#243

“Forgotten”

Living a life full of lonliness.
And my heart is filled with emptiness.
Seven years without a female care.
Seven years without a love to share.

Never had a female care for me.
No female has set their eyes on me.
Seven years of vigorness and pain.
Living life of sadness and no gain.

But I look how bad life used to be.
Females laughed and always spit on me.
Why they were so cruel, I don’t know why.
To this day, it always makes me cry.

I’ve asked over twenty females out.
They all laughed inside without a doubt.
Being told that I was so ugly.
No female was ever nice to me.

All the times I cried out in my bed.
Suicidal thoughts lurked in my head.
The will to my life hangs by a thread.
One more broken heart and I’ll be dead.

No female would ever talk to me.
I always sat alone silently.
There was no hope in life or above.
All I ever thought about was love.

My soul begs for female sympathy.
Just someone to care and help for me.
I’m nineteen and never kissed a girl.
Never went on a date with a girl.

Even the time I finally snapped.
All of my aggression was untrapped.
Everything females did to scar me.
Went full force right out of my body.

Now I’m calm but still no love to get.
The search for some love, I cannot quit.
But I look back and see all the pain.
All of the scars and the tears in vein.

I will always remember my past.
All the painful memories come fast.
Females always treated me rotten.
Those times will never be forgotten.