#106

“You don’t care”


I talked to you in your car.  You just ignored me.
I told you that I loved you.  You didn’t hear me.
You are always rude to me, making my heart flare.
I try everything I can, but you do not care.

I will give you anything you want or ask for.
You are the only girl that I love and adore.
I will never take from you.  I will always share.
But you do not want my love.  You don’t even care.

I will give you anything you want or ask for.
You are the only girl that I love and adore.
I will never take from you.  I will always share.
But you do not want my love.  You don’t even care.

I don’t know why you never even talk to me.
Just one conversation is what I’d like to be.
But you’re very cruel to me.  You make my heart tear.
I don’t deserve this treatment, but you do not care.

You make me pray for my death every single day.
You truly make me suffer pain in every way.
I barely ever see her.  Seeing her is rare.
She knows all of this is true, and she doesn’t care.

I don’t know the reason why you truly hate me.
You said we could be friends but you don’t talk to me.
You deceive and lie to me, and the proof is there.
You make my life hell for me, and you do not care.

You must be proud that I’ve tried suicide three times.
You must be proud that I suffer pain all of the time.
For four years, I’ve been depressed, and you do not care.
There is nothing I can do.  You just do not care.
So I must accept the fact that you do not care. 

10-24-97
9:27AM



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