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Wowzerz!! I haven't blogged for 2 weeks.....that's bad!! I've been way too busy I guess...that or I just didn't feel like blogging b/c I had nothing to blog about. But school's over for me!! Well only classes are. I have exams in the next 2 weeks. Which is not soo cool but at least I'll be done by the end of april yay!!!!

I can't wait till next friday. Moni is coming back and we're gonna go have sushi....finally she gets to meet my bf and he can meet her. He's soo excited...even asked me what he should wear! hahaha he's too cute! :p

Last friday, had a small gathering @ my house with my uni friends. We had dumplings...it was ssooooo yumi. Haven't had home-cooked chinese food in the longest time! Watched Spanglish, but it wasn't that great but @ least it wasn't as bad as I thought it was!

Last nite, my best friend from Australia who dissappeared for almost a year! But I couldn't believe she came back. It was sooo awesome to hear from her. Being apart for sooo long we still had sooo much in common. It was funny!

Had quite an exciting weekend b4 exams. But now it's time to calm down and do some hardcore studying. I really really don't want to fail first year cuz that means I can't stay in school and that's not cool :p That rhymes! hehehe Hope you all had an awesome weeked!

*** To whom it may concern: I know you're never going to find my blog on google.....the chances are very slim but just in case you do...this message is for you: Good for you but no prize!! :p

Ok...I did say I was on hiatus...but guess it's over now? Not sure yet...cuz this hiatus was just as long as I leave between posts...so i'm not quite sure it was a hiatus! Told you it was unofficial :p But it was easter and I wanted to say hi!

Hmm....so what exactly has happened since the last post? It's been soo long that I hardly remember.

Last Sunday one of my "used to be" best friends from the past decided to give me a call to tell me that her and her bf were downstairs and they were coming up to visit me. It just had to be a day before a yucki chem test where I felt and looked like shit and my room was a disaster. I was totally not expecting her to call at all...after I haven't seen or heard from her since last June. Well she did call me a day after my b-day to tell me that she forgot! It was ironic though b/c I was just looking @ prom pictures like 2 secs b4 she called and she was in a lot of them and I was thinking about all of us and what happened.

Speaking of friends, another girl has come back...literally come back after a little bit of winter hibernation. I'm glad she had the time to think things over. She looks soo much healthier and lots happier. Even though she has made a big shocking decision, I'm happy that she can do what she wants. I'll miss her soo much, that crazy girl. But it makes me happy that she's happy :) I love when that happens ^_-

I was chilling @ home for the easter break, even though I don't get Monday off like the highschool kids :( boooo but that's ok b/c uni is over @ the end of April. Easter break was fun ( just b/c I got absolutely no work done :p) Was over @ a friends house when her parents went out. Had a lil "party" well not really party but was just chilling with her. I had my laptop with me and I realized that I had wireless internet. I never knew that it could do that! lol It made me soo excited. Too bad I couldn't pick up my friend's network. Only other ppl's...I'm guessing I was using their neighbour's wireless or something b/c the wirless that she had did not have the same name as the one I was using. I only realized that later...oops It was me her and my brother at the dining room table with laptops. It was like a cyber cafe.

Came back to rez and decided to do a little spring cleaning to the room even though I moving out in about a month. Gave it a new look. At least I get to enjoy it for another month then I'll have to move out :( The family will just never be the same. I'm even kind of sad and I've never been sad at the end of school year. This is what uni did to me or maybe it was just living in rez and having the time of my life.

HAPPY EASTER!!!!!!

Seems like I haven't blogged in ages....I'm sorry I've been neglecting. There's just been soo much stuff (good stuff) going on that I have to catch up on blogging.

Ok last blog I told you my bf was gonna do something secret and he did surprise me all right even though I couldn't see it soo well from the window. I'm soo sad that I forgot to take a picture of it. He wrote our names in the snow with spray paint and even got in trouble with the security who suddenly popped out of nowhere! hehehe the weird things he does.

Finished my first round of midterms and now I have 2 weeks to rest. Well not really a holiday, I still have class...but at least I can relax about not studying and catch up on other things that I've neglected during midterms. There's only 1 month of school left. It's gone by soo fast, I can't believe it! Now I'll have to start looking for a job b4 all the high school students do.

Friday, went out for japanese food to celebrate a friend's b-day! It was yummi and affordable too but it was uptown which is ok if I had a car but unfortunately I don't and since I live downtown now, it took a total of 2 hrs. there and back to make it. Now I know I don't want to live @ home and commute so long just to get to school. I'd never be able to commute, it's soo tiring even though you just sit there and looked depressed like the rest of the world on the bus/subway. I don't like that :p

Ok must go to bed now....I've been sleeping soo late lately that my skin has gone bad. I need my beauty sleep back. So I must say goodnite my lovelies *mwahZ*

Not much interesting this week. I've had 2 term tests and those were CRAZY!! Some girl chatted me up in the bathroom lol not in THAT way....but she lives in my rez. and happens to have this same Esprit top that I have so everytime I wear it she recognizes me (that's what she says) What odd small talk that happens in the little girls room! :p

I happened to see this kid in my math class two days ago.. and I mean he really was a kid! lol I thought he got into university really young or something, that totally shocked me! But then I saw the woman beside him who was probably his mother ( I hope...). She was prob. one of the students not the kids!

It's been snowing a lot these past couple of days. The bf is soo excited but he won't tell me why! He's aways saying it's a "secret" or a "surprise". I wonder what he's up to this time....that sneaky guy!!

Hurray for Reading Week!!! Nooo school for a week...i'm so excited even though I do have to study like crazy b/c I have 2 tests coming up next week after the break. It was such a busy week last week! I don't even know where to start....

Tuesday, I had that stupid physics test that I studied last minute for...but my friend finally got to visit me in rez. and we "studied" together! I didn't really do so well on that test, way under average but at least I passed and it was the my highest test score for physics soo far.

Wednesday, it was Chinese New Year. I was soo excited. We even made a trip to China Town but it was sooo dead. There was probably more stuff going on uptown. You'd expect the life of the party to be downtown Toronto....but noooo every1's uptown now. I was soo disappointed but it was ok...it was still good!

Friday, we got to go to my friend's house in Whitby for HOT POT!! It was pretty good. They even had a whole crab that they just put in the pot to cook. It was the first time that I had crab with hot pot! It was loads of fun!!!

And I think I've totally neglected to blog about this...but remember the poety boy that I told you a while back? Well I think I've totally fallen for him. He's the sweetest guy ever!!! On valentines day he actually bought me a turtle!! It was the coolest thing ever! :p And he took me out to this fancy japanese restaurant....the food was...quite interesting I must say....ever had an oyster in your alcohol?!? I don't even think that was japanese...but it was a "special" drink all right. Then we went to watch Hitch. It was such a cute movie!!!!

Last night it was my friend's 21st b-day. We had japanese food again! (man I'm gonna get sooo fat from eating all this food!) We planned to go karoke but stupid place was closed! Who closes on a tues?!? Weird eh? Ohh well....now I'm just bumming around @ home...really really tired though from a lack of sleep! Good nite my lovelies <333 Hope you had a good v-day!

Been an awesome week only because it was unproductive which is really bad!! But anyways, my friend's 19th b-day was on tuesday. We invaded into her room @ midnight to surprise her then on tuesday she openend all our presents! yay! She loved everything b/c we got her exactly what she secretly wanted. Good thing she didn't buy any of those things before we did!

Wednesday I had my second chemistry lab. We go to make soap..how exciting! But I got yelled at by the stupid co-ordinator lady for using something that I didn't have to use. :p Really it wasn't my fault...the girl before me used it too that's why I copied her. I also found out that my lab buddy was mixed! How cool is that? I didn't really ask him though I just saw from his name...he's from trinidad but his last name is definatly asian. So maybe he's black asian? I wasn't able to tell but maybe that's why he has such a special face and not too bad-looking either ^_-

Friday, went shopping at the Eaton's Centre and Queen Street even though I had no money to buy anything!! But I did find this super cute skirt @ Urban Outfitters for only $20. I'm going to buy that for my friend's b-day. It's not exactly the miniskirt she asked for but at least it's going to be really flattering to her figure. She frenchbraided my hair while watching My Sassy Girl...it looked sooo cute (both the movie and my hair of course!) :p

Yesterday, there was some show @ Nathan Phillips Square and we went just because it was right there and since it was soo loud, I wouldn't be able to concentrate anyways. t was ok.. there were a lot of scary looking stiltwalkers and some girl flying around suspended from a hot air balloon. That looked soo cool.

