***********************
Junno was on the trip a life time, to take
Ueda to his mother's house. Junno is still a dog; he's been a dog for such a
very long time. He feels as if it he has been a dog longer then he's been
human.
The walk is a long one. Junno is tired.
But Junno keeps going. His limps as he carries his love. He does this because
of his love. As he walks, he feels himself growing again. That no longer
matters. All he cares about is Ueda.
Junno can no longer remember why Ueda is
going to see his mother. But he will take him. Even if it takes a week, Junno
will get Ueda to his mothers. Something tells him if he grows too much more, he
will die. He doesn't want to die, but he has to save Ueda.
Junno feels Ueda holding onto his collar.
It should hurt, the tugging from Ueda, but it doesn't. It also doesn't hurt to
have Ueda on his back. It feels good to have his friend snuggled up against his
back. Ueda's legs holding him tightly it reminds Junno of his quest. The reason
he is doing all of this. For Ueda, only for Ueda.
What hurt is Junno's hips. He begins to
limp again. His feet too have become callused. He needs to stop, to rest, but
he can't. Ueda needs him.
They arrive at the sea. It's so vast, so
wide. Even though Junno has grown, it looks huge. He stands there at the sea,
looking out at it. There is a ferry service, but Junno is too large for the
ferry.
"How are we going to cross it?"
Ueda asked.
"I'm a lab. I can swim." Junno told him. "Just hold on."
Ueda holds on, Junno gets into the water
and swims.
It doesn't hurt so much when Junno swims. The pain is almost all gone in the
water. He feels as if he's free in the water. His tail he uses as a rudder. It
takes a little effort to keep him so that Ueda is above the water.
"Tatsuya?" Junno asked.
"You know how your mother lives on the seaside?"
"Yeah?"
"Can I swim you there?" Junno paused. "It doesn't hurt so much when
I'm swimming."
"Sure, that's a good idea." Ueda
snuggles against him.
While Junno is swimming, all he can think
about is his Ueda, his Tatsuya. His world. He feels himself growing, it doesn't
matter. Just like the stings of the jelly fish don't matter. Junno will get
Ueda to his mother's house, if it's the last thing he could do. As a final act
of love to Ueda.
**********************
Ueda watches the sun set as he rides on
Junno's back. It is getting really dark. If they don’t' stop soon, they'll get
lost.
"Swim to the side," Ueda
tells Junno telepathically. Junno can no longer hear with his ears.
"Yes, I will." Junno barely makes it on land when he collapses on the
rough sand. Junno is so very tired. He had grown even more. His beautiful black
coat is now almost all grey. It is tinged with sores that were made by jelly
fish.
"Do you want something to
drink?" Ueda asks concerned.
"I am so thirsty." Junno
admits to him.
Ueda looks around; he finds a child's
wading pool. He pulls it to Junno. It takes him longer to find a hose, but with
that, he is able to fill the wading pool.
Junno laps up the water with his tongue.
"Thank you," Junno says when he is finished.
"Why don't we rest here
tonight?" Ueda suggests. Before Junno can say it's all right, he'll go
on. Ueda quickly says. "I am so tired. I could really use a nap."
"If that's what you want."
Ueda reached out and stroked Junno's large
snout. He can see his mother's house from where they were. He could walk there
quickly, but Junno needs his rest.
*******************
Ueda woke up; he was sleeping on the sand,
Junno's body acting almost like a tent. He got up and checked Junno. His
friend's coat is now all grey. His breathing is hitched, labored. Junno was in
a much worse condition that Ueda realized. Old age had finally caught up with
Junno. He was dying.
Junno's eyes open a bit. "Is it
time for us to go?"
"Why don't you rest here?"
Ueda suggested gently.
"No, I must get you to your
mothers." He tells Ueda. "Please,
get on my back."
Ueda does as he asks. It takes a great
effort for Junno to stand. His whole body shook with pain. Ueda could feel the
pain through their telepathic bond. So old, Ueda could feel that Junno had
realized it was his last mission. The last thing he would do with Ueda.
