Sorry to bother you again.....

It was brought to my attention that some people obviously like telling stories and spreading lies. Now, that's nothing new, but the manner of these lies is shocking. I understand having a bit of fun, tripping on people, but some things just go too far. And this e-mail that I got was beyond too far. It made me sick just to read it. To think that someone would say something so mean and hurtful is just beyond me. I know the BsB aren't perfect. Even dear little Brian is human. Sure, they might go out and have a few drinks, maybe even get drunk, smoke a little something, whatever. But this was just.... ugh, i hate to think that some people could stoop this low. Read on. I changed the names of the girls, to prtect their laying butts, and some of the words had to be bleeped out. I also added some comments throughout the whole thing.

My name is Amy and I'm here to warn you about the Backstreet Boys. Not the Backstreet boys that you see on t.v. The Backstreet boys that you don't see. I used to be a hard-core bsb fan. *Hard core fan, huh?* That is on up till they fulfilled my wildest dream. Later on it turned out to be my wildest nightmare. Here are the exact diary entries that I wrote on my ordeal with the Backstreet boys.

October 17 1998,

"Well hi, its been about 2 days since I wrote in you. *Who starts their diary entry off like that?? I know I don't* I'm so sorry I've neglected you. Not much has happened except for today's my b-day!! I got so many cool gift but I'd have to say the coolest is my front row bsb tickets!! I can't wait! I wish I could've had backstage passes but I'm grateful for the front row tickets. I picked out my outfit and everything. I'm going to wear a tight, tight shirt that shows off my D cup breast, *D cup breast? Excuse me, who spouts off their bra size to a diary??* and a mini skirt. Hopefully my favorite Backstreet boy AJ, will notice me, but that'll never happen. Well I gotta go call all my friends and brag that I've got front row tickets, oh and by the way the concert is tomorrow!! I can't wait!!"

