Hating
Me For Loving You
© Colleen Willey
First rights: me
Date: july 24, 2004
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I find it so
hard to put my trust in you
And I don't want to
But I know that it's something
That I should do
I hate living
like this
I thought love
Was supposed to be bliss
Instead of this
Slow pain
Driving me insane..
I try
not to-
But I CAN'T STOP!
I don't want to-
But I CAN'T NOT!
How could this not and how could this be
By loving
you I'm losing me..
Putting my faith in you
Is like
Losing my trust in me
Because every time I try to love
I
fail and I can't see
Yeah I lose my sight
And my ideas of reality
It's so difficult for me
To trust you-
I
don't know if I should
I don't know what to do..
I try not to
But I CAN'T STOP!
I don't want to
But I CAN'T
NOT!
I couldn't help it if I wanted to
I am hating me for loving you..
You're haunting me
You're haunting
me
Haunting all of my
Thought and dreams
I can'y seem to think clearly
By loving you I'm..
I'm losing me!
I
try not to-
But I CAN'T STOP!
I don't want to-
But I CAN'T NOT!
How could this not and how could this be
By
loving you I'm losing me..
I try not to
But I CAN'T STOP!
I don't want to
But I CAN'T NOT!
I couldn't help
it if I wanted to
I am hating me for loving you
Only
Thirteen
© Colleen Willey (with
help from Lauraly Charlton)
First
Rights: Colleen (and Lala)
Date:
June 18-July 5, 2004
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Well
he's up and gone
He left
her standing there
She's just
a young girl, really
Oh, she though
he cared
Now she's walking slowly
Down the street
She breaks down at the bus stop bench
Finally admitting defeat
ch-
He
stole her heart
And then
he broke it
He kissed her
Then he just split
He promised her the moon and stars
But that was just a lie
Now
she's sad and lonely
She keeps
trying not to cry
She don't know
what love means
Oh, she's only,
only
Only thirteen
She misses him so much, now
Even though she don't want to
Maybe if she called him up
He'd
tell her, "I'm sorry,
And I love
you."
But the number he left
Is out of order
And she used up her last quarter
At that payphone
Now
she's all alone
repeat ch
Next day, it's early
And she's home
Her eyes are red and swollen
Her
sister asks what's wrong
She says,
"My heart was stolen."
Oh, see
her sitting as the sun rises
Her
sister says
That it's a brand
new day
And everything will be
okay
last ch-
He
stole her heart
And then
he broke it
He kissed her
Then he just split
He had promised her the moon and stars
She knows now it was just a lie
He has made her stronger
She'll
move on
She won't cry
She was sad and lonely
She don't know what love means now
But someday
In some
way
She'll know- somehow
Oh, she's only, only
Only thirteen
Screwed Either Way
© Colleen Willey
First Right: Me
Date: 6/20
**************
I
don't know why
I love you
But I do
And I won't lie
To you
Anymore
Everything that I've
Been telling you
is true
There's just one thing
That I've got left to do
One thing
That I know I should tell you
Well
The
fact is
I am in love with you
I know that now
But what the hell am I supposed to do?
If I tell you
Will you
pull away more?
My heart couldn't take it
My heart is already bruised and sore
I don't know what to do
All I know
is I'm screwed
Either way
If I told you
I don't know what you'd do
Or what you'd say
So yeah
I'm screwed
either way