"Where is your mother's
house?" Junno asks.
"It's right over there, the yellow
house." Ueda could feel his
heart break.
Junno drug himself to Ueda's mother's
house. He collapsed in the back yard.
*I did as I promised, I got you
here." Junno gasped. It was now
getting hard for him to telepath.
Ueda climbed off of his friend. "Thanks
for bringing me here."
'Tat-Chan, I think I'm dying,” Junno said very softly.
"No, you can't die." Ueda insisted, though he knew it was the truth.
"I'm not afraid to die." Junno telepathed. . "We had some good years
together. The best ever. I just wish I could have been human with you, just one
day."
"I wish that too," Ueda admitted.
"All these years, I just wanted to
hold you. The way you used to when I was a puppy." Junno told him. "I guess I'm silly to have
that wish."
"No, it isn't silly." Ueda paused. "I have to get my mother. She
can help you."
"Yes, all right." Junno
gasped. "I'll wait for you in heaven."
"I'm evil, I won't go to
heaven." Ueda said sadly.
"No my love, you're not really
evil." Junno insisted. "You
will be in heaven with me."
*****************
Ueda ran as fast as he could to his
mother's house. He didn't even stop to change his shoes. That could wait. He
had to keep Junno from dying.
"Mother, there's something that's
happened to my friend." Ueda said in a rush.
"Take off your shoes!" Ueda-san
demanded, she was working at her desk.
"But mother! It's an emergency."
Ueda countered.
"Take off your shoes," She
repeated. "Even a member of the dark side knows how to act in this
house!"
"Yes, mama." Ueda took off his
shoes, putting on his slippers.
"Now, what's wrong?" Ueda-san
asked gently.
"My friend is dying." Ueda told
her. "I know he's dying. He's gotten so old. His only wish is to be human
again, even for a minute, so I can hold him. But I can't even give him that
wish."
"Tell me all about It." his
mother said.
Ueda tried to explain the whole thing to
his mother. But it was hard, his concern for Junno talking over almost
everything.
Ueda's mother went to the window and
looked out at the very large dog that was lying in her back yard. "Your
right, he's a dog."
"Mother, that's not what I
meant!" He tried to stay calm. He wasn't in the mood for her teasing.
"So who is this?" She asked.
"Taguchi Junnosuke."
"Oh, one of your group members. I
remember him, really nice guy." She nodded. "He's huge. How did he
get so big?"
"I don't know," Ueda confessed. "Everyday, he gets bigger and
bigger. I can't control it."
"Of course you can't." She
smiled. "How big was he when all this started, when he first was a
puppy...?”
"He weighed a kilogram."
"Taguchi-kun didn't shrink or stay
the same, he grew." She guessed.
"Obviously mother." He glanced
at Junno. "He gets bigger and bigger every day."
"You want to get Junno small
again?" She guessed. "Then he can be your puppy forever?"
"No! I just want him back, the real
Junno." Ueda told her. "I can't figure out how to do it."
"Have you tried spells?"
"They won't work." Ueda said
morosely.
"There's one thing you can try."
his mother suggested. "Tell him you love him."
"That's it?"
She smiled. "That's it. Just tell him
you love him more then anything. You have to give your heart to him. All of it.
You can't hold anything back."
"He'll forget." Ueda reminded
her.
"Perhaps he'll remember, perhaps
he'll fall in love with you again, but you have to try." She insisted.
********************
Ueda went back outside. Junno was lying on
the ground. He was barely breathing. Dying, Ueda realizes that his friend is
dying of old age. His whole body grey.
"Junno, it's me." Ueda
telepathed. Junno can no longer hear.
"I got you to your mother," Junno gasped. "Are you happy?"
"Yes, my love." Tears poured down Ueda's face.
"I am dying," Junno said softly. "I wish I could have held
you just once."
"I talked to my mother."
Ueda told him. "She told me what I should do, how I could save
you."
"Do you think it will work?"
There was hope in Junno's mind.
"I think it will. But things will
change once I do this." Ueda said softly. "If I do this, you
will forget."