Today I got to see Mama Mia for the second time. It was soo good. This time I got to sit soo much closer so I could actually see the actor's faces and everything for the price of a crappy seat which I sat in last time. Those seats would have cost us $93 but today it was only $26. It was sooo worth seeing again. I heart Mama Mia!!!!

Hello munchkins! Howare you? It's been a very chillaxing and unproductive weekend as usual. Went to a japanese buffet on fri. to celebrate friend's b-day. Let me tell you to never ever go there....the sushi sucked..there was hardly any food and no ppl...esp. on a Fri. night. And the price wasn't cheap either. Next time we're going to a real japanese restaurant. Then we went to watch Hide and Seek. What a freaky movie. It wasn't scary...just freaky!! I was jumping all over the place in the theatre! :p But at least they lowered the movie ticket prices..it's only $10 now compared to $13.95. Hurray!!

It was a bummy day yesterday! We had no power b/c a pipe on Bay St. burst or something and many buildings in our area had no electricity or water. I woke up @ 8:30am to hear that we had no electricity and to stay calm..and remain in the room...lol Hell yes I was going to remain in bed and keep sleeping. Thank God it wasn't another fire alarm.

Spent the day doing pretty much nothing when I could have gotten some homework done while there was still light. But seeing that it was a "special" occasion I started reading magazines and doing nothing. Living on the 22nd floor just made it more fun. I had to walk the stairs 4 times up and down. What a workout!!

But almost 12 hrs. later they fixed the problem and I could finally take a shower. We ordered pizza too and it was soooo good to eat some warm food @ last and chillax and watch T.V and even surf the internet. What a fun weekend. And we also had a SNOW storm on Saturday.

It's been quite and interesting week! All the strange things that have been happening last week have finally come to an end. Thank God. Remember the fish that died last weekend? Well my friend must have been too sad b/c one day I come home to see another one just like him at my door. But this one wasn't from the secret admirer though. lol He just wanted to make me smile. :)

The secret admirer thing just got more complicated everyday. It wasn't until last Thurs. night that he finally revealed himself and the truth was all out. He couldn't do it in person but sent an ecard. The style was different from the other notes he gave me b/c he wanted to make it obvious. I knew it all along. hahaha I tricked him right back and it took him a while to figure out that I had already figured it out!

And guess who it was? He was the one that I had suspected all along. The one who was determined to figure out who it was for me. The one who he made me believe that he really knew who the secret admirer was but couldn't tell me. The one I saw and talked to everyday. It was HIM all along and I knew it but he kept denying it always playing w/ my mind. He was the guy next door. The one who also bought me the fish!! lol I dunno why he did this. He just told me he was committed to make ppl feel special. But what a weird situation. I'm so glad it's all normal now and life can get back to normal... I hope. It's been awkward but it's getting better. I'm trying hard to act myself around him again but I'm sure that give it sometime...and I won't have to try. But this could take a while. What a rough week!

Strange things have been happening last weekend since my roomie moved out! I left my fish @ home last week and asked my bro to take care of it....but 1 week @ home w/ my bro was a bad idea. I came home on saturday to find only one fish in a vase....the fish bowl was empty and a bruised dead fish in cup! I was horrfied...and I had to flush him down the toilet...now my kssing fish is without a partner....he must be soo sad.

That has nothing much to do with the roomie moving out though.....or could it? But sunday nite....I got a little rolled up note and a powerpuff girl lollipop outside my door....there was some deep poetry written on it w/ some words that I didn't understand. Don't laugh but I actually had to look up a word in the dictionary. :p I got another note yesterday but I also found out that these poems were taken off the internet!!! No so he's not an english major then....damn! lol It's ok my neighbours and friends are having more fun than I am w/ this..they're treating my notes like evidence and they want to find out who this guy is....or girl or whoever they are...

I haven't gotten anything today yet...maybe it's too early..we'll just have to wait and see! I'm thinking it's more of a joke...well a nice joke than serious! Cuz it kinda freaks me out to think of it as serious...like someone is watching me anytime...anywhere! Doesn't that kinda creep you out? Anyways...I'm gonna try to stay in my room all day so I can catch him!

I've been meaning to blog but I kept having blogworthy thoughts @ random times....when I didn't have a computer in front of me. By the time I get to blog I don't remember what I wanted to blog about and I don't want another pointless blog again!

It's been snowing all morning today...I should have checked the weather for the snow storm I would have known....there's sooo much snow. When I walked outside this morning, the snow was hurting my face!! lol It was raining ice pellets....by the time I got to school...I had ice pellets all over the place and in my hair. Taking the subway doesn't help me save time or walkin distance...why couldn't they just make buses that dropped off ppl on campus....so we don't have to walk that far in the snow.

I really need boots!! I've been looking at boots for a long time now but I can't afford it..so I'm making my friend help me buy them....cuz it's buy one get one free! So we can split the price in half...I already know that my boots will the be more expensive one. I just hope that he doesn't have to pay more than what his original boots cost! :p

My roomie came back yesterday! Only to see that she packed her stuff....and told me that she was leaving school and going back home! I'm too shocked...I can't believe she left school....she loves dance but I'm guessing that she doesn't deserve all that shitty treatment from her school! I'm gonna miss her! I'll be lonely and w/out a roomate AGAIN!! There must be something wrong w/ my room...my first roomate didn't show up and now this one is leaving me! :*(

And as usual I've been slacking off all week...considering that I didn't have a very good start to the year but I'm gonna try really hard to make it better! Damn...I shoulda made new years resolutions that I could stick to but it's too late now..I've already screwed myself over

Soo much has happened these last two weeks. Last week was really intense w/ exams and everything. One exam every day!! And the worst part was I had a test Wed. nite until 8 and a 3 hr. FINAL exam the next morning @ 9am.....ewwww It was sooo tough and by the end of the week I was soo tired that I had no energy to study for the exam I had on Mon. and I know I totally bombed that b/c I could only ans. like 5 questions by myself...the rest I guessed!! I learned that in Uni...it's not always how much you studied or how much you know...it's somtimes how lucky you are and most important how well you understand the test b/c if you don't get what the questions are asking for or misinterperet them...then you're screwed!!! But I've made it through the week and its done!! Yay!!

Anyways...something else really exciting happened last weekend.. you'd never guess but my friends at rez. and I did a secret santa thing and exchanged gifts and I got FISH for christmas!!!! They're not just your average everyday gold fish...they're kissing fish!!! lol They actually kiss!! I saw them...except they kiss when they fight...so things tend to get rough in that fish bowl!! Water's always splashing around everywhere! lol I'm taking a picture of them on my phone but can't post them yet until I get home. Speaking of which I'm going home tonight!! I'm soooo excited for the holidays! Christmas really is my favourite holiday..not just of presents that I get..but I love wrapping presents and the atmosphere is soo awesome and warm ^_^

I must start Chirstmas shopping now and buy a million other things that I need for winter..hope you guys have an awesome holiday. I'm making no promises but maybe a new layout soon...don't get too excited..it might no happen!!! lol

22 days till Christmas!!!!!

I really can't wait till christmas except that I have to go through dirty exams first. So, must stop thinking about...SHOPPING!!! But I will get through this...I'm soo determined.

You wanna know what I did 2 days ago?? It was the first of December that day..and being the ditz that I am..I wrote the date on all my pages as Nov. 31?!? How stupid was that...lol what a blonde moment and I'm no where close to being blonde :p

And today the marks for the chemistry test was posted up...as everyone was walking in to the builiding to check their marks...they were all soo silent and morbid...it was like a funeral but then again we did recieve bad news that the test was really really bad!! But that badness actually turned into good news for me....haha I only got 63.9% but I beat the avg. lol and all the 40's and 50's out there. Take that chem!! Now time for Korean BBQ tonight to celebrate. I can't wait !!! Have a good weekend my lovelies <3

It was 10am this morning as I was walking to my first class of 2 classes of the day that I concluded that I was having a bad bad day!!! It was a horrible day...well maybe b/c it was raining and I was exhausted from my chem test last nite and rite after taking the test I had to finish the stupid chem lab report that was due the next day which is today!!

