#63

“Lost”


The one that I love has a boyfriend.
I have no one to love or depend.
Now I have nobody on my side.
There is no place I can run or hide.

What do I do now?  All of my plans are destroyed.
I have nothing left.  All of my traps are decoyed.
I need some help.  Everything that I had is lost.
Everything in my life was the price that it cost.

No one will help me and I cannot help myself.
The plans on the desk have been put back on the shelf.
I will not break them up because it isn’t right.
Everyone deserves their chance, I believe that’s right.

I have no idea on what I can do now.
There is not a thing that I can do anyhow.
I am lost in this life and I need to be found.
I need help, but I can’t find anyone around.

I wish I could have a chance, but I don’t get one.
Having her with someone else, nothing can be done.
Only if I had her love to feel all around.
But my soul is lost and is wandering around.

The only thing I can do now is just to wait.
If I can survive, maybe I might get a date.
All of my plans and my hopes have fell in a hole.
I have nothing left because I am a lost soul.

5-4-97
1:25PM



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