chronological order is from the bottom to the top of the page
audio files are best listened to with the eyes closed !
rowan atkinson satirizes doctor who
leonard cohen has become demented
absolute crap, suffering the usual zen/advaita delusions, lack of smarts about life , all the same problem, his accountant (a woman) ripped off his cash you know
a
prophet
is
without
honour
in
his
own
country
otherwise
he'd
be
hanged
those
pesky humans
trying
to
keep
me
away
well
i
can
still
bite
ed. reply to
empathetic
to
humans
than
humans
are
to
their
own
species
poised to make the most benefit and least hassle of the needed opportunity in the window it presents itself
poised to make the most benefit of the opportunity when it occurs
i can “explain” using words, what it was like to watch my son being born...but as I peered upon his screaming little face for the first time...it was beyond words.
and my own writings
it's a fundamental misapprehension to think there are no words because words are memory and it's the alignment and identity of memory with the actuality of infinity, the absolute, buddha or god or whatever you want to call it that it's all about
if your experiences and understanding are real then buddha will give you exciting, fresh and interesting words of understanding and you won't have to repeat voynich crap like bad translations of the tao te ching and dogen
i have been challenging you's here for that evidence for quite a while, but none of you can provide it and are not with a cooee of any originality that speaks what it is about
you don't work and splat out the clichés, when you start to write and think for yourself that's when you start!
i have never had that sort of experience without some words that may be tagged immediately or latently
afterwards which is a reflection of some deep schismic shift in understanding that is beyond this world : o ) !
if that understanding shift doesn't occur, the experience is not valid, and since you lot all talk wrong minded crap you are all getting some reverse effect since it's sending you as fast as you can go in the wrong direction
something to be proud of for sure : o )
my vision with the sixth patriarch was tagged with “all things are a manifestion of the buddha dharma”
this was authentic because it puts the distance of manifestation between “all things” and “buddha dharma”
all the synthesized mystical advaita and zen experiences come with with the false claim
that “all things” ARE the “buddha dharma” which is rubbish
when you have had this experience, it is totally overwhelming so that all the crap artists in the world like yourself and the rest of crud here on the net and in reality mouthing their facile nonsense do not make the slightest dent !
in the end that direct communication is all that matters and that's what i tell whereas you lot just synthesise crap, getting it very wrong and pretending, all for what ?
absolute fucking schizs, vacant arseholes, well that's already known : o )
that direct communication always places me ten million moves ahead and anyone with half a brain would see it, but you smelly blind shavepates limp blindly on : o )
khru, you are a breeder, i am sure in the lights of human experience, watching your child being born is profound, but that is shallow compared to the deep mystical experiences, i can't put it any other way
i am childless and lifewise too autistic to have been a parent (i had the sense and luck to avoid that crucifiying road)
your first efforts go to your family, mine to infinity and that's the difference
you are stuck getting the wrong end of a celibate paradigm and the paradigm which is essentially what is covered by wisdom literature like the wisdom of jesus son of sirach you won't walk down, that's road that is open for you, but you yourself hold that door tightly shut
what more can i say, you will never let it go and think your son's birth the depth of mystical experience
human view i am afraid
oh
well
i
guess i am writing out, what
i
never
would
have
other
wise
is you can learn better on the internet
get
in
debt
for
fools
gold?
retards mortgaging their lives for worthless degrees, really the quality of american education just sucks!
ed. reply to a usual hello poetry depression angst poem
i bet i never hear from him, no doubt he will zone it out with zazen !
came whiffling through the tulgey wood,
and burbled as it came! ”
reply
he starts with a really good lewis carroll quote, you can feel the power and presence of the writing and he uses that to validate the crap that comes afterwards, the pure voynich of his distorted quote of poe
and the voynich chang tzu !
it's really bad and mean spirited and takes the authentic (lewis caroll) and pollutes it with the inauthentic, his own shit and the chang tzu
you wanking sicko mark!!!!!!
