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i


don't


even


look


at


a

person


thinking


they


might


be


good

and


kind


i


could


look

forever


i


don't


see


such

a

person !



mp3
















“ a reply without the usual silly insults would be appreciated, although i won’t get my hopes too high. ”


“ frankly your hostility in communication with others is not worthy of response. ”



oh you poor little flowers .....  : o )
















normal


humans


are


very


sensitive


to


injury


of


course


if


you're

injured


you're


not

so


sensitive


there's


so


much


of


it


walking


around !



mp3
















insane


is


not


simply


not


sane


but


it's


also


insane


that


is

within


sanity !


:


o


)


(
















it's


taken


me


a

long


while


to


see


i


am


insane


really

insane


that


is


insane


as

myself


unlike


the


rest


of


the


world


which


is


insane


as

some


one


else


or

a

social


idea


called


conformity


even


the


locked


up

psychos


are


not


insane


as

themselves


but


conforming


to


some


social


idea


or

other !


often


religious


or


conspiracy


delusions !

not


to


mention


the


unlocked


pyschos   : o )
















snow leopard, we here are all on “autistic spectrum”, i'm not surprised you have worked with developmental disorder, you i feel are more in the semantic pragmatic area while ingrid is more properly autistic


years ago when my parents got worried about my dysfunctional work ethics and ability, i was given an interview with a psychiatrist and that was enough contact with the world of pyschiatry for me and enough of the blend of sanity/insanity i am for him !


i had enough sense to steer clear, but i notice that women on autistic spectrum are usually vulnerable to that sort of invovlement and get crucified by it !


ramana i quite strongly relate to, those stories about him, that's autistic, semantic pragmatic, whatever !


i would say rick was more in the pragmatic semantic area too, tho with some autistic streaks !


anyone who can go more than one or two rounds with me is like WAY on spectrum, some sort of extreme
















re:


the


7th


patriarch


i


know


what


i


know


i


have


nothing


to


prove


to


you


on


the


  subject !
















re:


the


7th


patriarch


i


have


nothing


to


prove


to


you


on


the


subject !


:


o


)


(
















it's


sorta


frightening


the


extent


to


which


the


net


can


become


your


world !



mp3
















i was thinking what i just wrote below doesn't apply to gay's, but the more male gay is attracted to the more female gay and the more female gay is attracted to the more male gay, so it still applies !
















we're


all


addicted


to


the


opposite


sex


you're


addicted


i'm


addicted



mp3
















wavey gravey is 76 and tony parsons 79


which


makes


one  think


about


getting


old !



mp3
















advaita


people


supposedly


au


fait


with


brahman


or


no


self


can't


cope


with


a

bit


of


straight


talking !



mp3
















i


think


you


have


to


see


and


immerse


your


self


in


human


madness


fully


to


have

any


understanding


of


life !



mp3
















i


think


you


have


to


see


and


immerse


your


self


fully


in


human


madness


to


have

any


understanding


of


life !



mp3
















the

mad


sane


world


of


functional


schizophrenia


:


o


(


)



mp3
















the

mad


sane


world


of


functional


schizophrenia


:


o


)


(



mp3
















zen


mountain


monastery


monastics


at


mt.

tremper


i


can't


believe


the


extent


to


which


you


have


become


colourless


clones


you


should


be


ashamed


of


yourselves !



mp3
















the

zen


mountain


monastery


at


mt.

tremper


monastics


i


can't


believe


the


extent


to


which


you


have


become


colourless


clones



mp3
















the


strange


world


of


religion


and


madness


:


o


)


(



mp3
















the


strange


world


of


zen


and


madness


:


o


)



mp3
















bloody


meaningless


in


the


end


i


don't


think


meaning


has


any


more


meaning

than


meaningless



mp3
















well i am glad to see what i wrote hasn't made any difference, just the usual clichéd wanking from you lot  (ed. batgp comments)


ingrid you flaked out on a reply, but hey kali has already butchered you !


you had a sort of near death experience, possibly a mild stroke, (which i implied in my last post and you haven't denied) but it's not as glamorous as some total nonsense like reincarnation?


