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there's
no
conciousness
before
us
and
there's
no
conciousness
after
us
everybody
should
see
the
flinders
ranges
at
least
once
in
their
lifetime !
if
you
are
going
to
be
upset
with
who
you
are
you
are
never
going
to
stop
being
upset
are
you ?
libel
your
reputation
has
to
be
unfairly
damaged
not
just
damaged
love
a
fishhook
in
my
heart !
what
homilies
are
about
writing
stories that could really only exist in the imagination
so
they
exist
in
real
life
you
are
misunderstanding non-existance
non-existance is infinity !
yeah like i am disenchanted with life generally
too many veils removed
it's
funny
how
your
view
changes
when
you
get
older
you
can't
actually
be
successful
and
have
good
insight
into
life
because
you
need
to
be
in
identity
with
is
failure
to be fair i though his wittenoon one was quite good, i can see what that is about !
more mellow too ; o )
yeah very typical of today's generation
lacks conceptual superstructure
man
that's
adhd !
usual story trying to
cover
poorly
worked
out
or
incoherent
content
with
flashy
gimmicks
facebook
a
den
of
lies
hypocrisy
half
truths
and
self
concern !
does
physics
have
an
equivalent
of
evolution ?
complex
laws
evolving
from
simpler
states ?
i
don't
want
to
do
this
what
is
the
alternative ?
DEATH
life
is
an
observable
maelström
every
day
about
the
only
things
that
get
people's
attention
are
health
issues
and
the
prospect
of
easy
money !
it's
just
incredibly
disabling
to
process
other
people's
problems !
writing
another
empty
nothing
in
my
life
unlike
the
others
i
may
not
be
able
to
stop .
just
wish
i
wasn't
so
malfunctional !
some
illusion
of
“ normal ”
being
easier !
actually it is illusions
false face
as well as bare face
both
eye opening.
faced
book !
why
am
i
writing
this
i
would
be
better
to
be
drunk !
stalin
wasn't
that
compedent
he
really
wasn't
what
he
was
very
good
at
was
the
single
minded
destruction
of
opponents !
his
trotsky
was
a
work
of
art !
tho
aided
by
trotsky's
decline
in
health
you
really
have
to
get
it
point
of
writing
poetry ? ”
it's
not
for
the
public
ungrateful
bastards !
the
wounding
and
death
of
reinhard
heydrich
was
one
of
the
most
successful
operations
of
ww2
you
just
have
to
look
at
hitler's
and
himmler's
reaction
to
know
what
it
meant
for
german
strategic
direction !
my
writing
not
read
but
hopefully
persistent
i
think
persistent
is
the
larger
part !
how
to
love ”
strong
love
goes
hand
in
hand
with
strong
estrangement !
you
are
just
not
accepting
who
are
that
is
gifted
in
the
sight
of
god
in
general
the
world
is
not
very
friendly
to
it !
what
i
quite
like
about
byron
katie
is
i
can
see
she
has
ripped
others
and
i
am
ripping
her
a
compliment !
what
is
great
in
the
sight
of
god
can
be
pitiful
in
the
sight
of
man !
martha nussbaum
what
passes
for
intellectual
in
america !
these
homilies
nietzsche
-
like
i
guess
women
waggling
their
bodies
what
is
it
saying
except
i
can
have
a
child ?
aging
is
really
weird
because
one
is
losing
function
slowly
but
i
don't
think
the
brain
is
losing
it !
alaine
de
botton
you
don't
live
or
want
the
life
that
leads
to
writing
good
homilies
it's
not
quiet
it's
totally
still !
we
should
do
is
often
quite
different
from
what
we
think
we
should
do !
perception
of
age
i just
don't
think
we
have
a
theory
of
mind
for
it
and
are
partly
blinded
50 +
i
often
can't
remember
if
i've
done
something
or
not !
what
the
public
want
is
oprah
sex
and
sports !
a mass murderer's
atoms
get
as
dispersed
as
a
crown
prince
in
death !