That took me forever..I didn't even finish it last nite...so I had to do it today and it took me ages and ages!!! I stayed on campus until 3:30 a lot later than I intended to and well the day did turn out better when I saw it snowing instead of raining....snowing is soo much better than raining...at least it's prettier to look at. But after I finished the report and walked outside...it was yucki rain again and that ruined the better day!! Oh well...it could have been worse..

Soo sorry I haven't blogged in a while. I'm still really busy w/ midterms and I have a scary chemistry one next week. But 2day I went to the Santa Claus parade!! And I saw SANTA!! haha.. It was soo cool! The kids went crazy when they saw him...they were all sooo happy and soo was I.

I don't have much to blog about lately..mayb that's why there has been a lack of bloggage..I sometimes have all these random thoughts during the day that I make note to blog about but by the time I get home from the long tiring day...I forget...or it just takes too much effort to recall things...so I end up not blogging. And thats why I have such pointless blogs now....but I can't help it...so I apologize once again!! :p

IT SNOWED TODAY!!!!!

Ahh I was soo excited when I walked out of my class to see the first sign of snowing...well kinda..the snowflakes were kinda small...but still!! It's the first snow of the year and it gets really exciting b/c it's soo nice. Too bad I was walking out by myself...the moment would have been even better when I could share it with my friends...but they didn't even noticed it snowed...they must have been in class when it happend.

Anyways...I had quite the unproductive weekend! I took home all this work to do but ended up never opening my books. Instead I went shopping on Saturday....but bought nothing...then played ping pong @ my friends house w/ their new ping pong table that we went to get w/ them. I even watched some girly movie..Ella Enchanted!! lol it was cutesie...but not really my kind of movie...way too cheezy!! And that was how I wasted my one unproductive weekend. But its ok...I needed to be away from the busy city and school...all these term test marks are soo discouraging!!

I just can't do this anymore...I'm feeling soo tense rite now yet I don't know why I should feel this way... I already know that I'm going to bomb this physics test. I already have no intention of studying...and have not even started..so why do I still feel soo scared... Maybe because I know that even if I do bad I should be trying my best which I'm not doing right now..

And why am I being soo avoidant...Making excuses to cover up the fact that I'm avoiding...I dunno...is it b/c from past experience I know the outcome so I try to "avoid" from experiencing again..I hate to do it and I can't help it but I just don't want it to happen ever again...History always repeat itself to me..Why me?

Gah..I'm soo bored rite now. So I decided to procrastinate and blog! :p I've wasted most of my weekend and even that extra hour that we got from daylight savings. It's terrible how I've developed such a short attention span recently..

Anyways, I have a physics midterm this week (Tues.) which I'm supposed to be studying for b/c I suck @ physics and I haven't been doing much hmwk and even if I did...I've been cheating!! lol but shh thats a secret between you and me!! Promise you won't tell anyone?

So details on my wasted weekend? Friday me and ppl from my rez. watched Spiderman 2 and other things until 4a.m and last nite we watched Pirates of the Carribean till 5!! And they all blame it on me b/c I was the only one who hasn't seen it yet...so I was the one who was keeping them up soo late!! But I KNOW that they so wanted to watch it...they can't resist such good movies!!

And that's about it..haven't got much studying or work done...just been wasting time like I'm doing now but anyway tonight we're watching the Last Samurai and I'm just too excited to do work but anyways I'm gonna try to do some work now b4 the movie...make it kinda like a reward after I accomplish some hmwk. So toodles!!

and

HAPPY HALLOWEEN!!!!

have oodles of fun if your going trick or treating!!!

Gahh...been such a busy week but I can't complain b/c it could have been worst (ie. labs and assignments due!!)

I had two mid-terms this week, pscyhology and bio...both of them were soooo HARD!!! And I was told Bio was easy..but if that was supposed to easy and I didn't find it that way....what am I supposed to do?

Psychology, I studied like hell for....4 days and like 5hrs. the day b4 but I stil didn't end up with something that I hoped for....but I guess I should be thankful with the 58% on multiple choice b/c I know ppl who've gotten worse...but then again I don't think I did so hot on the short answers so I dunno..But I did get a lot of encouragement and goodluck so without it maybe I would have done even worse without it? Thanks to those people!! I love you always!

I'm soo glad its the weekend even though I still have soo much work to do but at least I get to sleep in a little. I didn't realize how sleep deprive I was until I woke up this morning and realized that I didn't even hear my alarm ring. So I ended up missing my first class and I only had 2 classes today so I just decided to sleep a little bit more...now I feel soo guilty especially becasue I'm soo behind in that class and the least I can do is to go to lecutres. But ohh well....this has been the 2nd Friday in a row..I hope this doesn't continue becasue in my experience...once you start skipping you can't stop. It's like an addiction...after the first time..it changes the way you think. So don't skip school..its really really bad for you! :p

Anyways..life has been busy as usual....I just can't seem to find anything worthwhile to blog about anymore...its always nonsense...I'm soo sorry guys that you have to go through this but don't worry...I'll try to spice it up soon hopfully!

It's almost the weekend finally!! It's been a long week..was one of my crazy long day weeks >_< Not much happened except I keep getting guys coming up to me convinced that they've seen me @ some where before...well only one guy did another guy I was actually talking to before he mentioned it.

Guy #1: (Finishes talking on the phone b4 coming up to me) What's the time?(in chinese)

Me: (takes out phone) 3:05...

Guy #1: (hmm..I dun remember what he said...something about the reception in the building)

5-10 mins. later:

Guy 1: walks around back and forth then back to me again and asks for a quarter...

I prob. had one but I was too lazy to look for it.. :p lol so i lied

"Did you go to _________ (dun remember what he said)? I think I saw you there

Me: me? No

Guy 1: Really, I thought I saw you there..Im sure I've seen you before etc.

More random questions from him...why aren't u in class..what are u reading...then he looks @ my book and asks "Are you in first year?"

Me: Yes!

Guy 1: ok see ya!!

hmmm....random no? I think that's the most randomest conversation I had with some1 @ UT so far!! lol

On Tues. I had my 3 hr. exhausting chemistry lab..in which me and my partner screwed up soo many times that we had to run 1 experiement like 4 times before getting it to work....I was just doing some "dishes" in the other side of the lab when all of a sudden some1 shouts "YES!!!!" It was my lab buddy who finally got the stupid solution to change colour and the TA wasn't soo happy with us for leaving late and being the last ones out AGAIN!!! :p We can't help it that we are such an efficient team that life has to give us problems to fill up our otherwise extra time!

It was such a BAD long day for me especially on the same day finding out that I had gotten a 50% on the chem test...which wasn't soo bad...I was expecting it. I know I totally deserve it b/c I totally slacked off..which is not the best way to start Uni...oh well...I just gotta work MUCH harder next time!!

And just today..I had another lab (it was during this time that guy2...thought he'd seen me and my lab buddy but this is not a surprise since we'd probably have all the same classes except it might be hard to spot some1 if its filled with 1500+ ppl!!

Anyways, I found out that my lab buddy lived in the same rez. as me and only 2 floor above me!! Another anwesome thing is that she lived in Japan and knows how to speak japanese!!! A japanese speaking muslim!! lol Now that's hard to find...I just thought it was soo awesome...now I have 3 japanese friends and a half one!! lol

Sorry for such a long blog...I've had a LONG HARD BORING week so I guess that turned out into a long blog!! Gomenasai ^_-

It gets frustrating when I try to read ppl's blogs except they haven't updated yet!! Well I shouldn't be talking b/c I've been lacking in posts too...so sorry guys if u come here and there's nothing to read and thnx for all ur hugs!!

