Author: Kyoko_godaikun aka Sentaikat
Pairing:KaKi
Genre: Bishonen ai
Rating: PG
Dedicated to moritaskamineko
For
giving me the bus idea
Number
Two
By
Kyoko_godaikun aka sentaikat
Number
two, number two. I was always number two in the group.
The cool
one to counter your restlessness.
We were
always paired up together. You, me in photos, songs. Always together.
I never
minded being your number two.
For you had the good looks, the charm, the
charisma that I could never have.
I was
always the number two. I liked being number two.
Then you
left, I became number one.
Everyone
thought I missed you, that I was in love with you.
But I
never loved you. You even asked me to go with you,
To leave
the group. To go study in a place called America.
I had to say I wouldn’t' go with you.
They
didn't know you like I did. They didn't know you shared your love.
With me,
with Yamapi, with anyone who caught your eye.
You were
a bird, and like all birds, you needed to fly.
I am a
turtle; I must stay on the ground.
I was
your number two, and I didn't mind.
I never
loved you. I loved someone else. I still love him.
He
doesn't know. How can he know? He doesn't love me.
He is
strong, his eyes are beautiful.
They are
dark java pools that I want to dive into.
I sit by him on the bus on another road trip.
We are
friends, but that is all.
I would
do anything for his smile.
His smile
makes my bad days wonderful.
His
shoulder invites me. I put my head on it.
The sound
of the bus begins to lull me to sleep.
I feel
him put his strong arms around me.
He's
stroking my hair. He's everything I want in a man.
I know
he's not a bird. He would stay with me.
Only that
is, if he loved me too.
He is my
number two, and I love him.
You put
your head on my shoulder.
My
lovely, beloved turtle.
I take
you in my arms. You are so thin against me.
You're
not eating again, and I worry about you.
You are
much stronger then anyone gives you credit.
I will
not hurt you the way that he did.
I would
not cheat on you with Yamapi, everyone else in the group,
Including
me.
You would
be my only one, my precious.
You are
the only one in my heart.
A rare
gem that I would protect with my life.
I’ve
become your number two. I like being your number two.
When he
left, he hurt you.
I hate
him for what he did to you.
If he
ever dares come back,
I will
repay him for everything he did to you.
I am your
number two, and I will protect you.
You are
asleep on my shoulder. You wake with a start.
You wake,
looking at me confused.
"You
won't leave me?" You ask. "Please say you'll never leave."
"I'll
stay at your side forever." I vow to you.
"Really?"
You ask, thinking of the one that left.
"Yes,
really." I promise.
For I am
your number two and I love you.
You put
the arm rest up so that we are now even closer together.
You are
now so close to me, that you are almost on my lap.
I hold
you; all I can do is hold you.
Then the
words, I never thought I would hear.
"What
would you do if I said I loved you?" you asked.
"I
would tell you I loved you too." I said.
You look
at me, in the dark; I can see your smile.
A special
smile, just for me.
You then
cuddle more against me.
You love
me, I can't believe it.
I want
more then just the words.
I take
your chin in my hand, and tilt your head up.
Then I am
kissing those lips, the lips I've longed to touch.
"I
love you," You sigh.
We have
our first time on that bus.
Our
actions so loving, so quiet.
But in
time, you hold a hand over my mouth.
I scream
your name.
I am
finally yours, I want the world to know.
I am your
number two.
When
we're finished, we put on our clothes.
Then I
hold you yet again.
But this
time I'm yours.
I'm your
number two, body and soul.
I will
not hurt you, I will not cheat on you.
I am
number two,
you are
my number one.
I am
glad,
because I
love you.