Love Amy

October 19, 1998

You would not believe what happened to me yesterday! Omg, I can't even believe it! I had sex with AJ, Kevin, and Nick! *Huh??* I know you don't believe me *Damn straight I don't* so let me tell you what happened. The concert was great, of course I had on my little 'skimpy" outfit and I was having a blast. The Backstreet Boys were in the middle of singing there song "Anywhere" when aj jumped down off the stage and started touching fans hands. Then when aj got to me he touched my hand and slipped a backstage pass in it, winked at me and went right back on the stage. No one noticed what he had done, I was in shock, My outfit had worked, I was so happy that I started crying. *Notice her grammer isn't the best on earth's. I know this is her diary, but c'mon.* When the concert was over I quickly rushed backstage with a bodyguard, the first bsb that I saw was of course my true love AJ. He came over to me, smiled and kissed me on the cheek. I just blushed, then he called Nick and Kevin over. They came over and started looking me up and down as if I they were examining me or something. *Yeah, can't you imagine it. Kev's thinking, "That's a nice pound of horseflesh" and Nick's drolling thinking, "What a babe." Please.* Then Nick said "Yeah, I want her" with a big grin on his face. *I'm sure he did.* Kevin quickly nudged him in the ribs and nodded his head to aj as if saying "yep, she'll do" "Are you doing anything after you leave here?" said Aj with a big grin on his face. "no, not that I can think of " I said wondering was this really happening. "why don't you hang out with us, it'll be fun' said AJ still smiling half way. When he asked me that my heart skipped a beat, was aj mclean really asking me to hang out with them? *OMG! I'm gonna faint!* When I finally could speak I immediately said "yes" if I didn't said yes I would be considered the dumbest b**ch in the world so of course I said yes, no doubt. As soon as I said yes, the three of them all looked at each other as if they were speaking in a secret code that only they knew. *Yep, those damn BsB psychic abilities... I tell ya.* "Stay with him, he'll get you up to our hotel room safe" Said Kevin pointing to a Big muscular body guard. "OK" I said, still in shock. Then it suddenly hit me, hotel? When was I informed that we'll be going to a hotel room? The idea didn't settle to good with me but, I went along with it anyway, keep in mind that these are the Backstreet Boys, they're the guys you would love to take home to mom, they sing songs like "Ill Never Break Your Heart" and "All I have to give" they would never harm any girl, they're just too sweet , so with that in mind I didn't hesitate to follow the guard when he led me to their hotel room 3 hours later. *Ok, now she's just getting crazy. I would have gone to the hotel without any qualms at all. And if she was dressing like a hooker, maybe she should have taken into consideration that they probably thought she WAS one.* He left me in front of a hotel room door with no clue of what to do, and he started to walk away. "what am I supposed to do ?" I asked him as he walked away, he turned around with an attitude and said in a deep mean voice "knock on the door' then without saying anything else he walked back on the elevator. confused and nervous I knocked on the door. someone immediately opened it , it was AJ who answered the door. *How in the world did they get back to the hotel before her and the bodyguard? And would they really give up one of their men for her? I think not.* The only thing he had on were red silk boxers and a beaded choker. No shades, no shirt, no pants. He smiled when he saw me. This time he kissed me on the lips instead of the cheek. I smiled feeling as if I was in heaven. He gently took my hand and led me to a couch in the living room of the huge hotel suite. We both sat down on the comfortable leather couch, "do you want anything to drink? I've got vodka" said Aj "I'm only 18, I'm too young to drink" I said a little shocked that he asked me that question *WHAT?!?!?! Now I know the story is a hoax. What normal 18 year old DECLINES a drink???* "so I'm only 20 that's ok I respect your decision" said AJ; Then an awkward silence filled the room, I started looking around and I noticed a box of condoms on the living room table. Aj noticed what I was looking at and he immediately gently took my head and kissed me. It wasn't a tap on the lips either, Aj was really kissing me,. We kissed for so long that I can't even remember, I loved the feel of his soft, wet lips pressed against mines. AJ was the best kisser. *I'm sick already.* Then he stood up and took my hand and led me into his bedroom. We both sat on the bed and kissed some more, then aj started unhooking my bra, *What happened to the shirt?* too caught in the moment it took me some time to realize that aj was about to have sex with me. "Aj, please don't I'm a virgin" I said. " its ok, I'll be gentle" he said while still kissing me and taking off more of my clothes. He really didn't even acknowledge what I had just said. Then it happened. Me and AJ had sex. It was painful and embarrassing, I hated every second of it. *Well maybe you should have thought about what you were doing before it happened, stupid... sorry. Can't say that word.* As I lie in the bed naked aj got up and put on his boxers. He then turned around to me and asked "Are you ok?" in a unconcerned voice "yeah' I said feeling like a whore, *I would too if I had done something that stupid.* I had planned to wait until marriage to have sex, I had planned on loosing my virginity to someone I loved, That night I realized I didn't have true love feelings for aj, and AJ definitely didn't have any feelings for me. I felt used "It always hurts when its your first time, it'll be fine don't worry" said aj while combing his hair in the mirror. Then he came over to me, gave me a short kiss on the lips and said " you did great, I wish I could stay here with you longer but I've got to go" then he kissed my forehead and walked out the room leaving me in bed, alone and naked. Trying to hold back the tears that had just came out my eyes, I got up to get dressed when someone entered the room. Naked and scared I jumped back in the bed to cover myself, it was Kevin with a smile on his face "did I scare you?" he said *Yeah, Kevin's gonna walk into a room with a naked girl and smile like nothing's going on... Hu-uh.