what
made
a
king
was
who
he
chose
as
counsellors
tsar
nicholas
the
2nd
was
an
idiot
surrounded
by
idiots
and
his
one
relative
with
any
sense
he
penalised
for
marrying
out
of
class !
why
we
do
volunteer
work
is
a
mystery
: o ) !
writing
prose
is
a
very
iterative
process
with
poems
and
homilies the iteration
occurs
more
through
new
poems
and
homilies !
the
taliban
is
an
abuse
of
isalm
just
a
bunch
of
thugs
tapping
into
the
culture
with
it's
advantages
and
protection
for
them !
islam
is
a
religion
of
conquest
but
not
that
sort
of
conquest
the
taliban
more
has
it's
roots
in
the
hashshashin
sect !
point
of
art
is
a
mutation
or
modification
of
perception
when
it
comes
to
women
a
s
a
rule
you
can
never
lay
on
the
flattery
too
thick
especially
when
it
comes
to
age !
most
artists
are
caught
in
the
problem
of
memory
since
art
is
the
mutation
of
self
through
written
and
drawn
artifacts !
religion
attempts
the
same
through
contemplation
and
prayer
i
think
both
are
needed !
you
can
do
things
two
ways
one
you
are
reviled
and
maybe
targeted
for
being
killed
and
the
other
you
you
achieve
a
better
result
and
comeout
smelling
of
roses
blinds
are
lines
and
lines
are
blinds
it's
the
people
with
lines
who
are
arseholes
we
have lines in
different
places
it's
going
beyond
blue
of
a
still
lake
pokarekare
ana
they
are
the
same
things
the
scorching
of
separated
love !
taking
those
few
extra
steps
that
yields !
what
is
god
god
is
a
red
river
of
blood
that
flows
in
the
causacus !
you
can't
unentangle
your
feelings
china
has
the
strength
of
100
south
koreas
dangerous !
you
only
have
a
watch
until
you
lose
it !
it
takes
a
man
to
admit
to
being
equanimity
comes
before
circumstances
lamb
brains
save
my
arse
: o )
if
you
start
out
writing
expecting
immediate
public
approval
you
are
on
a
false
base !
better
to
do
something
than
nothing
they
are
blurred
really
there
you
are
a homily
with
pdf
the
new
era
for
sure
the
advantage
of
writing
this
in
html
is
not
just
the
ease
of
editing
and
low
download
cost
but
the
instancy
of
the
user
reading
pdf
or
word
is
not
the
same !
it's
not
like
one's
work
is
the
same
throughout
one
learns
and
ages
in
actual
fact
i
prefer
a
lot
of
my
earlier
stuff
more
lyrical
but
a
s
one
gets
older
one's
experience
of
beauty
curtails
and
one
gets
more
matter
of
fact !
or
to
say
computer
worker
writing
seems
such
a
bizarre
occupation
to
most
people !
i
think
love
uses
that
intensification
of
imagination
mechanism
to
see
the
true
colours
takes
life
experience
to
give
a
truer
picture !
the poem is itself a blurring of imagination and reality, a sort of intensification that cannot exist in real life
the blurring of the real and imagination is ultimately what writing is all about
and
perhaps why photography is intrinsically limited
religious iconography and art is usally blurred the wrong way too, unreality compounded !
i
am
right
i
am
wrong
i
am
right
i
am
wrong
it
balances
out
i
am
right
tho
sometimes
i
am
wrong !
i
wanted
to
be
a
writer
now
i'm
a
writer
no -
one
reads
me !
too
distinct
idiosyncratic
and
brilliant
as
usual
!
it's well written and what i find is photos don't necessarily improve the poem
people have thier own imaginative idea and it can work best just to let them fill it in
what i have discovered is that there is a limitation to photos, that words capture more
in the end you just have to allow people to fill in the words with their own images and experience and that's the best you can do
this question of photos i have thought about on and off over the years
i think you would have to take the photo yourself
another person's photo is unlikely to capture what you are trying to say
danger !