"I won't forget." Junno
promised.
"You will its part of the
spell." Ueda insisted. "Everyone I've ever turned into an
animal has always forgotten. So I know you will too."
"Do you really want to reverse
this?" Junno persisted.
"I have to. I have to think of
you. Not me. It's best for you to be human. That's what you are meant to
be."
"I won't forget you." Junno promised again.
Ueda sat on the ground. He began to stroke
Junno's massive paw. Ueda knew that in these final minutes, Junno had the right
to know everything.
"My mother told me the reason you
began to grow." Ueda began.
"Every time I loved you more, the more you grew."
"I thought it was because my heart
grew bigger at loving you."
"I love you," Ueda
sobbed. "I love you so very, very much. I never thought I would ever
love anyone. But I love you."
"I love you too." Junno said softly.
"For now, you love me. But in a
minute all that will be forgotten."
"If we are meant to be together,
it won't be forgotten." Junno said wisely.
"I am so sorry I turned you into a
puppy. I love you so much Junno. I think that the only thing I will regret is
that you won’t' remember the time we spent together...” Ueda began to sob. "I can no longer be
selfish. I have to think of you. Not just me. All I want to do is save your
life. To give you a happy life. My feelings no longer matter."
Then Ueda kissed Junno very gently. He
could feel Junno change, suddenly very suddenly, Junno became a human. A man
covered in sores from his trip to Ueda's mother's house. He looked young again.
Junno's eyes centered on Ueda. Very
weakly, Junno said. "Tat-Chan?"
Ueda took Junno into his arms, holding him
gently. Junno's body nude, covered in the wounds from the trip. He has a grey
streak in his hair. Junno's breathing is still very shallow.
Ueda leaned down; he pressed his lips to
Junno's. Junno was dying; there was nothing Ueda can do to stop it.
: My wish, thank you." Then Junno's
eyes flickered shut.
Ueda began to sob, he cradled Junno to
him. It had all been too late to save his friend. The first person Ueda had
ever loved.
**********************
***********
Grief swept over Ueda's body. Ueda was
holding the only man he ever loved. Junno had stopped breathing. His body so
still. Junno had gotten his wish, to be able to have Ueda hold him, but now he
had died.
Ueda cried, he couldn't help it. He had
lost Junno. His friend was dead, before they could become lovers. Before
anything wonderful could happen between them.
Ueda's evil side wanted revenge, but he
fought it. Junno wouldn't want him to have revenge. Junno wouldn't want Ueda to
make Komodo dragon stew out of Ryo.
He felt his mother pull him away from
Junno. He was too upset to fight her. He watched as she checked Junno.
'I think I got here in time. He's only
slightly dead." Ueda-san told her son. She closed her eyes and says a
spell over him. "We need to get him to bed. So that he can rest."
"But he's dead!" Ueda insisted.
"He'll get better." Ueda-san
chided.
"He’ll live?" Ueda asked his
mother doubtfully.
"Of course he'll live!" She
rolled her eyes. "Didn't I teach you the magic of love is stronger then
the powers of evil?"
"The power of love?" Ueda
repeated.
"Don't tell me, that half brother of
yours had made you even forget the power of love." Ueda-san said
unbelieving.
"You mean Gackt-sama?" Ueda
guessed.
"I shouldn't have let your father
take you." She told him.
"But I wanted to live with my
father," Ueda pointed out. "My going to him was my choice."
"If you would have stayed with me.
Your father wouldn't have turned you over to that Gackt" His mother
pointed out. "He had to teach you the black arts. Didn't he?"
“The black arts are part of my heritage.”
Ueda reminded her. “Just like the good is also a part of my heritage.”
***********
Ueda's mother insisted on putting Junno in
Ueda's bed. Ueda didn't like it, not one bit. They should have called the
police, have someone take away Junno's body. But Ueda knew from experience not
to argue with his mother. If she wants him to put his dead lover in his bed, he
will.
Ueda was the one that put Junno in bed.
