This page is hidden because it holds some of my thoughts that I don't know if I want to share, but I need to write them down.

1.  There have been times, when I am away from her for too long, and I start thinking about her.  But for some reason I always end up crying cause I am not with her.    5/1/04

2.  I love her more than I have loved anyone or anything...My only problem with this is that I feel I love her way more that she loves me.   5/1/04

3.  Man I am about to cry just by thinking about her.         5/1/04

4.  I have cried many nights just thinking of her,  But it is never cause im sad.  It's always cause im happy.  5/1/04

5.  After Talking with her for hours in the car one night I went from thinking I could spend the rest of my life with her to Knowing that I will spend it with her.      6/25/04

6.  She told me that she has a crush on her next door neighbor and this really scared me because she can be with him anytime and I am only able to see her every once in awhile 7/??/04

7.  While sitting in her car I started to cry because of #6 but I couldn't tell her why I was really crying  7/17/04  

8.  She slept at my house and to wake up and see her sleeping by me was one of the happiest moments since we have been together  7/17-18/04

9.  I want to ask her to be my wife so bad,  But not being financially able to support her or even myself I will just have to wait until I can support her