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one takes on the attitudes of those one is in contact with
the whole religious/zen scene looks farcical now, full of untested assumptions !
don't
agree
with
anything
not
even
myself
sometimes !
i
don't
agree
with
anything
not
even
myself
sometimes !
nothing
like
to
screw
up
your
thinking
there's
just
nothing
work
of
this
moment
is
like
an
illusion
hate
how
much
unwinding
there
is
to
do !
just
nothing
work
of
this
moment
is
like
an
illusion
hate
how
much
unwinding
there
is
to
do !
just
nothing
the
work
of
this
moment
is
like
illusion
hate
how
much
unwinding
i
have
to
do !
when
i
look
at
brad
warner
or
eckhart
tolle
on
the
web
i
lose
myself
in
their
bullshit
i
can't
think
straight
keep
well
clear
i
guess !
what's the big deal about merzel and shimano? not their sexual escapades but the fact that they are dull and boring and don't have any sort of a grasp of their subject matter which is way the norm for zen so some-one like eckhart tolle who is more real is going to clean up isn't he ?
the next time you want to do zazen , go for a walk ! deprogram yourself!
this was intended as a comment on sweeping zen but adam tebbe (the owner of the site) didn't permit comments for the article i wanted to respond too ! most intuitive of him : o ) !
there are some rather subtle “censors” out there, they just pick the eye out of the censorship, that is suppress what really matters and permit most everything else giving the appearance of permitting free expression, but in fact what they do still suffers from the suppression of effective criticism !
i
take
the
trouble
to
criticize
you
you've
made
the
grade
look
at
who
i
don't
criticize
worth
of
rubbish !
all these mythic people, buddha, jesus, da free john, even brad warner depend on the supression of criticism, otherwise they just look like ordinary nits ! jesus was way malfunctional for sure ! buddha a prim arrogant shit and brad warner, well not too bright actually tho he has an intelligence of sorts !
lol, no replies i guess, once people realise they may be up on my web site for the next thirty years at least they get very reticent : o )
i keep all my data well backed up too, including a bootable hard disk copy (casper is very good !) !
HAH! i have been blocked from commenting !
we
like
to
be
thought
clever
it's
probably
because
w
e
are
some
combination
of
stupid
and
clever
it
takes
both
extremes
to
appreciate
the
other !
more
robust
erectus
evolved
out
because
the
elephants
ran
out !
we
are
actually
a
fragile
ape !
the
two
mikes
cathy
rhonda
and
more
whose
names
remember
good
with
names ! )
think
about
our
time
at
whangapeka
bugger
tarchin
coming
back
have
stayed
there
forever
you
can
let
your
life
chew
away
supporting
no-hopers !
let
them
support
you
i
say
can
chew
your
life
away
supporting
no-hopers !
can
know
how
something
is
but
you
also
have
to
discover
it
the
hard
way !
something in our brains that goes for similarity
mooji is being killed
he's a bit toxic imo anyway !
empathetic and a certain charisma but can't think straight enough like the rest !
see a beam of light moving
i remember in primary school a teacher trying to demonstrate with a candle being covered and uncovered in the dark that light was instant, but i thought at the time, no you just couldn’t see it move because it was so fast !
funny how we take these little offended griefs with us through the years ; o )
hardcore
zen
blog
i
don't
need
you
lot
you
are
too
much
work
too
abusive
and
too
stupid !
about
dying
is
a
way
of
sobering
up
used
to
be
science
fiction
but
now
science
is
so
fabulous
that
the
fiction
can't
keep
up !
time
and
space
emptiness
of
being
myself !
of
sex
and
violence ”
he
knows
what
sells
to
men
and
violence !
of
sex
and
violence ”
he
knows
what
sells
to
men
of
sex
and
violence !
mountain
monastery
mount
tremper
a
marital
merrygo
round !
bikie
gangs
they
get
imprinted
with
some
very
bad
attitudes
to
life
and
women !
politically
journalists
are
whitlamites
personally
they
are
traitors !
i
think
mathematical
ability
comes
when
it
no
longer
seems
to
be
maths !
world
is
crazy
but
people
don't
act
like
they
believe
it
is
what
they
do
is
crazy
but
they
act
like
it
is
meaningful !
world
is
crazy
but
people
don't
act
like
they
believe
it
is
what
they
do
is
crazy
but
they
act
like
it
is
meaningful !