Making sure that he was covered up. So that when they did decide to call the
police they wouldn’t' see the sores on Junno's body from the jelly fish stings.
They wouldn’t' see the open blisters on his hands and feet from the journey.
The tears came again. He picked up Junno's
unmoving hand and kissed it. His friend still wore the bracelet, the one that
had once been his collar. It was now on his wrist. Ueda would let Junno be
buried with it.
Ueda wished that Junno was alive. It
didn't matter to him if Junno could remember him or now. All he wanted was his
friend to be alive.
He would be the one to protect his friend,
until his mother's spells worked, if they worked. Ueda wasn't too sure that
they would. How could someone raise someone else from the dead? And what did
slightly dead mean? He had never heard of that term before.
*************
Ueda was sitting in front of the small
alter that he had created for Junno. It was white witches alter, because Junno
had been a white witch. He prayed to his friend. Telling him exactly how much
he loved him. While he did, a tear rolled down his cheek. He would have given
anything to save Junno.
"Tatsuya, I need you to do
something." Ueda's mother returned to the bedroom. She was carrying a
tray.
'Yes, mother." Ueda got to his feet.
Ueda's mother handed him a bowl.
"This is a healing potion. I want you to rub it on Taguchi-kun's
body."
"Mother, I really don’t want to do
it." Ueda admitted. He wasn't sure he could touch Junno, to feel his cold
skin beneath his hands. He wanted to remember the warm, gentle friend. Not
someone who was cold who would never warm up again.
"Why not?"
"You wouldn't understand." Ueda
looked away from her.
"What's there to understand?"
She countered. "You love him, he loves you."
"You mean he did." Ueda said
sadly. "He's dead."
"He's only slightly dead." She
reminds him. "It has to be you that do this."
"Why me?"
"Because you’re the one that loves
him." His mother smiled.
"He wont' remember our love when he
wakes." Ueda said sadly.
"If the same thing happened to you,
what would he do?" She asked.
"He would take care of me." Ueda
admitted.
"You have to believe in the magic of
love." Ueda's mother told him. "The magic of love can over ride any
spell."
***************
Ueda set the tray on the bedside table.
Then he gently uncovered Junno to the waist. The magic of love. That sounded
crazy to Ueda. How could love be a form of magic?
He dipped the cloth into the potion. Junno
still had injuries from the trip. He picked up one of Junno's hands. It was
covered in blisters. The blisters he got from walking such a long way.
Ueda began to clean Junno very gently. He
began to talk to Junno. He knew it wouldn't matter what he said. But Ueda had
to say it.
"I'm going to miss those times we
slept beside each other on my bed." he began. "I know you were a dog,
but it was nice to have you at my side."
On and on he talked to the dead Junno.
Cleaning him the entire time. Tears fell down Ueda's face. He knew it was as
weakness, but he loved Junno anyway.
Then when Ueda finished cleaning, and the
potion was all gone, he covered Junno back up. Tucking the one he loved in.
hoping beyond hope that Junno would be all right.
Finally, Ueda decided to do something,
something that Junno had wished for the entire time of their strange
relationship. Ueda bent down, and kissed the unconscious Junno's lips very
softly. He let his lips linger over them.
"I love you," He told his friend.
"I know you won't remember, but that won't stop my love for you."
Suddenly, very suddenly Junno breathed.
His chest falling up and down. Then another breath.
The potion had worked. Ueda found himself
crying tears of joy. He had to get help.
"Mama!" Ueda ran into the
hallway. "He breathed!"
**********************
Ueda ran and got his mother, who was
working on another potion. As the small town's resident white witch, she was
always in demand for her potions.
"Junno's breathing!" Ueda said
excited. “Come quickly!”
Ueda's mother followed Ueda into his
bedroom. She examined his friend. "This is good news.
"He's alive?" Ueda insisted.
"He has to be alive!"
"Well, he's slightly alive. You still
have to work on making him completely alive."
"Slightly alive?" Ueda echoed.
"Don't worry, I have a potion that will help," His mother tried to
reassure.