F-U-C-K the way you bought into bloody bullshit and nonsense and promulgate it sucking of the originality and real thought of lewis carroll and poe, means you are the lowest of the low, you are like a diseased leper compared to the light and discernment of dodgson and poe !
call me a jabberwock ; o )
there's a context there that you don't have
what can look a bit spacy to you is highly contextualized and allusive
there's awhole vocabularly that is not that accessible to you
there is alot of literary and historical context to christianity and “god”
spell spiel phonetically
“grunt buddhism” just be and don't think
they actually remove the only road
available to them !
that's the book for the wisdom of jesus son of sirach, not any old book in the bible
and those who can explain
do not know…
renounce brilliance
abandon ingenuity
forget about words and ideas
empty and follow the ancient path… ”
therefore reject teachings as they are a load of crap, do not renounce brilliance or ingenuity as these are giftings of infinity and forget about emptying and following the ancient path as this is a
fiction : o )
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ed. i found out later the quote (tao te ching chapter 56) is from a piss poor translation by one of the usual pygmies that seem to float around now, one ray grigg !
i don't think much of ray grigg as a translator, the usual poor schema overriding any sense or feeling for the text so characteristic of teachers and academics
i have re-translated it (from) more directly to what makes sense, much more like a western wisdom tradition actually
don't be ruled by appetites or sentimental foolishness
beware of wielding a sharp sword, those cut are resentful
work to simplify things
tall poppies get cut down, be careful
friends can be nore fatal than enemies ”
it's the touching of infinity that's the freedom, of course it takes quite abit of working through in real life and actually a lot of luck as well !
keeps prisoner
his own heart
i walk alone
my heart is free : o )
it's
hard
to
tell
the
difference
post 50 is not a benign world and you need to be proactive to avoid the problems ; o )
behind the scenes clip
in the end, what they make needn't conform to any semblance or similitude of quality thinking, internal consistency
the entire movie could have been a dalek going around in an eternal circle and perhaps it was?
i offered my compendium and bcd advice to donna willams and amanda baggs many years ago, but oh they knew better, rather than give any attention they banned me
time
has
shown
i
don't
wish
them
ill
but
by
god
they
are
an
example
of
what
happens
when
the
road
of
willful
ignorance
is
taken
whatever else life is, fairness is not on that list : o )
i think the good were lucky to die young once now it drags on indefinitely in some
murderous state : o (
if and when it happens to me, if i hang around, then know me for a fake !
well i saw you too, years before we met , a sort of a vision in the jackaroo, driving back from gawler, you were sitting beside me
that's who one writes for
even a few generations like les murray
because there's no-one like us in our generation we think there's no-one else, but history and writing shows there are others
it's a very different paradigm
look we differ, if there is to be a workable relationship then there has to be more live and let live
i am getting more confident and less the usual “competent depressive” supporting others in their idioacy
because they are fuckwits in ther shells that don't want to see outside themselves : o )
“ if you read this, leave one word on how we met. only one word, then copy this to your wall so i can leave a word for you. please don't add your word and not bother to copy ”
lol, bit of a one way street isn't it, you entertain them and they don't do anything except write
their own stuff : o )
i couldn't find one reply that had copied to their “wall”, even her mother who had some excuse about not understanding how to copy : o )
what is it about you suzanne that they are afraid to have your word on their wall?
too violating of personal boundaries ? clams who don't like their shells tapped?
54,000 views and what do we get here, a schizophrenic applying once every two months who willfully doesn't read the agreement, yet begs for help to “get rid of the mercury”
he oversimplifies but basically it's not too far off
his recommendation of 8000iu daily tho is way too high imo, more like 500 to 1000iu, tho people's absorbtion and need varies considerably : o )
yeah the solarmeter 6.4 is the way to go ! vitamin D can be made right down to a sun altitude of 40 degrees, it just becomes more penal : o )
(ed. a commenter on foxton's blog blathering the usual “vast openess” and “I think that people naturally realise that we are all in this together and also that we naturally want to help and make a positive contribution during our limited time on the planet” )
frightened of the sniping that you cannot put a name to what you say?
suzanne foxton is a real person who is not afraid to show her life in an intelligent way and really it's a discussion with herself, helping her and us to see things : o )
why don't you endless twits in advaita get that hiding identities and blabbing blabbling the falsely
abstract is nothing but a self con?
you may as well get it right as wrong : o )
advaita is the same as zen, it's the world's biggest collection of mice i have ever
seen : o )
mice frightened at the shadow of a cat get impaled on the real claws of their timidity about the wrong
things : o )
whereas that anonymous guy is to timid to say who he is (steven?)