mutatative
use
of
english!
entertainment
involves
transport
from
reality
this
is
anti
-
entertainment
so
to
speak
transport
towards
reality !
always
a
fictional
element
even
in
truth !
the
whole
trap
of
doing
something
is
it
always
seems
better
to
complete
it
a sort of imprisonment
in
fact !
it's accepting we don't really exist
then the phantasmal realms open up
a
particularly
fine
of
clair
de
lune
why
did
chopin
write
such
fine
music ?
he
was
dying !
men
little
emotional
waifs
complaining
about
being
butchered
you
are
there
for
mate ! ”
writing
i
think
is
a
much
more
plastic
medium
than
painting
i
can
be
surreal
without
all
the
hassle
of
dali
can
be
fiction
or
non-fiction
and
swims
in
and
out
of
the
surreal !
i'm
going
to
be
an
atheist
or
i
am
an
atheist
like
these
it's
just
an
idea
about
myself
make
changes
casually !
the
female
dependency
on
men
is
wicked
compression
decompression
what
you
actually
produce
is
the
decompression
of
compression !
you
have
to
be
disenchanted
with
life
to
see
it
clearly
if
you
are
happy
with
life
you
are
not
going
to
see
it
clearly !
unless
you
are
disenchanted
with
life
you
are
not
going
to
see
it
clearly
if
you
are
happy
with
life
you
are
not
going
to
see
it
clearly !
wether
they
know
it
or
not
lives
with
issues
of
food
security !
taken
around
the
bend
to
look
at
the
world
after
midnight !
women
are
amazing
the
way
they
can
fall
in
and
out
of
love
and
back
in
again
with
the
same
person
i
would
never
have
believed
it !
is
fictional
might
surprise
you
and
what
is
non
fictional
might
surprise
you !
it
takes
quite
a
bit
of
coherence
to
call
the
dead
back
to
life !
it's
somewhat
a
work
of
fiction
a
blend
of
the
surreal
real
fantasy
and
imagination !
computer
take
a
lot
of
time
for
what ?
suicide
executing
yourself !
gawd
i
hope
this
is
not
turning
into
a
conversation !
am
never
at
rest
under
a tasmanian
sky
the
lack
something
compared
to
new
zealand
jack
kerouac
was
true
writing
and
being
your
own
editor
is
wearying
less
so
than
the
murdrous
alterations
of
another
editor !
religious
iconography
and
pictures
make
real
what
is
unreal
and
unfortunately
also
what
is
tawdrily
real !
think
my
main
problem
is
i
think
the
world
works
a
certain
way
and
it
doesn't
people
are
in
general
not
accommodating
and
extraordinarily
rigid,
shortsighted
and
brutal
in
their
i
take
you
lose
approach !
just
because
i
am
reasonable
and
can
have
insight
does
not
mean
they
will
be
like
this
at
all !
the
putin
medvedev
combination
works
well
for
both
men
and
russia
where
the
issue
has
always
been
too
much
power
in
the
hands
of
one
man
i admire
medvedev
and
his
standing
up
for
the
rule
of
law
and
modernization
in
a
country
where
such
does
not
come
easily !
he
is
in
an
interesting
postion
being
a
protégé
of
putin
and
seems
to
be
growing
into
the
position !
perhaps !
i
had
a
weakness
it
was
that
i
didn't
say
money
was
the
be
all
and
end
all !
just
because
it's
technically
possible
doesn't
mean
it's
possible !
autumn
wind
blows
off
the
hill
even
though
it's
summer !
the
huge
problem
with
modern
society
and
work
is
unskilled
labour
has
been
strongly
deprecated !
only
thing
i
am
smart
about
is
when
things
go
continually
wrong
is
i
make
changes
in
the
way
i
do
things !