"Why does white magic take so much
effort?" Ueda sighed. "I mean with dark magic, we could have had this
over and done a long time ago."
"Do you think that Taguchi-kun would
like you using dark magic on him?" His mother said disapprovingly.
"I wouldn't tell him." Ueda said
quickly.
"Tatsuya, what do you think would
happen if he did find out?" She countered.
Ueda sighed. "Why on earth did you
marry an evil sorcerer?"
"I loved him," She said simply.
"But our marriage didn't last long, you know that."
"But if you hadn't married him, I
might not have turned out so evil." Ueda pointed out.
"If I hadn't married him, you
wouldn't have been born." She countered. "I know you're half dark,
but that doesn't mean you have to use dark powers."
"Gackt said I had to use my dark
powers." Ueda told her. “He says that I was born to be evil.”
"Gackt is just bitter that your
father left his mother for me." Ueda-san said.
"Okay, then why did you keep father's
family name since you remarried?" Ueda asked the question he had wondered
about for years.
"Simple, I wanted to have the same
last name as my son." She said. "I was only thinking of you."
"Thank you," Ueda told her.
************
Even though he was breathing, Junno
couldn’t move. He felt like he was in a coma.
Junno knew he was in a bed, he could feel
that. Everything seems like a dream to him. He wasn't too sure were he was.
Just that he was alive. It's like a strange disjointed place. Almost like
floating in water.
Junno had dreams, like all dreams he is
human. He dreams of Ueda at his side.
First he saw Ueda mourning for him. He had
a small alter set up for Junno. Junno saw with relief that it is a white witch
alter. Photos were set up on it. One of him as a puppy, one as a human. He
could feel Ueda's prayers.
Mourning? Junno realized he must have
died, though he doesn't feel dead. He feels living. The big loyal dog. One that
had only one wish, to be human again.
Junno could float to places, anywhere
really. He went to the sea side and watches the children play. Then he returned
to the house. He didn't want to get lost. He wasn't sure he would be able to
find his body again. Something told him that he must know where his body is.
It's important to Junno to know where Ueda
is. He found Ueda at the shrine. For the first time, Junno realized he saw
himself. In the corner of the bedroom that Junno's body is resting. It isn't
the body of the black lab; it's the body of a man.
He watched as Ueda prayed to him. His
friend felt guilt for his death. Junno wanted to tell him that it isn't his
fault. But he can't telepath to him. Ueda can't hear his words.
Later, Junno watched as Ueda takes care of
his body. Ueda talked to him, like he was there, pouring out his feelings to
Junno. Then he kissed his lips gently.
Junno found himself returning to his body.
He didn't like the feeling of being in his body. It hurt, his whole body hurt
as if Junno had been in a terrible accident.
Ueda cared for him. Again, Junno could
hear Ueda talking. Junno tried to telepath, but Ueda can no longer hear him.
Then very suddenly, Junno was awake, but
he couldn't talk. Ueda took care of him, out of love. The only thing Junno
could do is lay there and let Ueda fuss over him.
Time didn't go fast for Junno anymore.
It's was back to normal speed. Slowed down by every tear, ever kiss of Ueda's.
Junno could breathe. The breaths didn't
hurt the way it did the last few weeks of being a dog. His body hurt like
nothing he felt before. But it didn't matter to him,
Ueda was always at his side. Caring for
Junno, who still couldn’t move. Cleaning him, talking to him. Being there for
him. Never giving up on Junno.
The love Junno felt, so very much love.
His friend loved him, loved him so much that he would have given his life for
him.
Finally, Junno could feel his fingers,
eyes arms. He had human arms and fingers, not dogs. Junno was human he
realized. It isn't just a dream. He opened his eyes. Ueda was moving around the
room. Then he stopped in a corner and knelt. He was praying at the shrine
again.
Junno watched the man he loved. This time
with his eyes. Not some where from near the ceiling.
Ueda finally got to his feet. He whipped a
tear from his eyes. He turned to Junno, going to him. Junno watched him. Ueda
hadn't noticed that Junno was looking at him.
