Lost

I´m feeling lost.
I´m feeling alone.
Lost in darkness.
Lost in my feelings.
Chaos of feelings.
Lost in my memories.
Lost in past.
What about future?
Is there any future?
And again I´m getting lost.
Lost in my thoughts
and lost in my memories.
Then there´s past again.
Future, past... past, future...
Future will be past.
But past will never be future.
I´m afraid of the unknown future.
Of future being past too soon.
I´m getting lost in my thoughts again.
Lost in my fear.
How can I escape?

11-03-99