you haven't got it right in this lifetime and there is NO NEXT !


don't even know the difference between pyschiatry and physiology do you, both difficult to spell words beginning with “p” of course


you are all so malfunctional that there is deep brain injury like pre diabetes, the foothills of dementia/alzheimers, intellectual retardation, low thyroid of course which you are all clamming up about


funny , i wrote about how you would  react  before you did, which i always take as being a very good sign i am on the the right track!


sorta prophesy if you will !
















the


world


is


not


one


unmitigated


bout


of


sanity


:


o


)
















sotto voce



i


think


i'm


honestly


quite insane


i


think


i'm honestly


quite


insane


i


think


i'm


honestly quite


insane !



mp3
















if


you


transcend


the


notion


of


true


what


do


you


have ?


:


o


)


why


false


of


course !


:


o


)
















i


don't


think


true


voynich


means


something


it's


essentially


meaningless !
















the


taste


of


the


world


is


for


schizophrenia
















the


taste


of


the


world


is


for


schizophrenia !
















this


is


like


the


fucking

hardest


thing


i

have

ever


done


seeing


through


the


voynich


of


religion


craftily


worked


out, yet loose a s a goose the bastards !
















why


do


you


post


so


obsessively


on


advaita boards/blogs ?


brahman


sent


me


:


o


)


(
















all you “awakened” people your first response is to diss what you don't understand, then when it doesn't go away, form networks of opposition !


anything


except


humility !


lastly and firstly keep the eyes closed !


:


o


)


(
















advaita is about brahman


what is brahman?


it is


not


simply


the


absence


of


self !
















yes


i


am


a


nut


but


not


entirely


a


nut


because


i


can


see


some


of


it !


can


you


see


some


of


it ?


my


own


and


yours ?
















yes


i


am


a


nut


but


not


entirely


a


nut


because


i


can


see


some


of


it !


can


you


see


some


of


it ?

















man


i'm


putting


too


much


energy


into


the


world


aren't


i


:


o


)


(
















i don't understand humans, they must be a different species to me, happy tossing particularly wacked out platitudes back and forth with no comprehension that there is some real process of inquiry and observation that they could be doing


another thought is, does originality and creativity have a higher value than repeating the trite and being patted on the back for it and patting others on the back for it?


i can write this but know it won’t make the slightest difference, as i said a different species !
















it


takes


nothing


no


ability


to


breed


just


a


semi


competence


that


carries


on


from


generation


this


is


what


is


hard


and


requires


competence !



mp3
















it


takes


nothing


no


ability


to


breed


just


a


semi


competence


that


carries


on


from


generation


to


generation


this


is


what


is


hard



mp3
















something


works


and


comes


for


you


when


you


are


ready


i


know


it


happened


there


is


no


experiment


just


disaster


upon


disaster!
















my reply to zafu  frog  over something to do with zazen?


honestly, you are a good example of the problem of zazen making for rigid idiots



zafu frog replies


on the contrary andrew. zazen silences the blabbering idiot and allows our deeper wisdom to take centre stage. you should try it.



my reply


you are making a claim, one has to judge for oneself, even the wise are not so foolish to make the claim you are doing



the fucking fraud deleted my posts and now has his blog moderated !


i


ask


you


what


does


zazen


do


to


people


that


they


can't


handle


criticism?



the trouble with zazen is the people who do it all become rigid idiots
















ingrid writes


there’s a memory that’s been with me seemingly for ever that i could never really put into context. there is no person at all in this memory. it goes like this:


there is only a deep, unmoving, silence. then there is a felt sense of movement. that movement becomes a point of light – moving forward through a space like environment and there is a sense of a tone. the point of light turns around to see where it came from and at that moment realizes that it is aware and that what it came from does not seem to be. the sense of separation is there. what is seen of where it came from is like a huge greyish-whitish cloudlike substance. it turns forward again and moves on. the memory stops there.


i have always understood this to be a personal remembrance of what “happened” before “my”coming into this form. this video leaves me wondering if this is not a rememberance of creation coming into being itself as bizarre as that might sound. in that sense it would for me verify that before creation we all were that unmanifested silence and that spark of awareness became the whole manifestation.