Ueda picked up a bowl of potion. He set it
on the bedside table. He began to pull down Junno's blankets. When he realized
that Junno was watching him.
Junno's eyes settled on Ueda, and he said
the first words he's been able to say in such a long time.
"Tat-Chan."
**************
*************
Ueda was taking care of Junno. He had put
the latest bowl of his mother's potion on the bed side table. That was when he
realized that Junno was watching him.
"Tat-Chan," Junno gasped.
Ueda sat on the edge of the bed. His
friend was alive. But at the same time, Ueda knew the truth, Junno wouldn't
remember their love. So the happy time was mixed with a great sadness.
"It is you, isn't it Tat-Chan?"
his friend asked confused.
"Yes, it's me." Ueda found
himself smiling.
"How long have I been this way?"
Junno looked around the room. "I mean being unconscious."
"Only a couple of days."
Junno raised his hand so he could look at
it. It was covered in now healing blisters. He looked as if he hadn't seen the
hand for awhile.
"I know you don’t' remember how you
got here." Ueda said quickly.
"How I got here?" Junno
repeated.
"As I was saying, you don't' remember
how you got here." Ueda tried to explain.
"What do you mean, I don't
remember?" Junno interrupted. "What did I forget?"
"It doesn't matter now." Ueda
looked on the verge of tears. "I'm going to go get my mother. She probably
has a potion for you or something."
Ueda ran out of the room, he had to get
away from there. He knew he shouldn't have left, but he couldn't stay with
Junno, not this way.
Ueda went to the beach and looked out to
the sky. Junno was now human, Junno would live. But Junno would never, ever
remember their love. It was over, and it hurt. Ueda found himself crying bitter
tears. Heartbroken tears. Then he saw the giant paw print in the sand. It just
made him cry harder.
*************
Junno was very confused; he couldn't
believe that Ueda had just run out of the room like that. He didn't even wait
to listen to Junno. So instead Junno waited. He didn't really feel like getting
up, not yet. His body still hurt.
Ueda-san came into the room to check on
Junno. He chatted with her about his memories of being a dog. How puzzled he
was at Ueda's' reaction. How Junno felt like an old man trapped in a young
man's body. She was so nice, like her son. But she had to leave.
After a few minutes, he could hear arguing
in the hallway. Ueda and his mother. If Ueda was tough, his mother was
stronger. She was one of the few people who could beat up Ueda.
Just then, the door opened. Ueda's mother
shoved him into the room. "The two of you need to talk!"
"There's nothing to say." Ueda
shouted. "Why couldn't you just leave me alone?"
"There's a lot to say!" She
snapped. "Now get yourself in there and listen to him!"
Ueda's mother slammed the door and locked
it. Ueda pounded on the door, but she wouldn't open it. Then he tried the
windows, but those too wouldn't open.
"So now we're stuck together."
Junno said.
"She says I have to talk to
you." Ueda went to the shrine, beginning to take it down. He was angry,
more then angry.
"So that's it?" Junno asked.
"The end of us being together."
"Who says we were ever
together?" Ueda didnt' look at him. He took his things and shoved them
into a drawer.
"I just have that feeling."
Junno told him. "Of course, I understand why you wouldn’t' consider our
relationship the same way I do. I feel as if we've been together for forty
years. To you it's just a couple of months."
"How could we be together for forty
years?" Ueda didn't look at him. "It's insane."
"You're right it is." Junno
looked away from him. "All I wished for my entire time of being a dog was
that I would be human again, to be with you. To hold you, to love you. But
that's too much to expect, isn't it?"
"You remember," Ueda turned to
him, a tear rolling down his cheek. He went to the bed, sitting on the edge,
right beside Junno. "Do you remember anything else?"
"Maybe." Junno smiled. "I
remember everything Tat-Chan. The way you fussed over me. The way you made me
feel loved, the way I slept at your side every night.”
"I'm evil; I'm not supposed to
love." Ueda pointed out.
"Who can control love?" Junno
countered.
"But this feeling I feel. It's a
weakness isn't it?" Ueda asked. Suddenly Ueda looked very, very afraid. A
single tear rolled down his cheek.
