aPRiL /03

Tuesday, April 1st

Woahhhh happy April fools day!! hehe. Ahh! Today my head was spinnning and it sucks! Argh! heheh Awww Matt got me a rose yesturday! He is such a sweetheart, and I have more picture of him now! Most of them are when he got his rainbow hawk lol. He is so cute! weeeee =D.

I stayed home today too. Me hungie..I think I am going to make pancakes...omg LMAO Ashley has a black eye lol. That hilarious.

hehe I get to see Matt today! hooray! I am nervous about going to eat with his family =S I hate sitting at tables and everyone just stares at you! Arghh. me going not tho ttyl bye bye *hugs too all*

Saturday, April 5th

Janel sleep over yesturday. We watched Lord of the Rings. Wow longgggg movie! haha omg, then in the middle of the night, everything in my house was going on and off and going crazy and ahhh! it was so creepy.

Owieeeee, I just streached my ear a few minutes ago...it hurts! lol. I went to quick..meh, the pain is gone now. Janel and I are just talking about the fact we are going to get our eyebrows piercing at the same time...if my mom would let me =@. Jesus fucking christ. why can't she losen up. It's just a piercing. It's fucking pisses mee off. She doens't own my body. I am going to get my ear brow pierced no matter what. Fuck her, she can't control me. And she says that's it because it's ugly and she has to look at me. Well it's not like she talks to me much. She doesn't care about me much. I can't have a normal conversation. She is like the people at my school who are bitches. They don't know you but they judge you. My dad is the opposite. I can talk to him about anything. He wont love me less or more. I am going now...hehe I get too see Matt =D yay! ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*

Tuesday, April 8th

Weee, hmmm, well umm my brother might be moving back with us. My mommy wants to know how I feel about it, I don't relaly care, but it will be werid, because I sort of like living just with girls...amkes me comfertable. but it's all good I guess. My mom is stillk isn't sure because he hasn't really changed. I want to tell my mom I smoke, but then she wont trust me, and she will act like I will steal her ciggarettes or something. But I don't, even if I am nicking out, I don't because I have earned her trust. And ya, but also she will tell me to quit, groud me and all this stuff, and it's too hard for me to quit, it relaxes and calms me down, if I don't ahve a ciggarette I get pissed off. I wish she would just let me smoke. Like by me my packs, I dunno, I know she wouldn't tho, she thinks I am will smoke them all, give them to Alex or to others. If I had my own pack, I would give them out, and I would smoke a ciggarette when I needed one. But that will never happen. There is a wall between us. If it was my dad, he would understand, and he would still trust me...not that he would approve, just want to know why. bah..

I miss Matt already. He made me a collage of KoRn! it's so awesome and it was so sweet of him. And he gave me a KoRn poster...whoaaa gift day or what. bah, he didn't half to tho. there are some new pics of him and I http://paperdoll_freak.tripod.com/photo

School is boring I hate it so much. and I am getting sick and tired of it, arghhhhh. And I got a feeling I am going to get jumped soon. I know it. I can feel it inside of me. I need to cast a spell. but I am going to go now. ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*

Thursday, April 10th

Hehhe boo urns! Matt jusr left an hour ago. I miss him already. =(. I wish I could just lay right beside him and fall asleep. I want Staturday to come so I can see him again. hehe and the 15th is 1 month for us....wow. I can't believe it's been one month already... I ahve not much to talk about, me going to go now tho. ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*

Wednsday April 16

Clicky poocame voer today....and yesturdya was 1 month for Matt and I..woahhh I didn't realize how fast it's been...hehe =) when Click and I went to the coffe shop, I ran into Amber and Jr. aka Maddy...weee it was fun! They are coming to my party now. hooray! I am going now because I don't have much to say and I am stoned right now...weeeeeeeee ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*

Monday, April 21st

Argh school tomrrow! hehe Matt came over eysturday =) =) =) I was so happy =D I was so happy, I miss him so much. He stayed till around 11:30, I wish he could have stayed longer =(.

