking
Just cause I'm not perfect
My world won't stop turning
Just cause you're not in it
My heart won't stop beating
Just cause you still have it

I'm watching the clock
The seconds go by
You're still not here
Where the hell am I
Am I still with you
Or are you with her
Do you still love me
Do you want this to work

I'm watching the clock
The seconds go by
You're still not here
Where the hell am I
Am I still with you
Or are you with her
Do you still love me
Do you want this to work
I'm sitting here watchin the clock
And the seconds go by...
And the seconds go by...
And the seconds go by...
Go by

Untitled (Lauraly's Song)
©Heather McPherson

First Rights: Me

************************

So you and him are through
What's a best friend to do?
I could say
It'll be okay
You'll pull through
But i know
Those are just words
Can't tell you nothing's wrong
So i'll do the one thing i can:
Here's your song

Ch-
Untitled
is what i'll call it
Untitled
seems to suit
For the enormity
of what your going through
So go on
Hold strong
When you need smile
Remember the name
This song'll last a while
Just remember how it became...

you said Untitled
would make a good song
If you thought it wasnt fro you
You were wrong
I'm here for you
And to show it
I'm rhyming song with song

bridge-
Well it isnt one of my best
And it isnt a classic
But it is for you
and if it means something
Its worth it

repeat ch

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