Fred Schafer's top-secret documents

MY JOURNAL


Ever wondered how I got to be so obsessive with Lisa back in High School?  This are entries of my electronic journal that I used to fill out everytime something happened between me and Lisa.  This is what I backed up and restored but there was more after this that I cannot find.  If Lisa ever wondered what I thought of her in 1996, this journal would explain it.  I know things that Lisa probably forgot.  Remember that this is how obsessive I used to be with her.  I don't care for her anymore (thank God) and I am thankful that she is not a part of my life anymore.  Now then.....

KCM- abbreviation for Key club meeting.

9-18-96 KCM1  Lisa was there part time.
9-20-96  Car accident with Lisa
9-23-96  Bumped into Lisa. 9:07AM
9-24-96  Fell deep in love with her.
9-25-96 KCM2  Lisa was absent there.
9-26-96  "Lisa, my love" poem finished.
9-26-96  See her alot at lunch.
9-27-96  I called and Lisa wasn't home.
9-27-96  Talked to Lisa on phone.
9-27-96  Lisa was upset on phone.
9-28-96  Consider falling out of love. 12:30AM
9-28-96  Decide to go on with Lisa.
9-29-96  Really miss Lisa.
9-30-96  Notice danger with Lisa.
10-1-96  Afraid that Lisa hates me.
10-2-96 KCM3  Lisa was absent there.
10-3-96  Not much happening.
10-4-96  Considering to tell someone.
10-4-96  Got close to her in cs. line. 12:38PM
10-4-96  Need to improve. 1:33PM
10-4-96  Really miss and love Lisa.
10-5-96  Lisa was in town newspaper.
10-6-96  Planning to improve.
10-6-96  Travis found out who I love.
10-6-96  "Reputation" poem finished. 9:43PM
10-7-96  Lisa was at assembly.
10-7-96  Lisa was glancing at me alot.
10-8-96  Depressed pretty bad. 8:00AM
10-8-96  Lynn may cause trouble...
10-8-96  Suspect something about Lisa. 12:50PM
10-9-96  Lisa seemed upset this morning.
10-9-96  Lisa was there before game 1.
10-9-96  Lisa was not at either game.
10-9-96  Very depressed and mad.
10-10-96  "Lisa's Beauty" poem finished. 9:05PM
10-11-96  Got closer to Lisa so far.
10-11-96  See journal for more info. (Entry1)
10-12-96  Not much happening.
10-13-96  Still not much happening.
10-15-96  Very very depressed.
10-15-96  Afraid that Lisa hates me.
10-15-96  Brad may cause trouble...
10-16-96  Lisa gives bad looks at me.
10-16-96 KCM4  Lisa was absent there.
10-17-96  Lisa looks at me alot.
10-18-96  Lisa wore a dress.
10-18-96  Lisa ran prpbably from me (after an assembly). 2:00PM
10-18-96  Considering asking Lisa out.
10-19-96  Considering to tell Lisa.
10-19-96  "Decision" poem finished. 5:30PM
10-20-96  Want to tell Lisa my secret.
10-21-96  Couldn't find Lisa. 7:15AM-10:41AM
10-21-96  Afraid Lisa truely hates me.
10-21-96  Very depressed and suicidal.
10-21-96  "Run" poem finished. 8:40PM
10-22-96  Lisa was talking to someone. 10:45AM
10-22-96  "My worst fear" poem finished. 4:35PM
10-23-96  Lisa seemed mad at me.
10-23-96  Suspect something with Lisa.
10-23-96 KCM5  Lisa was absent there.
10-24-96  Lisa didn't walk in artroom.
10-24-96  Lisa went to artroom alot.
10-25-96  Lisa wore a dress again.
10-25-96  Lisa went to State in Gymastics.
10-25-96  Lisa left at lunch. 12:46PM
10-25-96  "Hatred" poem finished. 3:31PM
10-26-96  Really miss and love Lisa.
10-28-96  Afraid Lisa dislikes me.
10-28-96  Suspect something of Lisa.
10-28-96  'Secret Sender' was stolen. 2nd BLK
10-29-96  Lisa noticed me alot.
10-30-96  Found out Lisa's schedule. 7:32AM
10-30-96  Plan for Halloween tomorrow. 10:00PM
10-30-96 KCM6  Lisa was absent there.
10-31-96  Went to Lisa's house.
10-31-96  Lisa or anybody wasn't home.
10-31-96  See journal for more info. (Entry2)
11-1-96  Lisa was at game tonight.
11-1-96  See journal for more info. (Entry3)
11-1-96  Lisa noticed me too often.
11-3-96  "Blind Suroundings" poem finished. 10:02PM
11-4-96  Got next to Lisa in cs. line.  12:30PM
11-5-96  Saw Lisa alot after school.
11-6-96  Walked by Lisa in hall. 8:23AM
11-6-96  Saw Lisa alot after school.
11-7-96  Saw Lisa after school.
11-8-96  Lisa was outside after school.
11-11-96  Lisa got haircut.
11-15-96  Very very very derpessed. 3:07PM
11-18-96  Saw Lisa before lunch. 12:22PM
11-19-96  Got stranded in Longmont. 2:27PM-2:55PM
11-20-96  Lisa was making fun of me. 9:02AM
11-21-96  Afraid Lisa hates me.
11-22-96  Mr. Turkey Assembly
11-24-96  Almost died in car accident.
11-26-96  Considering calling Lisa.
11-27-96  Very miserable and lonely.
12-2-96  Saw Lisa with another guy. 2:32PM
12-4-96  Saw Lisa alot after school.
12-5-96  Lisa hid from me after school.
12-5-96  Very lonely and suicidal
12-5-96  Considering an Armageddon.
12-6-96  Lisa hid from me again.  2:34PM
12-9-96  Some guy flirted with Lisa. 2:32PM
12-9-96  Very depressed and suicidal.
12-9-96  Predict whole week to be bad.
12-14-96  Prediction correct.
12-16-96  "I miss Lisa" poem finished. 10:24PM
12-17-96  "Devotion" poem finished.  11:31AM
12-17-96  "Life Without You" poem finished.  10:37PM
12-19-96  Afraid Lisa truely hates me.
12-19-96  Lisa changed hairstyles.
12-19-96  Considering to tell Lisa.
12-19-96  Very depressed, lonely, mad, and hurt.
1-6-97  Afraid Lisa hates me for sure.
1-6-97  Almost fought Brad Wilson. miss and love Lisa.