* "actually you did, I was just about to get dressed" I said humiliated, I didn't want Kevin to know that I had sex with aj but it was obvious. "You're leaving so soon?, I didn't even get my turn" *His TURN???? WTF!?!? Doesn't he have a girlfriend?? Hello people!!* He said with that same sneaky smirk on his face, he started walking toward me unzipping his jeans. I knew what was about to happen but I was too scared to say anything. *You were too scared. Damn, girl. I would have kicked him in the crotch and ran for everything I was worth. But no, obviously, you like this because you don't seem to be doing anything to stop it.* I just let Kevin do whatever he had to do. Kevin was more painful then AJ was: Throughout the whole painful ordeal I just laid there and bit my lip to keep from bursting into tears, its was obvious that I was in pain but Kevin didn't care. When it was all over Kevin: got up, got dressed and walked out the room without saying one word to me. I felt even worse, this time it was impossible for me to hold back the tears I just started crying, I got out of bed and threw on my clothes suddenly I noticed someone was watching me from behind the door. I turned around to see Brian poking his head in the room just staring at me with a huge grin on his face. *Omg, that's just sick.* Then he made a weird face at me and went back into the Living room "How old is she 10?" said Brian and they all busted out with laughter. They all were talking about me I heard aj say "That's the 5th virgin I've had in 2 weeks" *Ummm, ok. I know guys brag and stuff, but I think that's just a bit too much.* then they all started laughing as usual. With tears streaming down my face I managed to get dressed. Then, just as I was about to walk out Nick entered the room. "What's wrong?" he said in a concerned voice, he noticed I was crying. "nothing I just want to go home" I said still crying " its 2 in the morning, how about you stay in my room for the night, I can't let you go home this late" Nick said sounding as if he really cared. Hesitantly I agreed, Nick sounded as if he really cared about me. Then he took my hand and escorted me out of the bedroom. *When during this process did she get dressed?* Inside the living room were all the Backstreet boys and 2 unknown men. Howie had one girl around my age sitting in his lap. They all turned around and stared at me as I entered the room. Nick led me to the door, then suddenly I felt 2 skinny arms tightly wrap around my waist. I quickly turned around to see AJ " baby, I thought you were going to stay with me tonight?" he said, his breath smelled like hard , strong liquor "AJ, you're drunk" I said "of course, I'm drunk, baby, did you think I would have sex with you while I'm sober?" *Dang. Talk about a cut down.* said aj as he plopped himself on the couch smoking a cigarette, everybody in the room started laughing. Then Brian said "hey nick be careful, Kevin says she's a Wild one!" then they all started laughing. Suddenly a man grabbed my arm and said " hey baby why don't you let me get a turn?" " Hey! She's strictly Backstreet boy property!" said Kevin; *Backstreet Boy property. yep, I can see it Now. A tattoo on her somach that says Boy Toy.* Then as usual the drunken laughter filled the room I looked at nick as if saying " nick why are we just standing here, lets go" I guess he knew what I was thinking and he opened the door and walked out giving the guys a mean look of disgust. "ignore them, they're just jerks" said Nick then he opened up his room and we both stepped in. His hotel room was smaller than AJ's , Nick led me into his bed room and we sat on his bed, then he took off all his clothes and of course we had sex. *Because you're STUPID!! Jeeze, some people.* I didn't care as much with nick because I felt safe with Nick, he cared about me, he told me so. Right before we fell asleep he said "I think I'm falling in love with you, I'm going to take you shopping tomorrow ok?" he said *I love you, we're going shopping. What kind of freakin idiot says that? He had sex wit hher and all of a sudden he's in love? I think not. Words don't mean a thing, in case she hasn't figured out by now.* " ok" I said, feeling safe and loved for once, then we both fell asleep in each others arms. The next morning I awoke expecting to feel nicks arms around me, expecting to see nick laying down beside me, but nick was nowhere to be found, I checked in the bathroom, there was no sign of Nick, then I noticed an envelope at the foot of the bed. I opened the envelope and inside was a hundred dollar bill that said " to Amy from Nick" , he had basically gave me his autograph on a hundred dollar bill as if saying, that was all I was worth, as if saying I was just a prostitute fan. *Well, jeeze, wherever did he get that idea from?* I screamed and ran out the room while ripping up the money. *Girl.. I would have kept it.* I knocked on AJ's room door, A hotel maid answered and looked at me with a confused look "is aj here?" I asked "AJ? Ohhh, from the Backstreet boys right? No honey sorry, you just missed them about an hour, I don't know why you girls are so obsessed with those guys, they're jerks, they partied all night and had nothing but young girls up here, around your age, they left there hotel rooms a mess and" *I'm sure that maid would have spouted off so much about someone.* "thank you" I said interrupting her and ran down the steps I think They're going to be signing autographs at a record store tomorrow, me and my friend are definitely going, maybe nick just went out to get me some gifts or some breakfast *Yep, cause he's sooo cnsiderate like that.* I should've just stayed and waited for him, he loved me he would never leave me like that. He's a prankster so he probably was hiding in the closet when I ran out the room and he's probably heartbroken to find out that I left him. Well I'll see him tomorrow at the autograph signing and make it up to him.