janet
frame
her
problem
was
she
was
over
sane
and
that
looks like
insanity
to
psychiatrists
i wipe my bum with satori
statue
of
infinity
that sort of art is obviously well executed but it doesn't mean anything to me
blake means something to me, franz xaver messerschmidt means something to me
there's a depth to these and one can understand them, tibetan and buddhist art while decorative doesn't have that imo
decorative wallpaper really
jfk assassination, never seen it before, no wonder the assassination made such an impression
oswald fired three shots, first missed, 2nd into the back and third into the head at 63 and 88 yards respectively
warning, unpleasant !
don't see why you need a conspiracy theory, he had tried to shoot retired major general edwin walker 7 months before, an extreme right political figure
jack ruby was on phenmetrazine when he shot oswald and was emotionally attached to john kennedy !
ruby's mother had been in a mental hospital some years before.
zen
is
this
buddhism
is
that
what
are
you ?
a
repeating
clone ?
religion
any
number
of
phoney
imaginative
constructs !
i
guess
the
statuary
and
iconography
is
deliberately
intended
to
blur
it !
other
phoney
constructs
are
like
e-x-i-s-t-a-n-c-e
and
h-i-s-t-o-r-y
the
trouble
with
phoney
imagination
is
cultural
conditioning
prevents
you
seeing
it
as
anything
but
real !
the
dali
lama
is
a
great
big
phoney
a
farm
boy
out
of
his
depth
like
medvedev
is
there
anyone
i
haven't
insulted ?
there's
a
lot
to
go !
i
can
see
i
would
be
too
iconoclastic
for
any
religion !
can
be
summed
up
in
one
idea
an
opportunity
to
screw
female
disciples
kabir
when
did
you
stop
reciting
that
drivel ?
you
can
tell
me
in
fact
i'd
appreciate
it !
oic
never
well
i
hope
it
gets
less
it
will
the
main
sticking
point
one
may
know
but
a
hundred
may
not .
vissarionovich
you
are
an
intelligent
man
but
does
your
persona
have
to
match
your
nom
de
plume
so
exactly ?
an
islamic
terrorist
it's
pathetic
to
die
for
your
sex
drive !
pictures
you
never
saw
wanking
on
the
cross !
sodomizing
a
disciple
what
was
mohammed
doing ?
skewering
jews ?
gang
raping
houri's
except
they'd
be
willing ?
some
triptych !
you
may
as
well
dress
up
a
corpse
in
white
as
black
for
death !
giving
up
some
lemons
grown
in
lead
contaminated
soil
it's
like
a
death
in
the
family !
chasing
emotional
heft
all
the
time
eileen replies :
except our thinking sometimes
if
everything
wants
to
get
a
bite
of
you
it
will
zen
is
no
less
nonsensical
than
evangelical
christianity !
the
way
university
arts
departments
are
now
you
cannot
get
good
poetry
through
them !
all
i
write
is
semi-fictional
it
needn't
exist
in
the
real
world
it
might
exist
in
the
real
world !
life
is
just
one
lumpy
mess
beginning
to
end
spots
of
clarity
only
exist
in
hindsight !
the
whole
problem
with
zen
is
they
use
the
words
of
others
but
you
can
never
get
it
right
unless
you
are
completely
in
identity
with
yourself !
the
mistake
the
catholics
made
with
pope
benedict
is
they
elected
an
aged
gay
schizophrenic
with
zen
life's
a
lot
simpler
if
you
realise
that
they
don't
know
what
they
are
on
about
because
they
don't !
the
blue
mountain
is
the
parent
of
the
cloud
the
cloud
is
the
child
of
the
blue
mountain
on
a
clear
day
there
is
just
the
blue
mountain !
masters
and
teachers
they
are
a
sort
of
dishonest
odious
schizophrenic
slug !
zen
is
full
of
rubbish
enlightenment
masters
infinity
you
just
want
to
leave
all
of
that
aside !
blue
mountain
is
the
parent
of
the
clouds
the
clouds
are
the
children
of
the
blue
mountain
endlessly
denying
yet
endlessly
dependent !