i’ve always hesitated to share this memory because it sounds so out there. what think you and how would you interpret such a memory?




ingrid, it's a fiction, being caught up in the fake, don't you think your memories will reflect this?



ingrid replied


andrew do you mean made up by my mind? believe me it isn’t that imaginative



my reply:


i'm not saying it's made up, but rather it's rubbish.


i am glad you replied and are not offended.


you are not reading the right stuff, like brian green's “the hidden reality” is based on string theory and branes which has been discredited in favour of a more buddhist model actually, oscillating universes going down to nothing at the singularity and then being recreated with only limited information about the previous universe coming through


there's a really top level of stuff like emily dickinson, wang wei, sa'di, john of the cross and ug krishnamurti actually


the avaita saints are mediocrities, perhaps with the exception of ramana


so you are just reflecting your reading and intellectual exposure, i mean mediocrity has to come from somewhere, it's 99.99% of everything !



my next reply after she responded again:


ingrid, i have looked at it (her memory/vision) again and it's devoid of any real semantic content, that is, anything that might be in the nature of a coherent vision


you are projecting content onto it of course


you may think you are closed to me, but you are pretty open, i don't retract what i wrote and you can call it “different strokes for different folks” but the reality is the useless meaninglessness of that memory and you can't accept that


which is why of course you are stuck in useless meaninglessness and you know it!


you may have brain injury issues, something akin to migraine aura, cardiovascular whatever? that you have remembered it like that means it is very signficant, but the significance is physiological, some form of damage that has occured or may have been occuring


we are all damaged i guess, but things like advaita and zen try to turn it into some sort of denial of damage, like things get better ha ha !


the house erodes into the landscape, it has always happened that way !



blood circulation restriction in the visual cortex?
















this  homily  just came to me last night when i was thinking about these idiots on the advaita message boards


all talk and no reality



eileens comment :



yeah gosh some of them are really out of it


fluffy fake
















i find people don't change course the only way to help them is to offer a few clues about how to improve the situation
















“ swami venkatesananda tell us that our words have to be truthful, pleasant and helpful. ”


the seventh zen patriarch tells you words must be truthful but can be coiled or muted and unpleasant and as for help, don't have any illusions about that !


very occasionally you will have to be completely untruthful!


i am always minded of a true story about a woman in the channel islands whose sons were involved in the resistance to the germans and when questioned by the gestapo, she could not tell a lie !


it did not turn out well, the family were imprisoned in france, can't remember if the sons were caught and what happened to them !
















when

a


man


looks


on


a


woman


little


does


he


realise


he


is


looking


on

a


species


designed


to


feed


on


him !



if


only


he


weren't


designed


to


offer


himself !


:


o


)
















we


are


separate


universes


but


the


universes

are


still


common


to

a

deeper


reality !
















“ what


is


your


goal


in


life ? ”


disappear


into


a


stream


:


o


)
















if you are looking for some nice state of being called “waking up”


it's another bad dream i am afraid


i think they are looking for some permanent emotionally nice state


lolololololololololol
















there's uncountable grains of sands on the beach and the sea goes through them all the time and what good does it do them?
















if


only


life


was


what


we


are


good


at


but


what


we


are


not


good


at


always


intrudes


:


o


)


(
















leonard  cohen  on  “holy men”    5:07  to 6:57 


can't find a working link, this one was him at mount baldy discussing the religious scene i think : o )



don't be shy  about emailing me a working link : o)


osip7315catbigpondhopcome,  replace cat and hop with the obvious and remove the e  :o)


him as ayounger  man  :o)
















genpo merzel and andrew cohen are 2 con  artists  taken in by their own bullshit


  they are rationalising having subservient slaves, which is the whole guru trick actually !



--------------------


the fall of andrew cohen,  killed  by well publicized feedback on the net about his behavior !


depressing reading  actually,  hubris on all sides  :o()/: o (


don't think the diet helped, what was crashing down didn't really rationally deconstruct and just fell in a destructive heap :o()
















you


know


you're


old


when


you


are


from


a


time


before


personal


trainers !