Hmm...nothing much this week...it was one of my "chill weeks" No labs this week just lectures. Plus it was thanksgiving last week so no school on Mon. that adds to my slack week and I was sick on Wed. so I never ended up going to class that day. Another day off lol...but I only had 1 lecture that day (and no labs!!) so I didn't really miss out on much.

I'm working really hard this weekend to make my "hell week" next week easier....I have 3 hr. labs on 3 consecutive days! Yuckki...plus a couple of quizzes...thnk god I don't have midterms until next next week or else I'd be screwed. I've already bombed a chem test so no more badness from me.

Speaking of all this studying that I have to do I've found myself a study group...we all live @ the same rez. so we don't have to find a place to study..we just stay here! I'm soo glad they're all so nice and we get along soo well that sometimes we get off topic and talk about other things than school:p

I just might treat myself to a movie tonight..as a study break ^_-

I've noticed recently that there are no hot guys here @ uni....well @ least now in my program...b/c I'm in life sciences and all the guys here are nerdy asians! lol I was trying to check out hot guys today @ lunch but to my disappointment there was none....well except for one but he was kinda cute but only average. He looked like the surfer kinda guy but he dressed preppy.. Anyways that was the only one I saw today :p

But then on the elevator...i saw this really cute asian guy...well I thought he was cute. After he stepped off the elevator...these 2 girls were like "Isn't he trans? Wasn't he at the transvestite party..." >_< WHAT?!? lol That totally turned me off....well actually that kinda distrubed me a bit. lol The only cute guy I see..and he may not even be a guy...i'm not even sure... Why are all the really cute ones either gay or in my case trans?!? What is this world coming to...

And to all my fellow Canadians out there..Happy Thanksgiving!!!! I'm going home this weekend to have some yummy turkey!

Updates on my oh soo busy but boring life! lol I'm trying to run for 1st year rep. for my college's student society and I've been doing campaigning...well not really..I totally forgot to put the posters that I made last night up around the college and the elections are going to be on THIS Thurs. and Fri. I feel like I haven't done anything..which I haven't but I'll start getting to work tomorrow.

And did I tell you? A fire alarm @ 3am in the morning = no sleep and no fun!! Especially when you live on the 22nd floor and you have to walk down all the way to find out that it's not a realy fire. Then get tired of waiting for the elevator back up so you have to take the stairs! Ohh man! What a night...or should I say morning. At least it was a good work out...like when would you have time to climb 22 flights of stairs? But not at 4a.m :p

Aside from that school is boring as usual. This week is not too bad b/c I don't have any of those 3 hr. labs. Mon. by far is a long day. I only have 2 lectures and 2 tutorials but there's some space between each class. And I was so stupid as to have 2 tutorials on the same day b/c I'll have to study for 2 quizzes that day (1 in each tutorial) grrr...But the labs are even worse...I have 3 3 hr. labs on the same week 3 days in a row. I don't know how that worked but one week I'll have the afternoons off the next week, I'll have super long days. Some don't end till 5!! I feel so un-organzied! lol

Ok enough of that. My roomie moved in and she's really really nice...perky but nice! She socializes w/ the other floormates a lot so I never get to see her..but that's ok..I get extra time to do hmwk which I never do cuz I procrastinate. (She's a dancer btw so she has no hmwk!!) I'm soo jealous! But she's awesome! Outgoing..is what I asked for in a roomate and thats what I got! So I'm happy.

Well enough blogging for now...gotta get back to work. I'll prob. not blog for a long time esp. next week b/c its gonna be crazy.

And Happy Mid-Autumn/Moon festival!!!

A week has already passed. It went by so fast that I hardly knew it and I already have soo much work. It's only been the 1st week of school and I've started to slack off already! Ahh i'm using "already" too much! :p

Anyways, I have to catch up on biology reading and chemistry...I haven't looked @ the book. Physics is even worse...i haven't even opened the book yet....literally..it's still sitting on my desk in the pckge.

Maybe it's the fact that I'm living in rez. that it doesn't feel like school? It just feels like a vacation cuz my rez. used to be a hotel and it still looks and feels like one? Or maybe there's too much partying here? (even though I haven't been to one official party yet) But then again my floor is famous as the party/social floor...even though I knew nothing about it b4!! lol

All I know is a better get my act together! I never knew uni was going to be soo tough!

Hey everyone!! I'm back...sorta but I've been wandering around for a couple days now just didn't really have the time and effort to start blogging again. So uni has started and I've moved into residence since last Sat. but I didn't start staying there until Wed. night. My roomate didn't show up so I just went home b/c you know it gets kinda lonely here! And my roomate still hasn't shown up so I don't even know if she will come and maybe she won't so I might get the big scary room for myself? It's good or sometimes not good...b/c it really gets quiet here.

At least my room is an adjoining room (u know those room in hotels that have a door to the next room in between the walls) and the guys who live next door are really nice so I kinda have semi-roomates now. We just open the door whenever and chill. So I'm feeling more confortable here now.

Classes have been ok so far....but some are rreallly jam-packed!! Esp. psychology...too many ppl and soo boring so I'm so not taking it. I dun think I can handle it.

Wed. there was this huge parade @ the UT campus. It was sooo crazy! They closed down 2 streets just for us. It might have been on the news too!! It was sooo much fun! I loved it.

arghh I've just lost my interent connection so I'm forced to go on hiatus again but hopefully only for a couple of weeks. I'm moving to Uni in less than two weeks so I'll be back soon guys don't worry. There's gonna be internet connection at uni lol. I'm just not sure if there'll be time but I love blogging so much that I'll make time!! Just pray that a couple of weeks doesn't turn into a couple months like last time! But I promise I'll come back even if it is like in a year!! Don't worry that won't happen. I won't let it! Ok so take care my beloved dailies I'll miss you and do keep in touch! <3 Leave some msgs if you want. *mwah'Z*

Well there's less than 3 weeks until I move to college...even though it's not that far I still feel like I'm "moving away" and on my home!! Yay!! The sweet smell of freedom! lol There's sooo much that I still need to do and tuition needs to be paid...sometimes I feel so bad that I'm still leaching off my parents. So I really need some sort of job like real bad so at least I can make my own spending money. Sometimes I really feel bad asking my parents for money...well I never had to but when they take money from their wallet...makes me feel uncomfortable.

I'm going away this week, but not very far lol just to Niagara Falls tomorrow and Montreal/Quebec next week w/ relatives so it should be fun!

Do you remember like maybe 2 blogs ago...I mentioned talking to a net friend from msn. I remembered saying I wasn't ready to meet him yet? Well'z yeseterday told me he saved some money to travel around the world to visit some friends fromm the net and haha I was included on his list. And being the sweet and innocent but stupid person that I am I told him he could prob. stay w/ me in rez. b/c I allowed visitors. But I totally 4got that the rents made me fill out to live on an all girls floor + preferring that room is off limits to visitors of the opposite sex. So I'm pretty sure my future roomate won't agree to having some random guy there for 3 days. I have the worst luck ever or maybe I'm just stupid. But having bad luck could work to an advantage b/c the all girls thing is not guaranteed so maybe I won't get it? I sure hope so. B/c I heard those girls were pretty quiet and don't socialze with the rest of the building as much which could annoy me!!

Wow...i guess my life is more boring than before...lol There seems to be a BIG gap between posts...doesn't matter...nothing much interesting to blog about anyways. So the past week I haven't done much as ususal! lol

Yesterday, (Fri.) I went to Paramount Canada's Wonderland with my younger cousins....pretty fun except that it was raining in the morning and we were soaked all the way through! Esp. on the first ride (a kind of water ride) I asked the operater to turn the fountain off..b/c its that kind of ride where they swing around turn you upside down and dunk u in the fountain...but the worst thing was that even when the fountain was turned off...I was even wetter than I would have been if it was a sunny day and I went on that ride!! haha damn rain...the one day I convince the guy to not dunk us in the fountain. I have the worst luck ever! :p But at least I got to have Korean BBQ after. mmmm ^_^

I met my younger cousin...and she's sooo cute! The last time i saw her she was chubby and annoying/naughty! But now she's grown lots taller but very skinny and she's the bestest. Soo nice...lol unlike her younger bro who has A.D.D so i can't blame him for being soo rude. She even told me I was her fave. cousin...awwwww I feel soo loved and special. That was the nicest thing ever and I like her even more now! lol She can't possibly get any cuter!! ^_-

I might go to Quebec city sometime this week. Quite exciting..haven't been to Quebec since my 11th b-day! And now, I actually know how to speak French so maybe I can bargain when shopping?

damn you Ais!! (jk) I just read ur post on the tag-baord. lol and look now I have a newlayout!! But don't worry I'm definately gonna get back to you w/ ur layout though. This is like one of the bestest b-day presents that I'm getting! A layout! I'm soo excited.