a good
poem
should
convey
something
with
out
being
necessarily
understood
tozan's
mountain is
the
father
of
the
white
cloud ”
doesn't
imo
read li po or wang wei or tu fu and you will see the difference !
christianity
would
be
a
lot
stronger
without
jesus
and
the
pope
:
o
)
if
something
is
insane
it's
insane
at
the
top
level
people
are
insane
because
their
brains
are
insane
christianity
is
insane
because
it
takes
the
bible
as
a
reference
zen
is
insane
because
of
the
dominance
of
zen
masters
to
the
exclusion
of
reason !
is
not
the
flesh !
i
think
at
some
point
other
people
limit
you
in
your
writing
you
have
to
be
writing
on
your
own
for
yourself
and
by
yourself !
a female
in
rut
is
too
frightening
for
the
male
i think that's what i have learnt
enlightenment
in
zen
salvation
in
christianity
i
don't
know
what
the
mohammedans
have
houris
in
paradise
i
think
i'd
have
the
last
actually !
iverna
thompkins
you
are
a
very
good
speaker
and
there's
certainly
something
to
what
you
say
but
you
are
shoehorning
life
experience
into
a
vehicle
that
doesn't
fit !
looks
like
he
is
walking
but
he
is
moving
at
light
speed !
there
is
no
formula
but
there
are
somethings
that
can
be
done !
you
are
making
some-one
else
a
proxy
for
something
and
not
yourself !
everything
alone
let
it
just
be
the
disaster
it
is !
julian
assange's
problem
is
he
is
doing
everyone
a
big
favour
by
publishing
what
they
can't
say
publically
but
his
life
is
being
threathened for it
what
is
the
difference
between
an
angel
and a
monster ?
content
gee that “the blue mountain is the father of the white cloud” tozan translation is bad, unfortunately a lot of the real sense will have been lost due to meaning involuted into the culture and time !
but when i hear zen people use their own words they are better to stick to crappy translations !
the skeleton
is
not
the
flesh !
it's
just
missing
an
entire
dimension !
yeah
the
emperor
has
no
clothes !
it's
better
to
starve
a
bit
than
over
surfeit !
circuit
lies ”
emily
dickinson
no
wonder
she
said
that !
national geographic have been a bit naughty tho, the first mom and pup is not the same as the second !
can
you
tell ?
actually there is a pitful photo somewhere of moms having to abandon their pups at sea when the ice all melted, i wonder if they hugged them before they left them to drown?
god
zen
is
toxic
spew
totally schizophrenic ! why is schizophrenia the norm
well
it
is
the
norm !
religions
everyone
just
stands
around
and
pretends
the
various
religious
books
are
some
root
of
certainty
an
incredibly
toxic
game !
i
think
the
difference
between
now
and
then
is
the
difference
between
jack
nicklaus
and
tiger
woods !
you
can
read
this
a
s
a
partial
work
of
fiction !
don't
think
the
categories
between
skin
cancers
are
as
clear
as
they
make
out
and
i
don't
think
the
boundaries
between
when
something
is
and
isn't
cancer
is
clear
either !
i
write
with
i
don't
think
god
is
going
to
be
limited
to
anything
human !
what
you
preach
you
will
end
up
doing
the
opposite
so
don't
preach !
weird
i
had
a
vision
of
a
hand
with
the
thumb
missing
down
to
the
hand
joint
in
a
ragged
water
flushed
wound
and
then
a
preachers
voice
saying
fingers
are
over
thumbs !
the
bible
if
you
take
a
story
as
reality
what
do
you
expect ?
if
there
is
no
unity
of
god
in
this
life
with
man
then
what's
the
point
because
as
sure
as
hell
there's
no
life
hereafter !
if
god
is
so
great
isn't
it
enough
that
god
has
paid
us
attention
to
send
us
to
hell ?
oh
i
forgot
we
are
all
going
to
heaven !