I can't wait to get my eyebrow pierced with Giggles! We are going to do rock, paper, sissors lol, to see who goes first. It's going to kick ass! they are going to be friendship eyebrow rings. When mine eyebrow ring heals I want to get spikes or soemthing =D hehe. I am so excited.

My party is this week, I got the room half clean. and the stero set up. We jsut got to move some stuff around and we are done! hehe hopfully my party goes well . I am not drunking tho, because I need to save my money for the eyebrow ring.

Have you noticed the new layout. hehe it's pertty uh werid...if you look at the borders it's peoples faces hehe odd odd..but me going to go now...ttyl bye bye *hugs too all*

Friday, April 25th

Woahhhhhhh today is my b-day! I skipped my afternoon classes with Giggles so we could get our eyebrows pierced....hehe and they are pierced now. Giggles was suppose to go first, but we got to go at the same time. I had a girl. Giggles twitched the first time with caused her to bleed. and then she twitched again. but in the end she had it pierced...it looks good on her, it suits her. he bead matches her nose ring (black) and mine matches my nose ring (silver) hehe I was like :o that's aweomse! hehe. After we got it pierced walked down town and caught the bus back to school. He were showing everyone, hehe. Then we walked home wtih Corey, we hang out wtih him for a bbit teill Terry and Brandon came by to get a map from me and my phone number. Then after a bit we left to go home, Giggles had to babysit and Corey and I hang out at my house. He listened to music, and he help me set up a few things around, I think I am ready to have a birthday! yay! hehe. *sigh* Now I miss Matt, I want to see him. ='(. I get to see him tomorrow tho =D I can't fucking wait.....he is the most incredibly guy ever!! I am so fregging lucky. hhehehehe me going now, ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*

*LiTTLe_GoTHiC* HaPPY B-DaY To Me!!!

Thursday, April 3rd

Ahh! No more food tomorrow! ='(, I am doing the the 30 hours famine tomorrow. *tear* I am going to miss you food, for 30 hours! Me hungie right now too lol, I don't know what to eat.

I might be seeing my Sweetheart Matt tonight! =D, yay! I am doing Jackass shit Saturday and Seeing Matt Saturday Also. Tomorrow might be a snow day =D =D =D I so can't wait it it is!! yes yes yes! Me hope it's going to be a snow day! lol. I am going to go now tho, I am on the hunt for food, I might make muffins...mmm ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*

Sunday, April 6th

Tralalala, I just came back from the mall a while ago. I wanted to go see Matt at his work, but everyone dind't want to go and were too lazy =(. Argh, at least I get to see him tomorrow =). Damn stupid time going up one hour lol. I got up at 12:40, haha. We got kicked out of La Senza because MJ wanted to try on bras and thongs lol. The MJ yells out " This is the last time I shop here!" lol, and Steph and I got a hug from the Easter bunny. T-hehehe. it was funny. I am cold! =|. My mommy ordered chinesse food...mmm. So I am going to go, she is going to pick it up and come back with food! lol hooray! ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*

Wednsday, April 9th

Well I am back at my dad's. My mom kicked me out...weeeeeeeee! I don't care, I was going to move here in the summer anyways. I don't know what to say....boo urns. I don't knoww hat to talk about. I want to get my stuff tho from my mom's argh. I just don't want to see her tho. She is being a bitch like I said, which is the reason I got kicked out. She acts like she can kick kids out whenever. bah...Me going tho...ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*

Sunday, April 13th

Woahh, this week has gone by so fast.. Iw as going to write yesturday but I was realy achy.