I dunno what's wrong with me. I'm usually not a big fan of pink but sometimes when I see it, it seems sooo nice soothing to the eye...especially this kind of pink but I'm probably gonna get sick of it after a while...this is prob. the craziest thing I've ever done....Pink crazy!! :p

Yesterday I got to talk to my friend on msn and it felt really good!! He's such an odd character...sometimes he's just stupid and likes to fool around but when he wants to be serious...he really can be and then we actually have "deep" conversations! Well somewhat...it tends to switch from silly-serious and then back again sometimes. But yesterday was one of them and it made me feel good...not that the things we were talking about that important but still was good. I've known him for a long time..it'd be interesting to meet him in person one day but as of now I'm not quite ready yet. :)

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I took the asain recognization test like Ivy told me to and well...guess I'm not very good at telling if their jap, korean, or chinese!! lolz But it was sooo hard though..I could've sworn that the 1st guy looked phillipino or something!!! arghh! >_< hehehe

Anyways, last Sat. my mom took me to lunch with all her university friends b/c their pastor came to visit Toronto (they live in HK or Windsor). So it was kinda like a reunion thing and their oldest daughter is getting married with in HK. Sounds exciting!! lolz And I met their two daughters, the middle one is a lawyer and the other is a flight attendent for Korean Airlines. Thats soooo awesome being able to go places and get paid when your just cruising around in the city! lol but only like $1/hr. But then again I guess its pretty tiring constantly being away from home. Anyways I got to see a lot of my uncles and aunts that I haven't seen in a while and also at the restaurant another family from the university crew came to eat but they didnt know about the gathering and I met their son who also goes to my university but he is in 2nd year.

I hope I didn't confuse anyone in that last paragraph! The funny thing is that I know a lot of ppl who go or are going to my university (U Toronto) but UT is sooo big that I'm probably never gonna run into them by accident. So it's like I'm still by myself but can still look for them if I need. Mayb the best of both worlds? Anyways I can't wait until UNI and frosh week...it should be fun I hope...

It was pouring rain outside like 20 mins. ago. Man I was soaked from head to toe all that just for a 10 mins. doctor appointment. I was standing on the side of the road and im soaking wet n some guy rolls down his window to say hi. At first i though he looked familar...but I do that to a lot of ppl soo I probably dont actually no him. Probably just some lil perv. lolz But then again....he looked really familar...damn! this is bugging me. Anyways...I probably dun know him...cuz if 1 my friends actually saw me they'd be jumping up and down and yelling my name like crazy from across the street/mall/room. Haha the crazy ppl that I know! I love them to pieces. I'm gonna miss them :*( n all those good bad n ugly high school days!

Also on the bus there was this family that looked really mixed...hardly any asian but I was surprised to hear the mother speaking manderin. First I though I heard wrong...like mayb it sounded like it but it so WAS manderin. And she did not look asian @ all...she looked like she was from the middle east or something. Maybe she's mixed too?

Ahh....I've already had a month of summer...can u believe it...and I still haven't done anything useful! lol Yesterday I met my cousin at a dinner. My mom's cousin came to visit from HK and since I'm going to University of Toronto she wanted to introduce me to her niece which is my second cousin b/c she is a doctor and she is now studying PhD @ the same university. So i met her yesterday and her b/f. She's sooo cute and she looks so young too...she should at least be 27 or so...I mean to become a doctor takes like 10 yrs. lol....thats what I'm going to have to go through. And that's not even what I wanted to do. If I had a choice I would have done fashion design or something...oh wells...its a little late now...so now I'll just treat that as a hobby...I heard that they have a fashion/talent show at the colllege...I'm definately gonna do that! ^_- And guys..can u give me some hugs? (to ur right) -->

15 days till my b-day!! lol I can't wait...i'm gonna be 18...wow I feel sooo old! I never went to Wonderland...so I'll have to wait another day.Today I went down to the UT campus (University of Toronto, downtown) to see the residence and some orientation kinda thing. I met some first year students there too. They were pretty cool...now I'm gonna have to think of the kind of roomate that I want. Do I want outgoing or smart and quite. This is sooo hard..I dun want some1 who parties all the time but I don't know what I would do with quiet people b/c once we move in we're not allowed to change...so i'd be stuck with bad roomates for a year. I think I went on a fanlisting rampage...I joined so many fanlistings all of a sudden. hehe

Gahh...summer is starting to get boring...this is like the first time in a billion years that I don't have anything particular to do. The last couple of years I haven't even been home for Canada Day with my family. I've just been travelling...but now that I can't afford that anymore...I should find something to do. I miss travelling and being away from home. haha I kinda need something to do lol or else I'll just sit there and pull my hair out. Well actually I still haven't done the things that I was supposed to do...like get my drivers licence haha and get a job....lol...i'm just getting really really lazy...ok..i'll start doing something tomorrow...I promise. Man! I just need some motivation thats all!

Haha...Miriam Yeung is in Toronto and she's going to be in concert tomorrow....I wanted to go see her but I can't find anyone to go with me! :p But that's ok b/c I have no money anyways!! And she's gonna be someone signing so maybe I can go tonight after dinner with relatives. Funny..I'm listening to her somg rite now...but it just ended. lol And saturday...@ wonderland...Denise Ho had a mini concert and I wanted to go to but it was kinda last minute and I couldnt find anyone! lol So that was my exciting weekend. I wonder if my friend is going to come over and treat me to bubble tea again! I still have notes that he needs! mwahaha...so he has to come...but maybe we should go to wonderland. Aiya... i really need to stop being lazy and get a job. I really need to do something this summer b/c sitting on my ass all day is gonna make me fat esp. when I think about food every two mins. when I"m sitting @ home! Plus i need to find a driving school...so I can learn how to drive! :p

Yay!! I'm finally back after half the year!! I was forced to go on hiatus. I can't beleive I've been away for 6 months!!! It's crazy how that time passed by so quickly! So much has happened too. Like I got into university!! hahaha well i've finally chosen my university and its gonna be University of Toronto because I had to cancel Queen's and its going to be so hard to get back in. So Toronto it is...but I'm going to live in rez for sure though. So I'm guessing everyone is off for the summer. I had an awesome graduation and prom was the bestest. It started kinda bad b/c I didn't know anyone at my table but they were nice anyways. But the dancing part was GREAT. I had soo much fun! I guess you can really turn things around after. And it was soo sweet.. my friend asked me for the first dance and I told him that th esong was almost over..so I promised the next one and then we went and I said I wanted to steal the balloon from the ceiling but I was too short (haha) then after the dance he took it for me. He was the sweetest kid ever!!! Then he asked me to dance the whole night...didn't even get a chance to dance with anyone else lol..but thats ok he's pretty cool though! The after party was not bad either. But my friend got a lil tipsy drunk so we had to steal his keys cuz he wanted to drive me home. In the end we had to take him home and everyone else had to drive each others cars just cuz of him so we could take his car home too! haha And now its finally summer...i can't believe it! Stephu and Sarah are in H.K rite now and I'm sooo jealous. The weridest thing was that they day they went to H.K was the day that I left it cuz I had to come back for exams. What a huge coincidence...we coulda met lol I guess i'm the last to know everything since I was like permantly offline. But now i'm back b/c i got a new computer...so hopefully I can fully keep blogging now even though no one comes here anymore cuz its been abandoned for soo long. But I guess I can always start again. Well for now so long!

I think all my friends @ school and my bro got me sick!! My throat hurts like crazy! It doesn't even feel like I have a cold though. I don't have a runny nose my throat is just really dry probably red and inflammed!! I might be coughing up blood soon!