:


o


(


)
















you


know


you're


old


when


you


are


from


a


time


before


personal


trainers !


:


o


)


(
















which came  first,  the chicken or the egg?


which came first, god or time ?
















which came first, god or time ?
















amma


she's


insane


because


what


she


is


doing


is


insane!



mp3
















amma


she's


insane


because


what


she's


doing


is


insane!



mp3
















  you  are just getting a bit tangled imo and ought to trust more in that space that is the source of all so to speak, it will give the words, but you need to loosen your attachment to a lot of the advaita stuff which is actually wrong or limited ! if you know where it comes from, you just have to trust there's more sense there than you can figure, cause half the time it will sound wrong but won't be
















men


and


women


in

a


relationship


if


they


are


more


similar


they


might


get

along


better


but


be


less

functional

a

s

a

couple


if


they


are


more


different


they


get


along


less


but


are


more


functional !
















i


was


thinking


we


can't


be


together


too


much


or


even


too


close


because

w

e


would


self-


destruct


stars


too


close


together


pulling


each


other


apart !
















i


was


thinking


we


can't


be


together


too


much


or


even


too


close


because

w

e


would


self-


destruct


stars


too


close


together


pulleach


other


apart !
















understanding or enlightenment is a special case of schizophrenia


you have to be very careful you endup as  a sane schizophrenic  and  not insane !


there is this issue of brain default  circuitry


the problem with zazen is not particular to zazen but also occurs with solitude as per the unabomber !


zazen is a way of handling rambunctious monks and passivating them so they take up minimal space and don't make any noise so it's not surprising it is promoted as a spiritual technique !


i don't feel it suits western physiology or the modern life style (read poor cardiovascular health even in the young and apparently fit) and it takes too much ongoing attention during sitting to keep posture


so i think you just discard zazen and move onto the question of getting space and solitude on a daily basis in modern life, walks, sitting in a chair, i like to sit out under the stars  : o )
















brad


warner


seems


to


have


slipped


into


nostalgia


already


:


o


(
















hmm, not familiar with TM but from what i read it involves mentally repeating an meaningless word to yourself


maharashi  explaining


personally i couldn'd do that for more than 20 seconds and i don't think you could rule out some non-benign changes to the brain default circuitry doing that which is perhaps what happened to you (ed. .. “started having all sorts of weird things happen, seeing things that were not there and feeling like i was floating and looking down on myself”)


the problem with zazen is the way it entrains or amplifies well laid neural tracks in the brain, people who do it seem to get damaged more than they were in the first place imo



more


on


the


marahrashi


usual


story


i


guess


:


o


)


(
















denial


of


the


necessity


of


complexity


in


being


effective


is


a

huge


modern


problem !
















denial


of


complexity


is


a

huge


modern


problem !
















all


the


bugs


and


animals


and


bees


are


asking


what


can


i


get


from


you ?
















my advice on zazen (seated meditation), i still am not sure if it's a good idea at all especially from the cardiovascular side but here it is !


be careful, zazen sends some people schizophrenic !


older people should be very careful of the thrombotic aspects of being immobile for a while and having the knees bent !


forget focusing on the breath just let thoughts run and you start to see who you are after a while, not pretty  ; o )


also it's very important to read widely, not just zen but english literature like the poetry of emily dickinson or lewis carroll's  hunting of the snark  or quality religious literature like sa'di's  the rose garden  so the solitude/reflective thought opportunity that zazen may be has something to derail the entrenched thought processes


it needs to be high quality reading, the best across the centuries in good translations if it's not in english


   personally i don't do zazen, but live by myself !
















what an inflated idea of ourselves we must have to “highly recommend” anything


how deficient in personal modesty anyone must be to set themselves up as a teacher !


teaching what? drivel ime !
















i'm not american, is the american way just to flick something off and hope everyone else does the work ?
















i am a blend of none-one and someone

the someone is a bit of a nit at times

i'm not comfortable at all with who i am as someone

the real me as a person with personality always jars

maybe the diff between us is i don't really believe in myself as a real person, but you do more
















with using a voice recorder, you do get used to the sound of your own voice, then the focus just goes on making good first recordings


my voice is gender blurred too, just with use you cease to be self concious about it, one is who one is !


