#41

“Heart Breaker”


My love is very strong, but you don’t even care.
You don’t even realize that my love is there.
You won’t even try to help.  You are very cruel.
You make my life hard and you treat me like a fool.
Why won’t you try to help me?

I wish I could talk to you, but you ignore me.
You wish to get rid of me.  You sure do hate me.
I am calm while you’re vigor.  You don’t see my way.
This heart breaking game is a game you love to play.
Why do you do this to me?

Everything that I have lived for depends on you.
You won’t give me a chance to show you my love’s true.
You have broken many hearts, and my heart is next.
After you destroy my life, who will it be next?
Just try to understand me.

Everyday I try so hard, and I always fail.
I will not live my life if my love for you fails.
Only if you’d think about the pain I’ve been through.
But you still would break my heart.  I can’t believe you.
You don’t even care for me.

Without you, I’m starting to get suicidal.
I have tried twice, but when will I finally fall?
You must be proud when you make me suffer in pain.
I’m starting to go crazy.  I’m turning insane.
Look what you have done to me.

When will the time come when I am finally dead?
You should now know what I’m going through from what’s said.
I’ve been acting strange from the things you do to me.
You think you’re better than me.  You look down on me.
I hope you like what you see.

3-10-97
10:32PM



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