Saturday I took the SAT's for the 1st and last time! haha Well it wasn't that hard at first..I felt like I could answer a lot of questions but I think I should have left some blank b/c I think I know the answer but it's probably wrong. So i'm kinda worried...

Today we got to dissect an actual PIG!!!! It was exciting yet disgusting @ the same time. They were little baby pigs....sooo tiny..even tinyier than a new born baby. My partner was sooo excited...he did all the cutting. Our pig had like black spots all over it and so we called it a cow pig...it was sooo cute...felt soo bad that we had to cut it open and remove all its guts only to throw them out afterwards. But it was kinda fun...i didn't faint or anything...i even touched all its guts. Good thing there was no blood involved or else i would have started hyperventilating and pass out or something.

I wanted to wait for christmas b4 putting up a new layout but I couldn't wait...so here it is... It's quite simple b/c I don't have time to do a good one but maybe when the holidays come I'll spend some time on making a real nice on if you like. I'm not completely done yet so some of the things on here might be missing but don't worry they'll be back soon!! I promise.

Last week we finally got to dissect something....I've been waiting forever. We got to dissect a kidney in biology..but me and my partner got really grossed out..so we just joind this other group. THere were two groups sharing one bench...and both of these groups take Exercise Science and they were just having too much fun with it lets just say.... Man! They were pretty enthusiastic! Cutting and squishing stuff out...me and my friend were too grossed out to even touch it...If there was blood involved we'd probably barf or faint!! I'm surprised we didn't run away though..so it wasn't too too bad! The only thing was the class was just before lunch and by lunch...I wasn't soo hungry anymore!

Something kinda freaky happened!! Today we were in assembly and it was weired why they kept us in assembly extra long because usually our vice principal hated us to be missing class...even for like 5 mins. When we walked out of assembly we were even specifically asked to walk out the one main door b/c usually some ppl walk out upstairs. When I walked out I saw this dog and some police. I didn't think too much of it until I got to my locker and some strange things happened.

1. My friend said that he couldn't open his lock b/c he thought that somebody opened it and switched it..and two other ppl beside him also couldnt open their lockers. The teacher came around and told them to go see our headmistress.

2. I heard ppl whispering in the hallways about how some of the locks were cut so that they couldn't open them and those ppl had to go see the headmistress immediately.

When I got to class I asked my friend what happened and he said that he was just told to go to class..but then during class another teacher came and took him away and he never came back. By now I already had a good idea of what had happened.

THe dog that I saw was a drug sniffing dog and while we were in assembly the dog sniffed out all of the lockers in the whole school and those that smelt like drugs had their locks cut! They were taken away to be searched. I was really worried for my friend because he's clean and this girl who has a locker beside him has been doing it but the funny thing is whe was searched too but they found nothing...so it was ok. Those dogs can sniff anything...even if u smoked 2 days ago..they could smell it! My friend was ok though so it was such a relief to see him in the cafeteria during lunch.

I'm not quite sure why the school was searched though...maybe because tonight is the dance but i'm not quite sure...It seems strange it would just happen randomly today...but that means that now the ppl who were searched...will be kept on close tabs by the school!!! This has never happened to us before..Maybe it happens to you all the time...i'm not sure..but for me it was kinda scary!!

My friend kinda yelled @ me today and that kinda ruined my day a bit so i decided to leave school, take a walk and go home for lunch. Its not that she meant to it's just she probably used to it or something. Nothing big just that at that moment I felt like crying for no reason @ all...guess this is just how stressed out I am.

Well nothing interesting this week as usual. I had a calculus test this morning and that was a killer...I was prepared but just that the questions were really hard. Its either I did really well or really bad...I'm not quite sure but I did what a could do and it's over now so..ya....

I just thought of the perfect thing to give my mother for christmas..Andy Lau is coming to Toronto and my mom mentioned that on the weekend while we were watching a movie on t.v that starred him. So I think I'll get her the tickets but I'm going to have to give it to her a bit b4 christmas b/c he comes on the 18th of Dec. The day is perfect as well b/c thats the day that we start the holiday..so I better find those tickets soon...only problem is I'm gonna pay by credit card and its my mom who takes care of the bills! hehehe @ least I can still surprise her..hope the bill comes after christmas! :p

Well I should get back to school for my last period english..Joy!! ^_-

Guess what? Guess what? I finally PASSED my driver's exam today!! yay!! now I can officially drive....even though I don't know how to and in 8 months I'll be able to drive by myself but then that would be useless b/c I'll be in college by then and I won't need to drive myself anywhere b/c I don't have a car!! grr...but o well @ least I passed!

Something scary happened today...I was coming back from the driving test place and I saw that the rd. ahead had an accident..I didn't think much of it b/c I thought that it was just a car crash but when I went to school ppl were talking about how there was an accident and this girl was hit by a car and died..and her bag exploded and her stuff was all over the road. Thats the road that I cross everday to get to and from school. Its just soo scary and yesterday I was crossing that same rd. and I was thinking about how my dad told me that the cars on the rd. go really fast and how it was dangerous and I imagined myself crossing the street and being hit when I wasn't careful and the next day someone actually gets hit!! I'm soooo freaked out and it was today out of all days that I decided to go get my licence instead of walking to school and the time that the accident happened was probably the usual time that I walk to school. I feel sorry for that girl and I pray that her family's ok and all. The rd. really is dangerous and I always cross the rd. @ the last minute just before the light turns red...now I'll probably never do that again!

Busy week so far...I had a physics lab due yesterday but didn't finish it b/c I had no idea what I was doing and everyone else's was like 16 pgs so I had to BS more on it but handed it in today...I only got it to about 11 pages though...whatever! I'm doing sooo bad in physics. Then I had an annotated bibliography re-do due today and tomorrow a chem lab and a calculus quiz..but I think after wed. everything will settle down a bit... i hope...

I got my mid-term report card in the mail today...and they're not looking so good...my high 80's and 90's from last year have turned into low 70's and occasionally an 80s. This seriously worries me....I mean its ok if its the first few weeks of school and its nov!!! I don't know how much I can improve until Jan. when marks really count....not only do I for sure am not going to university in the states....I may not be good enough to go to college here in canada...well the good ones @ least. I'm very very worried...have I been having too much fun?? But your supposed to enjoy your final yr. of high school....I just don't know what to do....

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It snowed!!!! yesterday and today!! yay! That means its getting closer and closer to christmas! I love snow...its just so pretty but I don't like walking to and from school in it though. It was like a blizzard yesterday...I almost had to hold on the a pole to keep me from being blown away!! haha.

I can't wait till christmas break...school's just stressing me out...i think... Well my teacher asked me if I felt stressed out yet and I said no because I feel like I should be doing more..bc my grades aren't that great. But I think i'm just in denial or I don't know what stress feels like because I'm sensing some tension in me not all the time but once in a while. Its sooo weird and I don't even think I'm doing enough. I like to procrastinate loadz I think I really should be doing more and stop wasting time. Oh well I don't start doing things until like last minute when I know that I have to do it or die!! At least I'm still smiling and feeling happy so I hope it all works out and soon!! Keep smiling ^_-

eeek!!! I failed my written driver's test!!! I can't believe it..the one day I had the time and courage to take the test...i fail!! And that book was sooo boring that it took me like 2 months to read it and now that I have finished it I probably forgot all that stuff that I read way back in september..lol well no big deal...if i failed my school exams then I'd be screwed...this just means that I will probably wait a bit longer b4 I can fully drive by myself...but its just frustrating now b/c I have to find time to go back and pay 10 extra dollars. Arghh!!!!

Other than that I had an ok super long weekend. Went to start my manderin classes again...I graduated like 2 yrs. ago from that school my the 'rents insist that I keep going until next yr when i move away to college. Well must get to doing my hmwk and re-study all those drivers rules so I can take that stupid test again tomorrow or wed or thurs. I'm just soooo mad!!! grr....