basically “spiritual investigation” involves some transparency about who we are and our lives but the zen and advaita wankers hide their identities
in real life you may know who they are, but they still shield themselves and their lives by the most bleary confuscating bullshit : o )
experience
doesn't
teach,
the
advice
of
others
doesn't
teach,
it's
only
the
development
of
a
theory
of
mind
that
teaches
experience
doesn't
teach
the
advice
of
others
doesn't
teach
it's
only
the
development
of
a
theory
of
mind
that
teaches
experience
doesn't
teach
the
advice
of
others
doesn't
teach
it's
only
the
development
of
a
theory
of
mind
that
teaches
experience
doesn't
teach
the
advice
of
others
doesn't
teach
it's
only
the
development
of
a
theory
of
mind
that
teaches
you think you are quoting dogen, but it's a voynichy mistranslation
“ the mind is the sky, the stars, the clouds, the stones ”
there is no mind, the sky, stars, stones and clouds are themselves : o )
( ed. “practice” is some retarded zen notion, about what i am not sure what ? self and life improvement HA HA ! )
however, there is valid work
what i would say is “as it is” is actually a mis-interpretation of this work, that really “as it is” is not some goldfish or drunkards state of being present
so that's all it's really about, zen, advaita, mysticism, this work, tho there are some things that flow from that, but imo it's really better to discover those things oneself !
so what is central is this sort of objective questioning and sorting out and it needs a substantial amount of solitude, writing and reading
the point of unicorns is they are part of an imaginary universe that at it's best includes the hunting of the snark and alice in wonder land, that is, it is complementary and even surpasses the real
zen is overfocused on “reality” and misses this huge imaginary dimension that is
so important : o )
you ask about my practice or whatever, in fact my life overall is much more akin to dogen and the celibate tradition which is why of course i have this edge over contemporary zen practioners caught in the conflict between family and relationship demands and attentions and affections and the extreme abrogation of life that zen and advaita are fundamentally about
so zen as currently practiced is a misapplication of an approach that is now not fitting the modern world at all, which is why it is in such a bad state now
notions of teachers are crazy, and being guided, really what's around now is quite second rate, ku san sumin was the last quality zennist : o )
when you are in zen, you are in a crayfish pot, all the spines against you to get out, but they can be negotiated and release obtained : o )
nishijma is not up to par, that's probably where things are at for you and the other nutters in that
group : o )
you have to step up to the real level which is kusan, the sixth and seventh patriarchs, heraclitis and epictetus, sappho, keats, emily dickinson, sa'di
you just inch forward and that's pretty how much it goes
zen retreats only work if there is a reasonable gap in one's understanding compared to the teacher/retreat leader and i was fortunate when i started zen to attend retreats with john loori, who tho a bit schizpohrenic did provide sufficient gap for something to happen and then later toni packer, but you need to have a good reading span as well, like john of the cross and catherine of sienna, the cleary bro's translation of the blue cliff record
understanding is all over the place, like the lyricist of enya, roma ryan has some sort of understanding, it's quite apparent in the lyrics
objectively, what is life, how does it really work, blind breeders vainly trying to impose themselves on infinity?
how is infinity tangible?
when you start to work on these questions the world becomes alien to you and you to
it : o )
ok, no-one is going to read the way i am able to, or get the solitude in the same quantities or perhaps be as consistently unsuccessful and survive : o )
it's really that solitude and the simply vast amounts of time living that way that shows “being present” or “things as they are” to be a fraud and voynich, whereas from a busy schedule and fragmented attention it might seem attractive
i would actually challenge you to present a living zen (or advaita or anything of that mystical religious nature) teacher that really knows what he is talking about, so if you purport to learn from the blind how can you see?
there’s
no
point
in
calling
a
schizophrenic
a
schizophrenic
is
there ?
finally
get
it
i'm
right
you're
wrong
so
what
can
i
do
except
leave
singing
this
song ?
audio i
finally
get
it
you're
right
i'm
wrong
so
what
can
i
do
except
leave
singing
this
song ?
audio unwilling crazy world 1 crazy world 2 crazy world 3 awakening
the above quote from
jesus christ herman melville is good, this is very very deep !
its rather amazing to be able to pull up on the web that palm tree that melville saw and even his dairy entry of seeing it !
... numerous terraces, balconies - solitary Date Palm - mid-way in precipice - Good bye.....
(from the introduction of page xxv )
below is an extract from “redburn. his first voyage” where melville is recounting a childhood experience
“ for i very well remembered staring at a man myself, who was pointed out to me by my aunt one sunday in church, as the person who had been in stony arabia, and passed through strange adventures there, all of which with my own eyes i had read in the book which he wrote, an arid-looking book in a pale yellow cover.