i
say
the
world
is
crazy
well
schopenhauer
has
said
it
before
oh
they
just
chunder
out
there
is
an
intimate
relationship
between
voynich
and
entertainment
without
everybody
feels
themselves
to
be
extraordinary
it's
probably
because
they
are
each
an
entire
universe
prostituted
for
candyfloss !
new
approach
in
writing
put
a
lot
of
effort
into
something
you
walk
away
you
think
you
leave
it
behind
but
you
take
with
you
the
time !
put
a
lot
of
effort
into
something
you
walk
away
you
think
you
leave
it
behind
but
you
take
with
you
the
time
wasted !
the
japanese
are
just
a
s
to
good
the
west !
that's
not
what
we
are
is
uneven !
that's
not
what
we
are
they
are
out
of
their
depth
and
cannot
see
they
are
out
of
their
depth
there's
no
hope
is
there ?
if
they
are
out
of
their
depth
and
cannot
see
they
are
out
of
their
depth
there's
no
hope
is
there ?
evolution
is
always
trying
to
skimp
on
adequate
health
and
longevity
in
favour
of
breeding
success !
evolution
is
always
trying
to
skip
adequate
health
in
favour
of
breeding
success !
you're so vain
i
think
she's
saying
men
in
general
the
arab
spring
countries
with
hereditary
monarchies
to
have
done
better
which
is
abit
surprising !
arab
spring
with
competent
hereditary
monarchies
seem
to
have
done
better
which
is
abit
surprising !
you can see them clearly for what they are, ordinary minds totally out of their depth with the subject matter and that includes the zen masters, and i guess zen generally !
think
one
of
the
phenomena
of
the
internet
and
modern
telecomunications
super
competence
top
rises
to
the
top
and
supresses
everything
else !
i think the japanese are just as crazy as everyone else but no obese kids in that class !
iodine?
women
you
are
taking
his
sperm
to
make
your
baby
it's
half
him !
women
you
are
taking
his
sperm
to
make
a
baby
it's
half
him !
somethings
you
really
cannot
tell
what
the
hell
they
mean
for
years !
somethings
you
write
you
really
cannot
tell
what
the
hell
they
mean
for
years !
the
better
writing
is
the
less
likely
it
is
to
be
recognised
because
it
conflicts
too
directly
with
your
stupidity !
very
hard
that
boundary
between
religion
and
writing
because
writers
have
imagination
and
religious
types
don't !
it's
very
hard
that
boundary
between
religion
and
writing
because
writers
have
imagination
and
religious
types
don't !
feminism
is
founded
on
a
false
premise
women
are
the
weaker
sex !
a
demon
but
are
we
prepared
for
it
being
a
farce ?
a
demon
but
are
we
prepared
for
the
farce ?
a
demon
but
are
we
prepared
for
the
farce ?
religion
is
ordinary
people
introduced
to
something
extraordinary
it
gets
mangled !
on
the
hardcore
zen
blog
very
aggressive
wimps !
i think acid was responsible for the big interest in zen in the 60's and 70's, but really it was just people with ordinary minds getting a dislocated sense of reality and so you get an ordinary dislocated sense of reality !
drugs are self medication, some relief from feeling like shit or being strung in really weird psychic spaces and with the modern diet and in the usa the cruel childhood vaccination schedules there's a lot like this now !
you can tell i'm an old fart because i'm going to put in a disclaimer i have never taken acid and don't recommend it since it can permanently fuck the brain which might explain that still existant 60's counter culture in the san francisco bay area !
something hypnotic about the grateful dead
i quite like “ripple”, reminisce of the rubaiyat !
whisky in the jar if you've ever been screwed up by a woman !
that
sort
of
sensitivity
a
tale
of
two
trans
lations
one
the
other
useless !
sa'di
a
tale
of
two
translations
one
the
other
off
the
mark !
i noticed from the video interview he looked reasonably healthy and vigorous which is unusual in an american buddhist to say the least !
well he lives in pheonix arizona and his girlfriend (i assume) is an organic gardener so i think he eats quite well and gets good sun !
she's actually more interesting than him, would have useful advice on growing veges in a desert too i think !
now brad i know you read this, he's going to be alive in twenty years still spouting bullshit while you are going to doff yourself from the depression of endless medical bills and ops from living in akron, ohio on burritos !
why not offer him transmission for free board and meals ! lol