Junno knew he was taking his life in his
hands. But sat up in bed, and he touched Ueda on the cheek. His thumb wiping
the tear away. "Love is a great strength."
"I could turn you into a komodo
dragon for this."
'Then do it." Junno told him.
"Make me a dragon for the rest of my life. That won't stop my love for
you." Then Junno kissed his lips.
Ueda was crying as they kissed. His arms
going around Junno's body. "How can you love me? I'm evil?"
"You're not always evil. There are
good things that you do." Junno reminded him. "Like the way you
treated me. You were so good to me."
"I'm not sure I can be good all the
time," Ueda told him. "But I want to try."
"That's all we can do is try."
Ueda was crying again, and Junno could do
only one thing to make him quiet. Kiss his lips. Ueda sighed and gave into the
kiss.
Kissing Ueda was like breathing, it felt
so natural to Junno. He had waited forty years for this one momement, to hold
his friend in his arms.
*****************
Junno stopped with his kiss. It seemed
strange to Ueda, always before the lover would pull Ueda to the bed and force
him to be with him. But Junno was different. Ueda had learned that long ago.
Still, Ueda felt hurt. Why wasn't he good enough to take?
"Junno...." Ueda asked
hesitantly.
"Yes?" Junno smiled a smile that
lit up the room.
Ueda looked away from him, tears stinging
his eyes. "Never mind, just never mind."
"What is it?" Junno's face fell,
suddenly he looked very concerned.
"What's wrong with me?" Ueda
asked the question that had been bothering him.
"Nothing, you're wonderful."
Again, Junno smiled this one more sensual.
"We kissed." Ueda reminded him.
"I know that," Junno reached out
touching his cheek again. A move that was so loving. Then he kissed Ueda again.
"I just love kissing you. You have the most wonderful lips."
"But the rest of me, why don't you
want me?" Ueda demanded.
"Who says I don't want you?"
Junno gave him a small kiss.
"You didn't force me to the
bed." Ueda tried to explain. "You didn't take me."
"I don’t' do that." Junno said.
"When I'm with someone its love. It's never force. I'm not evil."
"I don't understand." Ueda asked
confused.
"Let me show you," Junno pulled
Ueda down beside him. "Tat-Chan, what do you want from me? Really?"
"I want to be inside you." He
looked away from Junno nervous.
'But you've never done that, have
you?" Junno realized.
"I can't force you," Ueda
admitted.
"Real love isn't force." Junno
reached out, running his hand over Ueda's body. "Real love is two becoming
one. Giving to each other the only thing they can give, themselves."
"You can trust me to do this to
you?" Ueda asked.
"Of course I can," Junno's eyes
were sincere.
******************
Junno watched Ueda get off the bed. His
friend seemed so much like a virgin. He watched as Ueda took off his clothes,
and then slid under the covers. Almost embarrassed to show Junno his body.
"Have you ever been with someone when
it wasn't forced?" Junno asked.
"Never," Ueda admitted.
"Usually the men I'm with is much older then you. You're the first really
young one I've been with."
"Much older then me?" Junno
smiled. "I'm sixty one."
"You're right, you are." Ueda
reached out, running a finger along Junno's cheek. "You've just had a
facelift."
"I've had a whole body lit."
Junno teased.
Ueda kissed Junno, the kiss so sweet, so
innocent. So afraid. Junno could feel fear in the kiss.
"Tatsuya," he gasped
telepathically.
Ueda's eyes opened, he pulled away from
Junno. "How did you do that?"
"Our bond, from before." Junno telepathed. "It never went away."
"Our bond...."
"Nothing has changed, except that
I'm human."
'Oh Junno, I have waited so long." Ueda kissed Junno, this time hungrily. Through their
bond, Junno could feel the real reason for Ueda's fear. He was afraid that
everything had changed.
But as they kissed, they knew that
finally, their wishes had come true. After a while, Ueda pulled away from
Junno, rolling over, taking something out of a drawer. Then coming back over to
him.