the voice and the poem or homily work together, they are both who you are !
















lord


byron


was


anorexic


unbelievable !


lived 7


years


longer


than


shelly


:


o


(




nothing new about anorexia if you read that link, all those lead poisoned from it's ubiquitous historical use in plumbing, roofing, false teeth, medications, the list is endless !
















is the new story  “clearly looking at reality?”


fictions on fictions


there


is


no


escape


or


is

there ?



comment on jim  flanegin  who is abit comfortable with himself imo  : o )
















leslie writes : “When one wakes up, it is seen that judgmentalness is no longer necessary”


if judgement were composed entirely of good judgement it wouldn't be a problem, the issue is it's natural imperfection and some process of successive approximation to getting it more right !


what you are saying is that you have woken up and have seen that judgementalness is no longer necessary


if my opinion is worth anything to you , you have created a new delusion called “waking up”.


please accept my recommendation to become an advaita teacher


or failing that, do something useful by reading that paramount spiritual text  “ the hunting of the snark ! ”
















there


is

no


set

point


of


enlightenment


or


understanding


except


infinity


itself


you


always


need


to


be


moving


forwards !
















there


is

no


set

point


of


enlightenment


or


understanding


except


infinity


itself


you


personally


always


need


to


be


moving


forwards !
















advaita


and


zen


the

problem


is


not


with


concepts


but


when


they


are


poorly


and/or


inadequately


worked out
















the

problem


is


not


with


concepts


but


when


they

are


poorly


and


inadequately


worked out
















i


can


claim


i


don't

know


but


surely


you


can


see


that


i'm


saying


i


know


i


don't


know !



mp3
















i


can


claim


i


don't

know



but


surely


you


can


see


that


i'm


saying


i


know


i


don't


know



mp3
















i


fatigue


myself


:


o


)



mp3
















i


fatigue


myself


frown



mp3
















infinity


is


infinitely


fresh


SURPRISE !



mp3
















i


think


what


i


like


about


ah


advaita


or


even


new


age


is


it's


much


more


accomodating


to


the


schizophrenic


in


me !


:


o


)


(



mp3
















there


is


another


reality


more


real


than


this



what


it


is


or


how


it


exists


i


don't


know !




mp3
















there


is


another


reality


more


real


than


this



what


it


is


or


how


it


exists


i


don't


know




mp3
















one


meaningful


day


amongst


aeons


of


non-


consequentiality



mp3
















one


meaningful


day


amongst


an


aeon


of


non-


consequentiality



mp3
















why


be


like


a


guppy?



mp3
















the


stupid

hugging


thing


has


severely


curtailed


amma's


development !


she


has


become


a


victim


of

the


financial


needs


of


her


organisation


and


family !



mp3
















the


stupid

hugging


thing


has


severely


curtailed


amma's


development !



mp3
















snow


leopard


the


claws


sink


deep


yes

a


mouse


ran


across


the


sheet !



mp3
















snow


leopard


those


claws


sink


deep


yes

a


mouse


ran


across


the


sheet !



mp3
















red


sky


in


the


east


at


night


and


clear


in


the


west


shepherds


delight


red


sky


in


the


west


in


the


morning


shepherds


warning


(ed. westerly weather systems !)



mp3
















one


day


so


meaning-


full


all


the


rest


so

meaningless
















one


day


so


meaning -


full


the


rest


so

meaning-

less !
















red


in


the


east


at


night


shepherds


delight


red


in


the


west


in


the


morning


shepherds


warning



mp3
















you


just


have


to


put


everything


aside


and


go


for


the


copper


beech



mp3
















i


sorta


get


burnt


out


eventually


it


takes


quite

a

bit


to


make


me


get


sick


of


something


:


o


)