how
many
times
do
we
have
to
go
around
before
we
learn ?
homilies
are
really
for
your
own
perusal ,
i
just
sorta
write
them
get
them
out
of
the
road !
i
am
worth
the
entire
weight
of
the
catholic
church
probably
with
a
universe
or
two
tossed
in
the
past
and
future
is
full
of
billions
of
nutcases
who
get
this
all
wrong
can
you
be
different ?
takes
quite
a
bit
to
break
a
human
down !
being
with
god
the
human
perception
is
that
it
is
in
fact
it
is
lies
problem !
is
not
social
there's
only
one
god
how
many
humans
are
there ?
don't
do
what
is
not
strictly
necessary
what
i
write
about
christianity
is
not
necessarily
anti
it's
also
a
critique
opening
up
the
direction
it
has
to
go !
the
bible
is
just
a
bunch
of
words
written
by
men
and
some
are
more
inspired
than
others
and
they
are
not
in
the
new
testament !
when
i
was
5
or
6
or
maybe
younger
because
i
don't
remember
my
brother
i
was
out
playing
out
on
the
farm
at
rotoma
and
i
saw
the
sky
fold
in
and
thought
be
what
people
call
god ”
this
was
i
think
my
fundamental
insight
that
occurred
or
already
had
occurred
for
example we see truer in severe depression.............
you really need some solitude and looking wider
when
everything
fails
what
happens
then ?
we
die
we
live !
i
have
no
continuity
with
myself !
what
god
is
is
one
of
life's
great
adventures
pity
the
religious
miss
out
on
it
is
a
fluid
you
have
to
let
it
be
a
fluid
and
keep
moving
on
there
is
literally
no
fixed
ideological
position !
stepping
out
of
the
net
world
it's
as
simple
a
s
not
reading !
the
level
of
incompetency
is
so
high
in
bureaucracy
that
only
idiots
are
hired
and
the
competent
are
fired !
i
am
better
i
am
worse
what
does
it
matter
when
you
view
from
the
hearst ?
judaism
is
a
religion
nothing
new
about
the
holocast !
her motives were not simply keeping her children from becoming goy
her husband and his parents had judged very badly in landing her and her children in the situation they found themselves in
they backed and paid the bishop who was just hopeless for a start and they should have left the town first wind they got of the crusaders
was
a fairly rational business overall
she
sorta
appeared
in
a
vision
to
me
as
i
stumbled
along
this
line
of
thinking !
bit like blake actually
because it was a vision and not some hairspray jesus type thing i am trusting what i have written on this
i
saw
her
face !
i think there was a huge weight of unrequited tension that had tranversed the centuries and i was expressing what she felt and wanted to do and i hope that she has some release !
by reading, visualizing and thinking and entering into an empathy with the account i had somehow stumbled into her grievance and made a connection !
i
think
it's
a
sign
of
being
entertainment
that
it
is
designed
to
be
consumed
and
doesn't
last
only
the
more
serious
stuff
lasts
entertainment
gets
culturally
outmoded
anyway !
know
charles
bukowski
was
an
alcoholic
but
he
is
one
of
the
great
and
understandable !
god
i
am
sick
of
unpicking
religion
stitch
by
stitch !
form
of
christianity
today
was
very
affected
by
the
heavy
loss
of
life
in
WWI
this
is
because
the
younger
generation
were
decimated
and
they
are
the
ones
who
would
have
moved
christian
belief
forward
in the direction
of relegating
christ
to
being
a
story again
that
it
was
moving in
about 1900
i thought the hedgehog came across as a real person
you can feel it's paws resting on the plate
and
nose
above
the
milk
froth !
democracy
is
the
totalitarian
rule
of
the
the
internet
has
deprecated
the
novel
it
has
also
deprecated
religion
and
totalitarian
rule !
or
at
least
one
sort
of
totalitarian
rule
( not
democracy ! )
if
you
are
trying
to
understand
religion
in
the
end
these
characters
buddha
mohammed
jesus
don't
fit
anything
except
fiction !
