Another Poem Another poem, Another song, Yet more feelings Of my life gone wrong. White shades of depression, Blue days of love, Finding a reason For living this life. More deep verses Of why I am here, The point of existence, Living in fear. More sad lines Of breaking free, From this dismal life Of misery. Another poem, Another song, Who would miss me If I was gone? No one would care, No one would cry. Another poem ends With my last goodbye. As I've already mentioned, Nirvana are one of my favourite bands, and on the anniversary of Kurt's death this year I wrote a poem for him. RIP Kurt xx Life is a paradox, too long to live When you just want to fly away. Your heart is bleeding, Your mornings are grey, Destiny comes to lead you away. White days of depression, Blue days of love, Forever a memory In heaven above. Sweet melody will always end, But never fade away. Loony Bin The pink is fading on the flowery wall- But still the flowers are pretty cool. It gets kinda lonely, locked in a cell, But invisable people listen real well. Have I introduced you to the friends in my head? They helped me out, whenI wished for death. But im not allowed to go out anymore, Im stuck in here, who knows how long for. When I try to escape, I always get caught. My life a sharemarket, sold and then bought. Chained up and tortured, ive done so much wrong... Days so short, my life too long. Can you come and visit? Ill try not to bite.. Im down in my grave, but high as a kite! Though the nurses dont like me, ignore what i say I try to be human in every possible way- But somehow im a monster, scary and vile, That makes everyone here, run for miles. And as I turn into a nervous wreck The rope that i keep tightens round my neck. My Song This has gone on for far too long, I'm getting tired of this lonely song. With each day I'm dying, Giving up trying, No wish to carry on. All this emotion is screwing my head. These painful feelings will be my death. I've sinned I know, So let me go. What use am I now to you? Accuse me, abuse me, Then set me on trial- Just let me die in my lover's arms.. And be foreva in his heart, Romeo and Juliet style. Tell him I love him more Than any poems could say. Light a candle, say a prayer, Lay roses on my grave. It's all gone on for far too long Let me sing another song. I wrote this poem in a chemistry lesson, no offence to anyone in my chemistry class or anything.... Random Thoughts I hate it here- Everybody stares at me; "Freak" "Weirdo". I wish the floor would open up And swallow me into its dark nirvana... Meanwhile back in reality, I'm left alone again, Trapped in my own wandering mind. Behind my mask of schoolgirl innocence; If looks could kill they'd all be sorry. And I don't care, I'm not all here.... Teenagers Highs and lows, Laughter, tears. The teenagers mind That everyone fears. Lovesick crushes, Bad hairs days. Mood swings and screaming But its just a phase. You may think you know Who they really are, But youll never know If theyre wearing a mask. Innocence gone, Uniquness evolves. Look in the eyes And find the soul. I once showed my dad some of my poetry. He liked it but asked me why I coulnd't write about something less 'weird'. When I asked him what he meant he told me to write about something nice, like flowers. So, this one's for you dad! The Rose The rose glistens in the morning With dew-drops gleaming bright, Her ruby red petals shine like blood As she wakes to the dawns new light. The rose shimmers in the daytime In summer's heavenly bliss, Her thorns so sharp and sinister, She'll pierce with a painful kiss. The rose gleams in the twilight With a bewitching, dark red glow. For all beauty has an evil side, Especially the kiss of the rose. Twilight Tears The pale moon rose To see its world, It lookd upon The turquoise globe. A tear fell down As a glistening star, It's sorrowful cries Were heard from afar. So much corruption, More like a Hell, The white moon cried And the silver stars fell. As dawn broke through And the sun reappeared, The stars faded away And the moon disappeared.
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