Friday & Saturday ; famine started at 7:00am April 11th, and ended at 1:00pm April 12th: I took the city bus home to get my stuff ready for the 30 hour famine and then took a transfer to another bus to get to Janel house. I get there and we are just waiting for Janel's p.'j pants to dry. Then we get there put our stuff away walk around and ran into Corey at the rockclimbing area. Giggles tried out the climbing area and she was pretty scraed she was gong to fall. Then Corey and I faught for like 3 minutes. haha I ahd to take out my belly button ring, and Corey not thinking as usually tried to attck me hile I was putting it back in. I almost lost my ball to the banana barbell. Then Giggles and I left to have snow cones, mmmm. Haha Wayne World was on t.v " We got 5000 dollars!" LOL. Funny. Then Giggles and I jus walked for a bit talking to people then we didn't this newspaper contest, and someone kicked Giggles and she kicked them back. I got punched in the back of the head from some kid....I'LL KILL! haah. Then we watched bands. Giggles and I at first were the only ones dancing and moshing and skanking. Giggles said she dind't know how to skank..boo urns.. (IT'S SO EASY GIGGLES! LOL). And they have a pic of us doing this dance thing for the year book, haha there is going to be so much pics of Giggles and I from the famine lol. Then after the little mini concert thinggy, we danced in the halls with Giggles cd player conectted to computer speakers lol. People thought we were crazy or something lol. Then figging Squirley wounld hang out wth us, him being an ass, just ditched us, and he never introduced us or anythihng. I don't care anymore, if he is going to be an ass, fine. be one. Anyways we played bop it and shit lol...And Ano kept losing and he said he would stop playing it but he never did, haha. Later that night I braided Terry's mullet and put pony tails in them. lol yes we have a pic fot that too. and we walked around for a bit then we pulled out the blow-up doll...omg I forget what they called him ='( it was some gay spanish name lmao. it was so funny. but then Giggles spazed out on us for just as a joke trying to get a pic of her with it...I thoguht it was quite childish for her to spaz out on a blow-up doll. we have pics of the doll with people sleeping and shit lmao, omg, Brandon kept going in the girls area with the doll screaming and hitting the blow up doll at some girls tent LMAO...He is so hilariousm \\, also in the guys area we were going in because he wanted someone to smell his shoe, and some guy passes by him and is like "Who the fuck are you" brandon: "fuck you...run!!!" and we ran, lmao. it was so funny. anwyays I was getting tired and going to go to sleep and some asshole stole my sleeping bag, argh so I stayed p with the guys and took Terry's coat and slept on that. Brandon passed out first and snores really loud lol. and as he sleeps he mubbles lol. and then I passed out, I think I woke up about 8 times because people were throwing shit at me lol. I woke up one time to Andrew pulling the back of my pants down to put the muscle stimulator on me. haha I was like pervert, and I smacked him. haha. Then in the morning...well aorund like 7:00 I guess since I feel asleep around 6:00 haha, I woke up iwth Brandon guitar playing right infront of my face and the guys dragging me down the hall lol. Ya we got up, I was in pain and shit, lol and then we just walked around and I tried to fall asleep lol, and Giggles and I waiting for the feast. hah some fucking feast...grrrrrrrr me so angry. lol..then Terry gave us 4 twikines each, what a nice fellow. My dad picked us up and droped Giggles off at home, and I got home, had a drink and then played on the cmp0uter till I was ready to pass out. I got up around 6:00 waiting for Matt's call...and he never came here till like 7:45..grrrrrr...I could have slept lol. Matt came over and we watched The 7 Heads of Dr. Loa...hhehehe funny/awesome movie. then we just watched t.v till he had to go =(.

Today: I got up around 1:30 lol. haha and I am still not dressed...I need a cigg, and ya. argh fuck kill I need to take a shower still..me going to go..this entry was long lol...ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*

Sunday, April 20th

Woahhhh it has eben a while!! I am getting my eyebrow pierced after my b-day =D I can't wat....OMG!! ='( I MISS MATT SO FRIGGIN MUCH!! I wish I could see him..=(. booruns. argh fuck kill...I would clal him but I know he isn't home =(. boo urns..I am going now tho...hopfully I see Matt soon

ttyl bye bye*hugs to all*

Tuesday, April 22nd

I have a tummy ache, and my b-day is in 3 days! hehe woahhhhh. Damn Brandon wont come to my party, and I don't know why. I want him to come tho, it's my 16 b-day party....bah! boo urns...me going tho..I am bored ttyl bye bye *hugs to all*

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