“see what big eyes he has”, whispered my aunt, “they got so big, because when he was almost dead with famishing in the desert, he all at once caught sight of a date tree, with the ripe fruit hanging on it.”
upon this, i stared at him till i thought his eyes were really of an uncommon size, and stuck out from his head like those of a lobster. i am sure my own eyes must have magnified as i stared. when church was out, i wanted my aunt to take me along and follow the traveler home. but she said the constables would take us up, if we did; and so i never saw this wonderful arabian traveler again. but he long haunted me; and several times i dreamt of him, and thought his great eyes were grown still larger and rounder; and once i had a vision of the date tree ”
a counterbalancing review
yes, i think the outcome could have been quite different with adequate dietary intervention like abit of fish oil and people who understood autism
sadly the world is mostly the sort of people who flagged the very useful review
above as “ unhelpful ”
well of course it's during pregnancy that taking fish oil will have the most significant effect, but
there's nothing said about digestive difficulties or diet or vaccines in that account !
i think she's autistic rather than aspergers because of the way she could read so early which means a super competent wiring of the brain's visual function
the problem with medicine is most doctors are in it for the money and they are not concerned with general good health and avoiding problems, just mixed result repairs of things that have gone badly wrong !
ken jones is married
there's quite a difference in intensity which is why ken jones seems vapid and disconnected and john does not
i do think that zen is severely off the rails in it's trying to apply what is really a celibate approach
to “the suburbs”
of course you (ed. harry) will no doubt write this off as my “ignorance”
interestingly i think your contact with john has affected you, some more real idea of what it might be about, or at least an idea of what it might look like : o )
your husband (ed. christopher foxton) might enjoy
it's really the most rip roaring story i have ever read
it's so different and so exciting that it shakes the boundaries a bit which i am sure
he doesn't need : o )
my point is that “being in it” is an illusion, and people fall into that trap because there is a step to take there are steps to take that don't sit well with this world and one can only agree with melville's observation of jerusalem
“ the whole thing is half melancholy, half farcical like all the rest of the world ”
cadences a bit like larry eigner actually
a synthesized awakening experience
“ pulling myself up from the floor, where i had been curled in fetal position, still sobbing, i poured what was left of me into a wing back chair ”
yeah wing back is about the quality of it
: o )
maybe he had a stroke cause they end up closed like clams, of course in zen they are already closed like clams before kensho ! : o )
a synthesized awakening experience
“ pulling myself up from the floor, where i had been curled in fetal position, still sobbing, i poured what was left of me into a wing back chair ”
yeah wing back is about the quality of it : o )
maybe he had a stroke cause they end up closed like clams, of course in zen they are already closed like clams before kensho ! : o )
some sages get grasshoppers, i get canetoads !: o )
surely god and christ are not about belief, but the actual seeing of them in life and reality and what is of concern is wether a religious myth is true ?
false beliefs are not harmless and they distort and de-emphasise our lives in favour of something quite toxic !
this website pretty well covers the arguments against the historical reality of jesus, it's really quite aggressive in being anti, i wouldn't go that far, but basically it's well researched and not really arguable
pontius pilate existed as prefect of judea, there is a a stone with his name on it, by a tiberium built by him, which tells us what sort of man he was and not like the mythical account at all : o )
inferiors 1 | inferiors 2 |
life foolish fancy 1 | life foolish fancy 2 |
life foolish fancy 3 | life foolish fancy 4 |
A
N
K
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R
S
writing soft nonsense only gives the wolves the scent of a kill i am
afraid : o )
i notice dogen's like this as well
bit more than catharsis, but some very proactive building of the brain and thought : o )
is with jayce's moderation the dynamic of your blog has changed, there is a fundamental thread of the most putrid insanity embedded in it now and even you can see how sick it is !
how long before you are going to realise this and make changes?
guess
is
never, but
it's
an
interesting
long
term
project
to
see
what
happens
you
know,
why
rub
up
against
cane
toads
if
you
don't
have
to
go the new hczb : o )
living proof of the existance of lobotomies for imagination : o )
filled with treasure; i am the only one who knows what they know
when i die, they will lose their stories and forget their secrets ”
yeah, makes one thoughtful : o ) (