#13

“Blind Surroundings”

I suspect something about Lisa ?????, but what?
It’s like I am in a closet with the door shut.
I don’t know if she loves or hates me, not a clue.
But to find this out, there is nothing I can do.

I’ve noticed that she avoids me when possible.
Why does she do this?  It is too noticeable.
I have not an idea on what’s going on.
I think that sunset is the exact same as dawn.

I assumed that she hates me.  I assumed alot.
I don’t know what’s happening.  I’m not in the plot.
She confuses me so much.  What will I expect.
There is no clue that I can possibly detect.

I assumed she runs from me.  I assumed alot.
I don’t know what’s happening even with good thought.
I need to know more if I’m going to ask her out.
She got me so confused, I don’t know what’s about.

Sometimes she constantly watches my every move.
If she likes me, there is no evidence to prove.
Will she know my secret?  Does she know my secret?
People finding out my secret I might regret.

I can’t tell if she does know.  Hiding this is cruel.
If she notices me, I might look like a fool.
Being clueless makes me wonder what’s going on?
But there is no certain path to look up upon.

Whatever is happening, I might never know.
They will not leave a single clue to barely show.
I need to be more aware of my surroundings.
I must note everything and suspect everything.

Why must I be left out of what’s happening.
All that Lisa does makes me left for wondering.
Is there something that is actually happening?
I am so confused in this big blind surrounding.