#24

“Way of Life”


My life is really painful.
My emotions are painful.
I live a terrible life.
This is just my way of life.

I have no love in my life.
This is just a fact of life.
My life lacks a girlfriend.
I need a true girlfriend.

All my thoughts are about love.
Only if I could get love.
Scandalous females hurt me.
All females are against me.

I am always too depressed.
You can’t help me being depressed.
My loveless soul needs some help.
But nobody cares to help.

I fear the one that I love.
I stand no chance with my love.
People ask why I’m so sad.
This painful life makes me sad.

I am a lonely young man.
I need love to be a man.
The look in my face shows pain.
I’ve suffered all kinds of pain.

I’m the nicest guy there is.
I’m the kindest guy there is.
Why people treat me like this?
I’ve never understood this.

I am too shy to others.
I need help from these “others”.
I’m forced to be a Low-life.
Sadly, it’s my way of life.

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