(
















 soliloquy  on getting the state out of vaccine fiat, but they should be funding a heap more research to make vaccines safer
















unfortunately


vaccine


damage


is


not


creating


true


autism


let


me


make


clear


that


i


don't


think


any


form


of


damage


is


desirable


but


true


autism


has


a

strong


ability


to


give


exceptional


function


with


severe


damage


but


it


has


to


occur


in


the


womb


with


family


genetics


that


facilitate !
















autism


is


the


base


condition


of


reality


the


deconstructed


condition


people


think


that


they


are


the


base


condition


but


they


are


not


they


are


constructed


away


from


the


base


condition


when

you


deconstruct


that


you


get


to


the


base


condition


which


is


autistic
















the


first


thing


is


no-one


is


entirely


right


or


wrong


so


we


are


all


having


to


deal


with


each

other

a

s


abit


of


a


mixed


bag !



mp3
















i get this sense of a huge repressed violence with this  man , that of course may simply be the way he is !


typical of the half and half voynich around !  a passivated wolf?
















the


net is just nested and open ended arrays of  links  : o )
















eye - opening  about hare krishna
















very interesting about those victorian scientists and their  poetry , just shows people used to be more rounded once!


what scientist would write like that today   :  o  (
















it's


all


free


you


idiot


i


couldn't


make


money


if


you


paid


me


:


o


)


(


sarah writes on batgp  “ of course, this takes more time than you probably have and are already giving so much freely ”


meaning rick, but of course it's applicable to all of us !


that is, why are we involved in this except to get it right ?


ultimately there is a direct communication with infinity, what this is is hard to understand and recognise but it's there and happens and compared to which the stuff about teachers and their pathetic claims is offensive and so actually are you, but actually this is always how reality has treated god/brahman/infinity ,  it is offensive


if you lot of airheads actually started to say ,  “ well you make sense ”  i would worry what i had got wrong !


it's not that these guys/teachers are benignly misguided, there's a huge toxicity to their mistakeness and i am calling them on it and you don't like it and they are h i d i n g which says a lot


it has always amused me that christians don't really believe in god or that direct seeing and zens don't believe in the same with buddha and now it's obvious that advaita don't believe in brahman or the seeing and being cause they all create these stupid fancy systems that have no relation to anything whatsoever !


i was offering serious advice on menopause ,  estridiol   HRT    is a gift that some women need to consider to remain alive, for instance i don't think katie byron would be alive or where she is today today without having done it


menopause is an intentional crippling by evolution of the supercharged form of human, with intelligence and a practical working to reduce the probability of cancer it's a viable option for those wishing to escape that downsizing !


at the end of the day there is something and it's not what the teachers are talking about and why all your energy goes into defending what is not defensible i do not know except that is how things occur !
















i


am


not


here


to


inform


you


you


are


here


to


inform


me !



mp3
















advaita


an


education


in


the


wrong


sort


of


insanity !



mp3
















practices


do

not


approach


infinity


they


only


move


away


from


it


at


the


same


rate !



mp3
















like


the


voynich


manuscript


the


senseless


repeating


patterns


advaita


is


voynich



mp3
















you


don't


think


you


have


got


the


wrong


end


of


the


stick


in


your


rush


to


be


negative ?
















the


right


sun


and


HRT


it's


scary


you


have


improved


so


much !


* kiss *
















i know of no more depressing activity than this sort of writing, it's unreal, pointless, problematic in effect and has no income !
















one of the great movie  scenes  have always remembered it tho i remembered nothing else of the film, so thematic of autistic life, the real get killed but the autistic invisibles survive tho they lose everything dear  :  o  )  (


possibly the real  event
















i think that's a terrific interview by  alan  who has a real talent for it, but mass hugging like that is too dangerous to health these days
















anything


that


asks


you


to


subvert


your


judgement


to

another


is


quite


quite


wrong !
















“ Judgement is not going to get one to … allowing.