Have I really not blogged in a while?? Cuz it only seems like yesterday since I last blogged..really! Well how was ur halloweens? Hope u all had fun! I was going to go trick or treating but in the end i just got too tired and handed out candy in front of my house instead. But i got to wear my costume @ school b/c they made it civvies day just for halloween. So last minute....i just ended up wearing my angel wings from my costume from gr. 2 and had a star wand and a halo...i think i was an angel or a fairy or whatever...at least i got to dress up crazy without ppl thinking i was a freak!!

My neighbours and I were like scaring (or tried to scare) all the little kids that were coming to get candy...except this one kid had the scariest mask EVER and i turned around and he was right in my face!! That scared the hell out of me..I almost screamed haha!

School isn't going soo well...its been like 2 months of school and my grades are still really bad...i keep having to do re-tests and stuff but i don't do that much better b/c i don't have time to re-study and its been soo long that i 4get all that stuff...i'm totally screwed this year and thats soooo bad. Man..i'm really really worried about this year...I just don't know what's going on w/ me. Well at least I get a 4 day weekend to sort out some stuff and catch up..that is if I don't procrastinate too much like i'm doing now....

Wow!! I haven't blogged in a long long time!! But that's probably because there's nothing much to blog about. Nothing really that excting happended so I never blogged.

Well Halloween's in two days!! i'm soo excited. Tomorrow all the grads are going to dress up and our theme is Where's Waldo? We're all going to dress the same and have 5 Waldo's and 5 detectives. It's gonna be soo funny! It took us like 25 mins to agree on a theme...it was either gangsters, cartoon characters, togas or this....but I think its gonna b pretty cool..xcept we dont get to dress up that much b/c we'll all look the same like when we're in our uniforms.

Friday...real halloween day the whole school gets to not wear their uniform and everybody (hopefully but probably not) is gonna dress up! i'm soo excited cuz i'm gonna b an angel and i made myself a halo and wand and everything...its really cute!! i really wanted to be something scary but i can't think of anything right now..i'm not very creative @ the moment. Or mayb i should b a hula girl hahah cuz i got the necklace and the big flower...all i need is to make a grass skirt from a brown garbage bag!

Are you guys going for trick-or-treating??

Well..i've moved things around a bit on this page and added some new links. Just doing a bit of a remodeling...just to make things more interesting in case it was starting to get too boring b/c this layout mayb staying here for a while. Hope you all don't mind staring @ hello kitty for a bit.

Well it's been a busy week this week even though it was only a 3 day school week (Mon was thanksgiving and thurs. was a field trip)

Thurs. whole school went on a fieldtrip to Stratford (ont. canada...not england lol) to see Shakespeare production of the "Taming of the Shrew". It was actually quite boring...my whole row/aisle fell asleep include me! There was parts where gun shots were fired and that totally woke me up...i literally jumped from my seat and I was sitting in the third row so it was pretty loud! The day was fun though cuz we went to Swiss Chalet for lunch in downtown Stratford and had a table of like 15 ppl but 3 separte tables put together. It was the best lunch i'd had in ages!! Way better that cafeteria food. It was just soo fun b/c i don't remember when I went out to eat with a bunch of friends. Its been a while since I was having fun w/ them until school decided to take over my life.

I've just been soooo busy today...I didn't even have time to eat lunch and I still had to meet with three teachers after school! Wow! what a hectic day and I need to get that evironmental club up and running cuz I feel so bad that I started it up and kinda abadoned it when so many ppl signed up. Must get my ass into full gear now! Plus I have to study for those damn SATs which is in bout a month and a half and I've been meeting with my guidiance counselor for 1 hr. each week. Wow I don't think I'll get to relax and chill till bout next July and that seems like a long time away!!

Happy Thanksgiving!!!! (to all my fellow canadians of course) Yay!! I can't believe it's october and already thanksgiving long weekend! its the last holiday before christmas. Can u belive that? Christmas seems like ages away.

Its gonna be halloween next then my mid-term break in nov. then christmas!! i love christmas..my fav. holiday of the yr. I really really really want to go to hong kong for christmas this yr. but my mom isn't letting me until i get really good grades, cuz if i don't get good grades by december then i have to stay here and study study and study!!! grrr...school is so frustrating...its like my life....i hardly have a life outside of school lolz.

A random thought has been going through my head lately...well not entirely random cuz it has to do with...guess...SCHOOL!! haha...well anyways when i was younger i always wanted to do fashion design and i still want to but i know that its no longer possible because i'm really science orientated now. I'm taking all sciences in school and math but i'm not even that interested in sciences....i only did it cuz i'm good @ it and everything else i suck @. I even told my parents i wanted to go into medicine cuz i just wanted ot please them but really i'm not interested in that @ all!

But now I have come up with a solution and the only way i can go to university to do what i want to do without my parents hating me is to go to the states to take arts or business of computers or something...something thats not very science related... cuz i'm soo sick of science now even though i'm good @ it!! The only hard thing is getting there...i need money and of course i need them to accept me or else i have to stay in canada and do 15yrs of school for medicine....I guess i wouln't mind that much but i don't know if i could do that for the rest of my life.

Ohh btw i've kind of altered the look on this pg b/c i got bored of it and didn't have time to make an entire layout... i don't think i have time to make a new layout anytime soon so u're all stuck looking at this one for a while... But i'll just keep adding stuff and moving stuff around bit by bit just to make it more interesting ok??? i joined a couple of fanlistings...never knew fanlistings could be soo much fun to join!! hehe ^_^ HOpe u guys had a great weekend!

So how is everyone? Good i hope...not too stressed with school. Hmmm what can I tell u... Last saturday I had *Fall Fest* at school!! Its like a carnival with contton candy and a petting zoo and games that my school runs every year! It was really cold standing out side but I got to spray ppl's hair hehe... so colourful! That was really really fun. Someone asked me and my friend if we owned our own company haha!!! I think someone took a pic of me doing my "hairstyling" job but I gotta find it and get it uploaded on here! Today I kept falling asleep in calculus lol and i'm still soo sleepy..mmmmm I love sleep..it just feels soo good when your in lala land. ^_^

BACK AGAIN @ 10:57p.m.

well.. here I am again 5 hrs. later because I just realized there's something else I wanted to say; and that is my friend has come back from a 3-week conference in South Africa. Its great to see him back and he actually brought me back a souvenir hehe. Apparently @ the conference I got an award for going to this service project in Scotland last summer. So now I get a certificate for participating for my school.

Yay!! That totally made my day and then later this evening I received my mark update for the first 4 weeks of school and its not looking so good. Surprsingly my best subject right now is physics...the subject that I'm struggling the most in..weired. Bio is not bad too but the rest is just 60's like Calculus AP (never should have taken AP way too hard and unecessary!!!) English is not bad (84) and chem super bad ( i used to be soo good but then again that was only 1 quiz). Well I guess i'll really have to work super hard this term or else i'm dead!!!

**** sorry for such a long blog (have too much in my head today that i just want to let it out)****

Can't believe that i cried today literally...i had tears on my face. I was in last period chem class when the teacher announced that he would give back our chem tests @ the end of the class.I wasn't expecting that he would give the back soo soon b/c we only wrote them yesterday. During the lesson i got more nervous b/c i was very anxious to how good to i did on that test.

He handed them back and i saw a 77% on my paper..my best friend got a 97 which is super good and i'm soo proud of her but @ the same time i saw a lot of upset ppl around the room. I'm guessing that they didn't so hot on their test either. A 77% isn't really that bad of course i was expecting a lot better like 80-90s. i dunno how my friend did so well even i did really well in chem last yr but never recieved a test mark like a 97 mayb 90 @ the most.

I can't say that i wasn't disappointed but i was only a little bit...nothing to cry about..didn't fail or anything even though for my chem standards it is kinda like a fail but i know that way more ppl did worse than me.
I was fine when the teacher asked back for the tests so that marks could be recoreded until i cracked a joke (sorta) and told the teacher that i took out my anger on the test paper (cuz it was all scrunched up and wrinkled) then he went through it to see what i did wrong. Then everthing like came through me.

