Anybody's Dream..by Jenlyn...
I stepped out of my house this morning
to a camera in my face.
I had to put my head down low,
and to my car I had to race.
The people came from all directions,
and they never go away.
They never even really care
what I have to say.
Places I could never go
are now at my demand.
And everywhere I go these days
it would seem I'm in command.
My life has changed so dramatically,
and in so many different ways.
People who would have ignored me before,
now fill my ears with praise.
Lately, it has seemed to me,
that I am all alone.
Which is funny, if you stop and think,
because I am never on my own.
My every waking hour
is now highly scrutinized.
And would it be okay, for me to say,
it brings tears to my eyes?
It's not all bad.
I know it's true,
and I appreciate the attention.
Believe me, I do.
But sometimes it's just too much.
Right now I feel so out of touch,
with who I am or where I've been.
Hopefully, someday, I will be able to fill in
the spots, that seem so empty now.
But as for the moment,
I am not quite sure how.
So please excuse me if I am not
quite what I seem.
But, then again,
I never really wanted to be
Anybody's Dream...