Allow allow allow. ”


soren that is actually part of the LGAT con (large group awareness training), you know suspend judgement and be a sucker


i don't take a benign view of you for saying that, it's really toxic and self-serving, i don't know what you are involved in ! you don't have a web id either !
















yeah that's interesting about kundalini,  he  explains it well, but it is a fallacy that the divine or absolute is active in that sort of way or can be so directed by what is effectively a practice !


lol the usual featherheads posting in the comments section of that video, naturally lobotomised i'd say : o )
















i think it's basic there's no formula, it's mainly in the brain and circumstance !
















the point about people getting rich is they have some sort of limitation, like being successfull, you can really only understand if you completely fail at everything, it's that sort of disappointment with life


i'm hard to beat on the failing actually : o )


i do feel that byron and tolle are sorta fraudulent but that's no different from 99.99% of any religious teachers !


so that's my objection to them, not that they're rich but they are fraudulent, but as i say..........


what i do think is wrong on a personal level is me/you funding that sort of thing in any way !


now the effect of the loss of hormones at menopause is hugely variable, some women seem to at least scrape through but a fair portion are absolutely devasted by it, for those i have a  discussion  about the form of HRT that works and how to reduce the cancer risk, like there is this view that cervical and breast cancer are symptoms of iodine deficiency


byron katie was on HRT in her darkest days in the halfway house when the roach experience occurred, without it, i don't think she would have had the brain growth to transmute that to where she is today !
















so


where's


snow


leopard


gone?


it's


little


cardboard


picture


burnt up ?
















katie byron is one of the best and most polished “exponents” of what is called “large group awareness training”, all the guru's use it tho and it's a deliberate manipulation inducting an illusory intimate or personal relationship, i mean it works and brings the cash in but it's not what anyone authentic would do !


using words conveying an inappropriate level of intimacy in talks, close up photos on the web, like you would only ever see a person that close up ever if you were about to kiss them, it's all quite deliberate and just designed to catch those who fall for it !


you get all sorts of other social control going on, group think and alienation of dissenters


where they are running into trouble now is the net is permitting real criticism, like this blog (ed. batgp)


there's some really good stuff on the web about it, don't be sucked in !
















byron katey has a really nice house/palatial apparently , all trimmed out in white she's obviously obsessed with the colour


what i like about her is she is quite mad and totally non-consequential and leaves a swath of well deserved damage where-ever she goes


personally i would not be part of promoting her money making machine !


i think more basically she's formulaic and it just does not work !


women are at a huge disadvantage, when their hormones go, so do their brains, tho i think byron katie is on HRT of some sort or was ?
















with rick archer there is a direct synergy, with brad warner there isn't, tho a significant indirect synergy !
















if you stop pushing other people as proxies for your own understanding , where do you stand?


that's really fundamental , i don't think anyone who really understands what this is about can possibly push the notion of teaching or even knowing better than another person, even though they may, it's all such a mixed up uneven brickbat !


i'm really appreciating rick a bit more, he's really into that, not arrogant like most of those he interviews, he must have noticed they don't learn from him and they should !


whats wrong ? like me taking the time to make a serious suggestion to john sherman about something and offer email contact but he deleted my post on his web site and no contact, yet i feel he understands somethings well, but he's got stopped somewhere !


amma who is almost top of the heap, yet sorta caught up in something unhealthy


ciaran healy, good insight to a certain level but i feel he's not eating properly or something, brain sort of failing on him (needs fish oil ?)


karen richards deleted my post about her using clichés, she has all the patheticness of a failed “love bomber” lol


no zennites taking up my challenge for “dharma combat” on the 7th patriarch zen blog (which extends to advaita btw)


you read the old stories, the real adepts didn't behave like this, they were in boots and all !


just a bunch of domestic cats really now !
















infinity


is

a

s

tangible


as


flowers


in


a


vase


it

needs


to


vibrate


in

you


constantly


:


o


)
















eckhart tolle always appears in highly protected enviroments of agreement, if you don't understand what that means think about it !
















i think it's important for males doing this work to have sustained periods of no emission and no or minimal contact with women.


it gives or helps give the intense focus needed !


wether it's healthy for your protsate is another question !
















if


you


chisel


a


statue


out


of


rock


you


can


make


any


shape

but


it


won't


be


that


animated !



mp3
















you are mad advice for amma (short) advice for amma (full)
accepting being mad caught no aptitude advaita teachers
statue out of rock seinfield amma interview this spiritual business
amma interview video