I've never been a fan of BSB. I'm 21 years old....they might have been a...thing...for me had I been many years younger. I just heard about AJ and his problems and can relate only too much. I have a tremendous respect for him and what he has to deal with...before this happened as well as after. He reminds me much of myself. So, I just had this to say... Not For Today No sympathy will play in my head For what I lost today It will be gone still tomorrow So I say.. I won't deal with it today Every drama forbidden to me Will happen despite what I can see I'm just hoping for a moment So I say.. I won't deal with it today Everyone can walk away Far from me they'll all want to stay Someday, I think, everyone will stray So I say.. I won't deal with it today I've made mistakes more than a time or two All of my life I cursed them but tomorrow is only for beginning again So I say.. I won't deal with it today C.

A Million Helping Hands If you need a helping hand, there's a million for you Fans all over the world, wathing you pull through We know you can do it, we're behind you all the way Hoping and wishing for a brighter day AJ you can do this, we all know you can Between depression and you, you're the stronger man Just remember those helping hands Ready to help so you'll be back with your band AJ we're gonna help you win this war So you'll be better and won't hurt anymore From all the fans around the world and in the universe too Just remember AJ, we all love you Valerie Hbson

I stand Alone knowing that I am just a face Among many others. I Stand Alone wondering what I can do To turn a head, Catch just one eye... I Stare Fixated on the figures before me Amazed at the fact that I know everything about them, But about me, they know nothing. Nothing, that is Except the fact that I Stand with all the other blurred faces Hoping, wishing, praying That for some reason, I not only stand I stand out I stand Kellmich@aol.com

Thoughts of you help me sleep Thoughts of you get me through When I fall into my sorrow The voice of hope belongs to you As I lye awake And think of what could be You continue on as usual Unaffected by me Foolish hope and careless love Are all part of the storm It all follows me As I wait for your love to form How do you resemble The character you play It's he who makes me love him Who makes me feel this way My thoughts of you are with me now But you don't seem to see You only continue on Unaffected by me Thoughts of you greet me As a new day begins brand new Thoughts of you remain As the day winds through When will it be my turn When will my day come I wish for your time I long to receive some I thought one day You might be mine But that wish was killed By the hands of time As reality sets in And you grow farther away My love doesn't falter In any way So as you live and love Always be true Remember me And my thoughts of you With all my love, Katy Willoughby

I sit here dreaming of you wanting to hold you Wanting you to know the love my heart feels is true Unrequited love Is there anything worse? engulfs your heart with sadness The worst possible curse You and you alone hold the key to my heart The ability to cherish it or rip it apart But your love is for another, someone I could never be and how it hurts me so that you could never love me So i'll keep my dreams of you alive My heart just can't let go The love that I so feel for you you shall never know

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