#23

“Destruction”

The one that I love now has a boyfriend.

Everything is in confusion.
Everything is in distression.
I will never learn my lesson.
Now, I’m in a big depression.

Finding out this led to a painful reaction.
I am full of emotions in all my actions.
This terrible tragedy only affects me.
Now that my love has someone, I am so lonely.

What the hell do I do now?  There’s no choices left.
One time I had faith in me, now there’s no faith left.
I will not break them up because that isn’t right.
I can feel the pain with every word that I write.

Being sensetive, I fear the worst in my life.
Being hurt before, I know the worst in my life.
The only thing that means alot to me is her.
Why did all my feelings for her end so vigor?

Everything that I live for depends on her choice.
Yes my life is sad, you can hear it in my voice.
One of my fears was that she might get a boyfriend.
Now, she has someone. I have no one to depend.

Everything is in confusion.
Everything is in distression.
Everything is in depression.
Everything is in destruction.