"Can't do anything without lube, now
can we?" He pressed the tube into Junno's hand.
Junno squirted some into his hand, and
then he slathered it onto Ueda's cock. He had barely gotten it on, when Ueda
was kissing him again. His new lover pulled him onto his back.
He felt Ueda nudge his legs apart. Junno
tried to prepare himself; he knew that Ueda had never known gentle love.
He felt Ueda push into him hard with two
fingers. It hurt. Junno tried to relax his body that made the pain lesson. But
still, he gasped.
"Junno," Ueda telepathed. "You hurt...."
"It's all right," Junno
promised. "That's why you have to prepare me. Use some lube."
Ueda took out his fingers, he lubed his
fingers, and then he very slowly put them back inside of Junno.
'That's much better." Junno sighed.
"Use another now."
Ueda loved him with his fingers, until
Junno was ready. He didn't do anything until he was sure that Junno really
wanted it. But it felt good to Junno, to have even this much of his lover
inside of him. Junno suddenly wanted much more.
"It's time." Junno told him.
"Make love to me."
Slowly teasingly slowly Ueda entered
Junno. Then he paused for a moment, letting Junno open for him. "Oh god,
you're so tight."
Ueda began to thrust, very slowly at
first. Junno's body got used to having Ueda inside of him. His hands went to
Ueda's shoulders, urging him on. His nails scraping at his lover's skin.
Finally he lifted his legs, putting them around Ueda's waist.
Then fire went through him as Ueda hit
that spot for the first time. Junno cried out, loudly.
"Harder, harder." Junno panted.
Ueda did as he was asked. He looked as
sexy as he thrusted, so masculine.
Junno wasn't too sure when they became
one. Making the magic that was beyond white, beyond dark. A magic created only
by two bodies becoming one.
But the magic couldn't last long. Junno's
cock, which has been trapped between their bodies, gave up its load. Emptying
itself on his stomach. Junno screamed Tatsuya. His lover, a man of both good
and evil.
He looked up to Ueda, his face glowing.
The love magic transforming him into an unearthly creature. One that was only
created for Junno. Then he too came, his voice screaming loudly.
****************
Ueda sank down on the bed beside Junno. He
felt his lover take him into his arms. He could feel Junno's racing heart.
"What just happened?" Ueda
asked.
"We made love." Junno moved the
hair out of Ueda's face.
Ueda took Junno's hand and looked at it.
It was unblemished. "Your wounds, their all healed."
"It's the power of magic."
"What kind of magic could do all
this?" Ueda asked. "What kind of magic could cure you?"
"It's the magic of love." Junno
put both his arms around him. "It can do things that no other magic can
do. It can even make someone remember being a dog."
"I do love you," Ueda told him.
"I love you too." Junno kissed
Ueda very, very gently.
Just then, there was a knock at Ueda's
door, and before he could tell his mom to go away, she came into the room,
carrying a tray.
"Thought you two might be
hungry." She told him.
"Mama!" Ueda said embarrassed.
"Well, after being resurrected, it's
best to have a good meal." she put the tray on Junno's lap. "If Junno
wants to share his food with you, he can."
"Mama!' Ueda repeated.
"Yes?" She glanced at Junno.
"My son keeps forgetting I know my name."
"Thanks for the food," Junno
told him.
"Anytime." She went to the door.
"Don’t' worry, I wont' disturb you two again. But Tatsuya?"
"Yes mama?"
"Don't let this one go." She
told him. "After everything he's done for you, I would say he's a
keeper."
"Don't worry, I won't let him
go." Ueda promised.
"Thanks for the food," Junno
smiled.
Ueda watched his mother leave. "I
don't believe the nerve of that woman."
"She's a lot like you Tatsuya,"
Junno picked up his chopsticks. "She is right, I am hungry."
Ueda picked up his and they began to eat.
He looked into Junno’s eyes and promised himself that he wouldn’t ever let this
one go. The one that made him complete.
Death cannot stop true love; all it can do
is delay it for awhile.-Dread Pirate Roberts