I saw this boy in my class was extremely upset and he wouldn't speak and other ppl were sighing..(i even tried to comfort them earlier) and i also remember my friend yersterday who was also very very upset b/c he thought he failed his al geo test and I just couldn't hold back the tears. I just started silently crying and cursing myself for doing such a thing...it would soo weired i usually can control myself but this time i just kinda a gave up. Its like i was expressing the emotions of every upset person who weren't speaking to anyone...i wasn't even crying about myself or my test i guess i was crying for everbody else... it was the weirdest feeling ever.

I don't what is happening to me this year..school used to be a lot easier than this...I used to super good in english and bad in math until highschool where it swtiched completley. Totally failed english but was doing so well in math and sciences and now i think it's starting to switch back again..but not entirely. Which is not good b/c for every 2% i excel in languages i lose like 10% in my science courses and calculus. And this year is the most important year too. I only chose to take mostly sciences b/c i was good in it but now it doesn't seem like that anymore. i just hope that it goes back to normal soon and real soon or i'm screwd!! I guess i just have to study double time instead of blogging. But i can NEVER give up blogging b/c once i discovered it i am hooked!

Last Fri: Sprit day @ school!!! So crazy...all of my class went overboard....painted face and hair...wearing everthing of that house colour (my colour was purple 4 the day..hehe :) This is our last (we're graduating) big spirit day of highschool no wonder we all went crazy!! I finally got to b team captain this year...quite exciting! But our house only came in 3rd place thats sooo bad considering we usually win house cup like 5 yrs in a row..o well :( even my team won all the games except for 2 impossible how that team won...they must have cheated!!! I've seen them cheating a lot! :P

Was walking to school this morning and these guys were repairing a roof of this house on the corner of my street when I walk by and they started banging and whistling and yelling @ me in non-english...boy r they freaky...Then i come home 4 lunch and they're still there and i walk by and do the same thing...really they're freaking me out and they're not even speaking english to me so i have no idea what they're yelling about..its like they haven't seen a girl b4....what a bunch of jerks...i better avoid taking the short cut and take the super long way back to school this afternoon...i hope they leave soon cuz if they're there for the rest of the week or sumthing...i dunno what to do...can't keep ingnoring them..mayb thats an excuse to get my friends to drive me to and from school..hehe like a personal chauffeur :p

Today: Pouring rain afterschool..knew i shoulda brought my umbrella..was soaked when i got home and even worse my apple juice box got crushed by my heavy textbooks and it exploaded all over my bag.. first i thought that my bag was soaked b/c of the rain then i smelt the apple juice and realized that the groun, my bag and all my books were a bit sticky..ewww. But other than that I had an ok full day of school today (no preps and even had stuff to do @ lucnch) I did get a 90 on my english essay which was kinda unexpected cuz last year my teacher was a hard marker(but really awesome teacher though..) so it was even hard to get an 80 but this mark makes up the for the only 70% reading test so everything averages out. Its weired cuz i used to be good in english and bad in math until highschool when i did great in math and really really bad in english now i think that this yr everything is switched again. So far im not doing so well in math but wooohooo 90% in english.... im one weired person eh??

Awwwz!! Just wanted to give big thank you's to all my visitors to the site and leaving such nice, sweet comments. This site is kinda new so i don't get much ppl coming here but thnk u all for taking ur time to wander in!! *hugz* to u all!!! ^_- (Of course my site isn't as good as yours cuz i suck in html!!)

Wellz nothing interesting all week. Its been almost a week since the moon festival. Weird how it falls on the same day as 9/11 not that there is anything wrong with that just one big coincidence.

School is swinging into full gear and i'm bombarded with soo much work already plus soon going to have to start applying to universities. Can't believe that the time is almost coming. Damn! I feel sooo old, wish i was still 16 :p hehe.

I was planning to get my drivers licence this Fri but i haven't had time to finish studying so i guess thats not a very good idea unless i want to fail the test. Guess I just have to start studying hard on the weekend cuz i need this licence as soon as possible. So I better stop being a lazy bum and stop going on the internet and start doing something more useful... can't help it though...internet is soo addictive! :p

Wow been more than a week since i've blogged! eh?? This is my week (last) all summed up: drove 3hrs. to Kingston, helped a friend move into university. Also saw someone from my highschool moving in as well. Stayed a night there in a motel (deluxe suite) hehehe biggest room in the whole place!! not bad for a motel..or mayb just a small crappy hotel..I discovered that Ryan Malcolm from Canadian Idol lives there and on one of the motel signs it said vote Ryan on it! haha Anyways Queen's university was sooo beautiful..the residence my friend lives @ was right by the river/lake ontario. Soo nice. His rez was kinda crappy and old and the other ones were completely new...elevators, carpets, nicer everything....damn!!! what a ripoff soo unfair lol. Then came back just in time for start of school...what joy *cough cough* Good thing this yr. i have 2 free periods can spend it @ home (doing homework of course) :p hehehe Weekend went to volunteer @ my old church that I havent been there for yrs. and yrs. soo long that i recognize ppl when they were in like gr. 6 but they dont recognize me..hehe must of look real different or i just remeber all the little things. Well thats been my first exciting week of school...not too bad (at least not yet) But of course I'd rather it be still summer o well...better enjoy my last yr. @ high school!

Its been a busy week this week! Went on a seires of short road trips to visit different Universities. And school starts in about 3 days!! Can you believe it?!? Summer is almost over!! Went by so fast!

Wed.- went on a day'sroad trip to Waterloo Ont. to see the University of Waterloo (my potential future University...well one of them) Not bad.. but some of the buildings were kinda old and musty.

Thurs.- Visited Downtown Toronto to U of T..not very campus/university like there...too many streets, ppl and cars!

Yesterday: to Oshawa to University of Ontario (OIT). Very very new was only built last yr. and already accepting students for this fall. The computer room was HUGE!! Nice computers too!

Tomorrow: driving to Kingston to visit Queens Univeristy. 4 hrs...longest of all the ones I've been to. Friend going away there too this yr.

School starts in just a week. Can't believe my summer holidays are almost over!! Last week I was @ a b-day bash @ Frankie Tomato's buffet restaurant for my friend who just turned 17. I have to tell ya that the pasta and pizza were good but the ice-cream...kinda funny tasting. But it was fun anyways. Ater so much I couldn't move! hahaha jk

Yesterday shopping @ Loblaw's grocery store in Pickering (town i used to live in as a child) and the girl @ my checkout counter seemed to look oddly familiar. I looked @ her eyes and think that I recognized her as one of the girls who used to be in my class @ my old school. But she seemed soo different now that back then i would have never thought she would look like that but i guess ppl change.

This week going to drive down to some universities in ontario (my province) to check out their campuses before I start applying to them for next yr. School hasnt even started yet and things are already getting stressful!! Well what can I say....school related things are always stressful!!!

Hi!! I'm finally back from my summer adventure in Europe and it has been an amazing time there. I was in Scotland for about 17 days and France for almost 3 weeks in Senlis (town just outside of Paris) and Hossegor (South of France). In northern Scotland, I and other students from all over the world (Canada, US, S. Africa, India, Scotland, France) met together to do an International environmental service project. I met a lot of ppl in Scotland and all of us camped and eat together and I have made many friends there. In France I did a three week language exchange where I stayed at a French family to practice my French. They took me to the famos city Paris for one day and i spent 2 weeks on holiday with my host family in the south of France by the beach. Their grandparents house actually faced a tiny beach and it was very nice. Their grandfather who fishes everyday owns a boat and one day we went out to sea and sailed to Spain for lunch. Believe it or not... it was me who drove the boat to Spain!! It was a wonderful experience and I made it back for my 17th b-day where i spent the whole day on 3 planes. From Hossegor -> Pairs -> London -> Toronto. But all in all eveything was worth going!!

Its the end of exam week and it has sucked up all my time and energy so i am sooo exhausted now but i only have 1 more left then I am finished school for the summer. In 12 days i will b going 2 Scotland and France and i am soo excited. Yesterday was my friends sweet 16 b-day and we threw her a huge b-day bash!! We went 2 see 2 Fast 2 Furious (opening day yesterday) the sequel to Fast and the Furious and it was hot-ttt!! It was an awesome movie and not much related to the first one so you have nothing to worry about if you haven't seen the first one. Wanna hear what it was about? Go to my new section called Toni's Monthly Features. So long!