Love Amy *BTW, who signs out like that? Love, Amy? Anyways.*

October 20, 1998

I just want to die!!!! Omg I want to die!!! Today me and my best friend Kelly went to the autograph signing, we waited in line for 4 hours, When it was finally our turn I was shaking like crazy, but I figured that once nick saw me he would remember me and take me home with him. *Home? He lives in a tour bus. Where is he gonna take you?* The first one to sign my autograph was Brian, who didn't notice me on up till I said my name, then he looked at me and started smiling, then he blew a kiss at me and moved on to the next girl who was crying hysterically over seeing Brian in person. Then was Kevin, he looked at me and smirked *Smirked? Has anyone ever seen Kevin smirk?* "didn't you get enough of us last night?" then he signed the autograph and moved on. Then was Howie, he acted as if he didn't know who I was, he smiled a cheesy smile *The only truth in the entire story. Yeah, Howie does have a cheesy smile.* that he give everyone and signed the autograph, gave me a kiss on the cheek and moved on. Next was AJ he looked at me without smiling then he said in a voice so low that no one except me could here him " didn't you get enough last nigh? Do you think we're dumb? I know your following us thinking you'll get lucky again with us, but sorry, you're old news" then he signed the autograph and shoved it at me. I was so mad that I yelled " you f**king b**ch!!" then I threw the autograph at him. Security immediately rushed over and grabbed me, AJ had a smirk on his face. As the security was dragging me away I screamed "Nick!! Nick!! Its me!! Amy!! Don't you remember me? I had sex with you! *Yep, I'd yell that out in the middle of a huge crowd, too.* You told me you loved me!! I had sex with the three of you!! Nick!! Its me!!" I yelled, then all of the teenybopper fans including bsb started laughing, *I would be too,*Nick was laughing the hardest and he said " sorry but I think you have me mistaken for another nick" then he continued to sign autographs. I hate him!! And I hate BSB!!! When I got home I ripped, shredded and burnt everything that I owned that had something to do with bsb. My bsb ordeal ends here, everything that I said in the story is 100% true, *I'll bet* these are the real Backstreet Boys. The sad part about it is that so many girls are idolizing these guys. All the Backstreet boys want from you is money and sex, they are not your friends and please take this warning . When ever the Backstreet boys slip you a backstage pass do no except it, it will only lead you to a night of pain and a life time of terrible memories.

I'm sorry, I can't believe that. That's just too much. There were so many things out of place in her story, too many holes, and it was all so detailed. I mean, if it did actually happen, how can she remember every little thing that was said and done? There's this thing called shock that usually happens when you go through a trauma, and it does something to your memory sometimes. And I'm sorry, that would have been a trauma. Believe what you want to, but I think it's a big lie. Everyone I've seen that has met them has said nothing but the best about them. Why would it be so totally different from one person? BTW, has anyone checked the tour dates? Did they have a concert on October 18?

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