if
you
look
you
will
see
the
canvas
is
much
broader
than
you
imagine !
aspergers is a starving brain, you are in denial !
i
think
the
thing
is
there
is
actually
a
cost
to
a
false
belief
you
bear
the
consequences
and
garner
the
reward
if
you
sort
it
out
truely !
if
you
ever
write
you
know
how
fictional
things
are !
usually
i
use
personal
names
as
synthesises
of
several
people
i
know
not
necessarily
of
the
same
sex
for
instance
the
masculine
form
of
charlotte
is
charles !
charlotte
i
think
you
parted
some
time
ago
with
honesty
and
self -
honesty !
if
the
cap
fits
you
are
wearing
it!
in
the
end
what
is
it ?
misplaced
maternal
instinct !
why
do
i
spend
so
much
time
on
religion ?
because
it's
a
major
social
schizophrenia !
decompressing my upbringing
in
church
schools
and
various
involvements
in
later
life
actually !
i spent years on this, you have to work through the textual analysis of the gospels and the fact they are redacted
and also the complete absence of any non-forged historical references to jesus by contemporaries writing at the time
and the fact that the jesus myth is really mainly egyptian with some of the egyptian gods translated
a good site on the that side of it
now i look at your video i see you don't accept the relation of the egyptian religions
i don't think you have got that right, but really you are in denial, if you don't want to see you don't have to see
christinaity also comes from the manichaen relgion
in the end all of the religious figures like jesus mohammed and buddha are not consistent, that is they are fictional because thier lives could only exist in fiction
it's
you
who
bear
the
cost
of
a
a rather
aggressive
promotion
of
nonsense !
zen
transmittees
master
senseis
roshis
you
have
decompressed
zen
the
wrong
way
instead
of
removing
yourself
from
it
and
getting
anti
which
is
what
it
deserves
you
have
gone
on
to
become
toxic
decoy
ducks
promolgating
it
i
don't
even
think
toni
packer
escaped
that
trap
completely
enough !
amanda
is
starting
to
disintegrate !
i think
she is
a genius btw
the ground
was
too
thorny
tho
:
o
(
you
are
the
nearest
thing
to
a
genius
i
have
ever
come
across
you
are
not
going
to
fit
tho
not
even
autism !
genius
is
without
categories
and
boundaries
entirely !
not
eye
fillet
but
scotch
fillet
fillet
fillet
you
don't
want
to
get
into
compression
decompression
cycles
that
are
not
very
fruitful
what
i
mean
is
like
an
involvement
and
then
having
to
unwind
it
i'm
not
uncomfortable
with
advaita
or
zen
well
maybe
i
am
uncomfortable
with
zen !
fascist
pricks !
i don't think you are making the right criticisms of “the work” which are it is too formulaic and lacking in insight about life
tho
of
course
you
can
ask
if
jesus existing as an historical person is absolutely completely true which you won't of course
you can't claim a religion is true if it has a glaring central falsehood !
oh
yes
i
forgot
you
just
believe
in
the
bible
and
don't
question it
this
is
your
lack
of
confidence
and
not
gods !
don't
tell
them
everything
: o )
you
want
to
market
something
go
to
you tube !
i
think
women
have
some
romantic
ideal
hard-wried
into
their
brains
circumstances
never
change
that !
conflict doesn't always translate to improved function
but for survival it
needs
to
you
have a
a fairly
hostile
attitude
to
men
a
surfeit
of
dewy
admiration
would
go
down
well
but
would
not
be
functional
i
suspect
i
have
one
criticism
of
toni
packer
and
it's
not
really
a
criticism
since
it's
an
example
i
can
learn
from
it's
that
she
got
locked
into
a
cycle
of
compression
and
decompression
with
retreats
interviews
and
talks
and
at
some
point
she
should
have
bailed
nobody
owes
anyone
anything
it's
just
us
pursuing
illusions !
