#98

“Hurt”

It hurts to live this life that I live.

I get depressed every day.
I get hurt in every way.
I wish I was dead today.

It hurts to cry in my bed every single day.
Everything I do in life, there’s a price to pay.
I have been hurt very bad for almost four years.
Those past years have brought me tears and a lot of fears.

I get harassed every day.
I get harmed in every way.
I don’t want to live today.

The pain that I suffer gets old after a while.
I suffer so much pain that I can’t even smile.
My soul is very cold.  I don’t think that it’s real.
I always hurt myself to see if I still feel.

I do not recognize good when it comes to me.
There is barely any good that I’ll ever see.
Evil has surrounded me every day of life.
And it hurts to always suffer evil in life.

I get hurt every day and I always suffer.
The pain that I feel and suffer gets more tougher.
I can’t stand this life, but I live it anyways.
While I am suffering, my mind is in a daze.

Looking up in the sky; looking down on the dirt.
I cannot stop the pain, even if I’m alert.
I’ll always suffer pain and I’ll always be hurt.