#10

“My Worst Fear”

I know my own destiny.  My love musn’t fail.
Little I can sense that my life might be in jail.
Only if she knew about my true love for her.
Vunerable from my love makes myself weaker.

Everything that I live for depends on her choice.
Yes my life is sad, you can hear it in my voice.
One of my fears is that she might get a boyfriend.
Ultimately, I couldn’t use my love to send.

Love is my only interest, that is all I need
If the one rejects my love, I’ll be dead indeed.
See inside my soul, don’t judge me by just a glance.
Amplify my life by just giving me a chance.

She will know someday that I will always be here.
Handling a depression is another fear.
Am I brave enough to talk to her in person.
Run to her, don’t be afraid.  Go out and have fun.

Presages I have tell me everything’s all right.
Fears can trouble me alot in the final fight.
Only if she understood what she means to me.
Resist my sad life and together we must be.

Everyday without my love really hurts me bad.
Very sure she runs from me makes my whole day sad.
Even in my sleep I fear that she dislikes me.
Right now, my worst fear is death which might have to be.