#36

“Everyone Everywhere”


Everyone I see doesn’t like the sight of me.
Everywhere I go, people give bad looks to me.
Everytime I try, everybody ignores me.
Everything I do, it never works out for me.
Everyday I live, no one wants to talk to me.

Anyone I see, tries so hard to ignore me.
Any girl I’ve liked, wouldn’t want to be with me.
Any of my friends lie to me and deceive me.
Anything I do, it never works out for me.
Anyways, I can’t get anyone to like me.

Never in my life that a female would like me.
Never I have thought that everyone would hate me.
Never that I’ve felt, a girl that would care for me.
Never that I did; a thing that worked out for me.
Never shall I rest until someone cares for me.

I am so lonely because no girl does like me.
I get so depressed from the pain that surrounds me.
I get so confused because people lie to me.
I get so mad because nothing works out for me.
I can’t help it if nobody will talk to me.

Everyone I’ve known, they don’t even talk to me.
Everywhere I look, I see people stare at me.
Every step I take, I fear what they’ll do to me.
Every way I try, it never works out for me.
Everyday at school, people are not nice to me.

When I am at school, the one I love troubles me.
When I am at home, my lonliness surrounds me.
When I am lonesome, no one is there to help me.
When I am trying, it never works out for me.
When I get so far, something always ruins me.

What everyone does, is depress and distress me.
What nobody does, is help out and talk to me.
What some people do, is make fun and laugh at me.
What I cannot do, are things that work out for me.
What most people do are things that are cruel to me.

Why am I so lonely when people surround me?
Why am I single when single girls surround me?
Why do I need help when help is all around me?
Why do I still try when nothing works out for me?
Why can’t I cheer up like everyone else but me?

Nothing in my life, that has any use to me.
Nothing that I own, that means a whole lot to me.
Nothing that I have, can get what I need for me.
Nothing that I do, could ever work out for me.
Nothing I can do to get people care for me.

Everyone near me, tries to get away from me.
Every step in life, more and more pain comes for me.
Everytime I try, no one cares to talk to me.
Every day I try, it will never work out for me.
Everyone, everywhere, doesn’t care about me.

2-24-97
10:20PM



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